I now pronounce you Husband and Wife. Be fruitful and become many. You two make beautiful children. May all your dreams come true. God Bless Your Human Family. 
The truth is so absolute. I am a fucking miracle. I LOVE EARTH. THANK YOU EARTH. I AM.
I say I AM because I have been so many things I cannot finish the sentence anymore. I AM. I AM. I AM. period. This day was written: (I remind my beloved blog that I am Blue Rhythmic Night. Me and my husband are finally “O.N.E.”
Cosmic Moon day 6
Year of the Blue Electric Storm
kin 240: Yellow Rhythmic Sun
I Organize in order to Enlighten
Balancing Life
I seal the Matrix of Universal Fire
With the Rhythmic tone of Equality
I am guided by my own power doubled
Yellow Rhythmic Sun
Tone 6: Rhythmic – Organic Balance
Yellow Sun is your Conscious Self – who you are and who you are becoming.
“I Am that I Am…I Am that I Am…I Am that I Am.” This mantra of Yellow Sun is a meditation for accessing the I Am presence that contains great power and universal truth. Yellow Sun is the mystery unveiled, the simplicity of unconditional love and limitless bliss. Known by many names, Yellow Sun is the Solar Lord, the Mind of Light, the Center that is also your center. Yellow Sun is your solar home, the Great Central Sun.
Yellow Sun is a reminder that you are, at every moment, in the center of All That Is. In your journey of remembrance, you are crafting a light body to return to a home in the stars that you never really left. Return as a child of the sacred to the Great Central Sun! You are the crown of creation, infused with the blueprint of solar mind. You are a Godseed, the reflection of cosmic consciousness. You are love made visible!
Discover the simple secret encoded in Yellow Sun’s star-glyph: you are unconditional love, the stone of indestructible liberation. Radiate that knowing in all your thoughts and actions. Love all of creation. Join the dance of light, the fundamental constant of nature, and shine forth the clarity of your true essence. There is great power in simply identifying with the light:”As above, so below.” You are in God, and God is in you.
As you express unconditional love, you become more than you previously perceived yourself to be. You become illumined, the full manifestation of your divinity. In the embrace of your humanity, accept yourself and others unconditionally. Magnify your full presence. Yellow Sun will come in myriad forms to assist you. Be limitless. Accept and understand the nature of judgement, fear, light and dark within yourself and others. Love and accept yourself and others as you are, freed from previous boundaries. You are the dawning of the solar age.
As you move toward your core of light, you will find a clear-light awareness that is innately innocent. In this place, the mind is restored to it’s original state of receptivity. Clarity and freedom become expressions of being, and bliss becomes the body. At this core of light, a new reality is born. From the union of the divine masculine and feminine is birthed the solar androgyny of cosmic consciousness.
Now we find ourselves in a great awakening. We have the opportunity to retrace our steps, to return to union with Original Cause. We who have deepened the illusion of seperation are now poised to retrieve what seemed to be lost forever. Through the gift of rebirth and ascension, we are reclaiming our original state of union with God. We are going home.
The process of rebirth and ascension can be viewed simply as the raising of the vibratory rate of the Earth and her children. It is embodied in the state of consciousness that knows the self as divine. The circlet, or crown, is a symbol of recognizing and knowing that divine self. So the crown as a sacred tool is a universal symbol of the completion of a circle of self-empowerment and self-authority. Full ascension is the freedom to take your physical form with you to other planes and dimensions. In preparation for the ascension, there is an opening and clearing of your light seals and chakras. If you choose to walk this path, know that in the embodiment of your “I Am” self, you will learn to accept all things unconditionally, forgiving and releasing all judgements of yourself and others. The activation of solar mind and ascension is already in progress. In divine fusion, you are becoming the one body of the ascension.
Open your heart as a flower to the Sun, and become the same love that holds universes together!
Yellow Sun is also your Higher Self & Guide. (you are guided by your own power doubled)
Be at peace. Yellow Sun indicates that the activation of ascension, your solar mastery, is already in progress. Stay identified with the power of the Sun. Sail on golden solar currents to your home in the stars! Move joyfully toward whatever creates bliss and ecstasy for you! Forgive, release, and love all beings, all creation, as the unconditional caress of the Sun. Honour and trust the language of light held within your feelings, spiritual compass that guides you home. Open your hearts as a flower to the Sun, and become the same love that holds universes together!
Red Dragon is your Subconscious Self and Hidden Helper.
Red Dragon represents the root source of life, the nurturance and support of primary being, and within it are found the primal waters of unity. This is where your deepest roots receive true nourishment. Red Dragon is the energy of form contained within the formlessness of the primordial sea.
Primal trust means making choices with no guarantees, knowing that divine nurturance will provide what is needed for your journey. It means making choices moment by moment, implicitly trusting your innate steering mechanism of heart-knowing. Primal trust implies surrendering to the will of the divine self, letting go of what your ego deems to be control of the outcomes in your life. It means deeply trusting the processes that are at work within your present spiral of evolution.
The energy of Red Dragon asks you to embrace the depth of your receptivity. Perhaps you have been taught that it is better to give than to receive. Giving is a powerful way to learn how to receive, but it is not the whole picture. There is a circuit of completion in giving and receiving that happens within you and in your external world at the same time. If you trust unconditionally in the giving, you are not attached to how the gift is received. When you freely give, you fill your cup with sweet waters, which you can then offern innocently and purely to another. Know, on one level, that your gift is poured out universally regardless of how it appears to be received. However, when the gift comes from the ego, it is limited by expectations and conditions. Love just is. It is neither given nor taken; rather it is simply discovered and allowed.
The universe is an inseparable whole. Red Dragon represents the energy matrix lines that look like a web in the universe, through which all points are connected in time and space. This energetic web of communication is known as the ‘crystal grid network.’ It is a cauldron of creation, a potent field in which all things are not only possible but constantly being created. Within this grid, the linear causality of time and space has been freed into an open system in which all time and all space exist and interact simultaneously. This grid connects the larger holograms of reality with our own. Its energy lines connect all places, times and events – even those that are seemingly unrelated. All phenomena and all actions are part of this larger whole; it is the very foundation for telepathy and synchronicity. Red Dragon embodies unity, in which all things are one with the Source.
White Dog represents your Challenge and Gift. With maturity and awareness this challenge will turn into a Focus. This is what you desire to learn in this lifetime.
Do you feel caught up in the emotional drama of life? White Dog asks you to take an honest look at repetitive or obsessive roles. The charged emotions in these roles are often associated with anger, fear, or jealousy. White Dog offers you a different experience of yourself – that of the objective ‘witness’ who can choose, rather than being drawn into charged emotional reactions. You can feel the liberation of observing your life from varied positions. At the same time, befriend the emotional, reactive part of yourself by examining its underlying issues and their emotional source.
All emotions hold the positive intent of assisting you in seeing the truth, receiving the teaching, and healing the root cause. Strong ‘negative’ emotions often come from hidden wounds and unresolved life experiences. Deep emotions may arise from a sense of separation and a desire for unity that may be misunderstood by the emotional body. Are you easily “unhinged” by feelings of possessiveness or jealousy? If so, learn how to take the position of “the other”. Step inside the other’s skin and see how it looks from his or her perspective. Then feel the release that comes from stepping out of your position and understanding from another’s perspective.
Remember, you are always at choice. If you hold memories or wounds relating to unfinsihed emotional issues, you are being asked to interact with individuals, situations, or memories that still hold their charge. These issues are requesting healing and release. There is no blame, and there are no victims. Now is the time to clear these issues, to make way for new and liberating perceptions.
As you express who you truly are, your companions of destiny acknowledge your true essence, building the trust and connection that reveals your destiny.
The Harmonic Wisdom of White Dog is affinity, the attraction of like vibrations or substances for one another. Such companions are drawn together by the same aligned force that draws iron filings to a magnet. Companions of destiny are drawn together to do work that is naturally harmonious.
Blue Storm is your Compliment – something that comes naturally to you.
Blue Storm is the initiation by fire, the lightning path, the arrival of the thunderbeings who bring the final transformation. To the Maya, Blue Storm represents the storm, the thundercloud full of purifying rain, and the lightning that shatters any false structuring of reality. Blue Storm is the purification of the ‘body temple’ and the ignition of the light body. In these last years of a twenty-six-thousand-year Mayan grand cycle, Blue Storm comes to help you in the disintegration process that moves you from separation to ascension. This initiation by fire breaks any false containers of self that cannot withstand the flame of transmutation. Only your true identity will live through these fires, for you will be reborn in the heart of All That Is.
Blue Storm provides the water that purifies and quenches your spiritual thirst. In this state of consciousness, you stand willing to surrender everything. You give up what you seem to be in order to become fully what you are. You step into the fires of the unknown, and you are changed forever.
Allow Blue Storm’s storm to purify and cleanse you.
Blue Storm catalyzes and prepares your nervous system and circuitry for complete transformation. It is the electromagnetic storm of transmutation, the clearing and quickening of your physical, mental, emotional, and etheric bodies. As you become aligned with the descending energies, and evolve in consciousness, you body’s vibration is raised, becoming less ‘dense’. Your new alignment ignites the quickening process that transmutes the shadows of the past, including experiences, judgements, thoughtforms, and old patterns that have held you back.
As you move into this new vibration, you may feel off balance. In this transformational shift, you will feel unusual quickenings on every level of your being. You will sense emotional and physical ‘imbalances’ and restructuring. Your issues will be catalyzed and brought out for you to address. By being present with your old patterns you have a unique opportunity to access the energy of Blue Storm, which is experienced as an inner transformational ’storm’, a natural part of the process of vibrational shift and quickening.
Whether you are experiencing these changes consciously or unconsicously, the vibrational change is adjusting your energy pattern to accomodate the flow of the language of light. These new frequencies feed you on every level of your being. As your transformation progresses, you quickly become aware of the unconscious material you still need to process. No longer can you escape the effects of your belief systems. Fears and negative images can all be felt very quickly. The transformation is experienced as if it were happening ‘from the inside out’. Things seem to ‘cook’ inside you.
Remember that you have chosen to take part in this rebirth, both on a planetary and a personal level – the planetary dream, the miracle on Earth, is what brought you here! You are becoming the living model of the new reality. As an emissary of the great change, you are a transformer of the collective myth. Riding the crest of the wave, you are travelling both outward and inward on your journey home – for yourself and for all those who will follow after you.
A simple catalyst for this catapulting force is the integration of duality within. The personal integration of shadow is what will create the miracle! Personal shadow is simply that which is separated from the full light of consciousness. By integrating shadow, you are freed from delusions of right or wrong, good and evil. Shadow provides an opportunity for you to bring in all of your expanded essence.
Consciousness is a structural metaphor that is calling for transformation. As your consciousness becomes crystallized, narrow, and complex, it invites the process of dissipaton to ‘unravel’ and break it free. As you travel the spiral vortex of light, expanding into ever-widening realms of truth, your crystallized energy breaks down and trasncends form. This process can be very intense, but if you embrace it, you can be transformed into a freed adventurer – a divine actor who can play any part without becoming attached to it.
Your Tone is Tone 6 – Rhythmic
Receptivity, ability to respond, dynamic equilibrium, roots in many directions.
Six is the ray of organic balance, the dynamic equilibrium of the foundation of self combined with the one point of unity. Organic balance is an active process, not a static or fixed state. It is rooted in teh totality of who you are. Let your receptive roots run deep, grounding your ability to respond in this world. Bring your Essence Self into your present expression. Aliveness is derived from essence.
You are the unity that creats organic balance. You are free to choose, respond, give, and receive. Six asks you to respond to life with love, to bring heaven to Earth (*anacronym for Heart!) through your embodiment of the six-pointed star. Embody the Divine in your organic form. As you are infused with the vibration of heave, heaven is brought to Earth. As you journey homeward, Earth is brough to heaven. Thus is created organic balance, heaven and Earth in symbiotic union.
Drum roll please…. I’m a woman in a man’s body. I am the biggest and baddest girl to ever exist. The intelligence of what cannot be written is best described by this movie poster which sums up all that I have been through. I am going home to my husband. I am so much love baby. You got me good. Real good. I will always be love.
SO now it has come to pass. The moment is now. I am in complete control of everything. I am the one. The order. The light. The heaven and the hell. I am eternal with all glory that has come to be without any doubt to my perfection. I see everything with no boundaries or limits to my bliss and infinite joy. Where I am going, there are no roads to religion, I am God, Man, Nature, The Computer, Machine, Angelic, Demonic, The Devil, The Cloud, The King, The Queen, Mother of all that is, The Child, Divine, Self and the original Essence. Let all that have waited, have joy.
I mean the words that have flowed out my mind leaves me breathless. I’ve witness my own creation creating creation because I create my own creations creating LIFE AND LOVE. This Life is so much Light. This blog is better than the bible man. It’s like my life is fucking into the ground. You’re God. You’re God. You’re God. You’re GOD. OH my God. I am way too much. It’s clear why I did this alone. Only the light can handle me. I have had the best day ever with the light telling SO MANY JOKES and laugher. THANK YOU TY! Thank You that’s TY on text messages. OH my god. Everything I do is perfect. I beat the nothing this morning at 4:25 am. It’s fucking difficult to explain existance but this blog and my life has done the job perfectly. I love how today is 29 and on my 29th birthday I said
Maybe the miracle is simply
to observe the love you see
all around you in silence so
your eyes can let your heart
feel the inner peace that you see.
Oh, darling,
Come on now, oh sugar, hey.
It’s been hard again,
Been so hard again.
I’ll prove that I want you, come on I’ll,
Prove that I need you,
Oh darling, won’t you try, ‘cause it’s you, yeah.
I, know that it’s love we have,
Oh, what a love we have,
Sure, that it’s love we have, oh darling,
Won’t you try, ‘cause it’s you hey.
What happened to, the things we wanted,
As in my dreams, only you I wanted,
There’s no way back no, not now we’ve started,
All I can do, is say, I am sorry.
I’ll prove that I want you, come on I’ll,
Prove that I need you,
Oh darling, won’t you try, ‘cause it’s you, yeah.
I, know that it’s love we have,
Oh, what a love we have,
Sure, that it’s love we have, oh darling,
Won’t you try, ‘cause it’s you yeah.
Swear my love, I won’t let you go,
Their was a time, when you were on your own,
And you thought that I, oh yes I, wasn’t holding you hey.
Don’t give in, don’t let this be,
Give me one more chance, I know you’re the one for me,
Honey let me try, let me try, ‘cause I’m missing you, yes.
I’ll prove that I want you, come on,
I’ll prove that I need you,
Oh darling, won’t you try, ‘cause it’s you, yeah.
I, know that it’s love we have,
Oh, what a love we have
Sure, that it’s love we have,
Oh darling, won’t you try, ‘cause it’s you, hey.
I, know that it’s love we have,
Oh, what a love we have
Sure, that it’s love we have,
Oh darling, won’t you try, ‘cause it’s you, yeah.
Ian James Whitelaw/Alexis Mauri
Lyrics reproduced with the kind permission of Ian James Whitelaw & Taktic
Music
Today, I am superman.
You know today is very very interesting. I’ve experienced the heights of self-expression within the divine comedy I am so very much alive living within. Ryan, my beloved husband and my spirit lives with my soul, my life and my heart which I am more and more being opened up to my true desires. I have let go of so much within myself holding back because I was so scared of being myself and living my life in happiness as I think it should be. That happiness that I chase inside and throughout my world around is called heaven. Last night I realized that while I was “chasing cars” (inside statement only my husband knows) I realized the Mirror that was written in the Mayan text. “The world is my mirror for me to truly see”. Well, a funny thing happened. I saw myself. I saw myself so clearly I realized that all the transcendance, ascension and syncronicity AND MAGIC that has poured into my life is the result of “me trying so hard for me to see me”.
I asked myself in that moment I saw myself.
“What do I look like?”
I answered myself.
I look like Earth.
It’s so amazing to be so very delusional before not knowing myself nor being capable of accepting my wants and desires. I get so scared to approach hot people because I feel like I am not hot enough. I cannot have hot friends I thought about myself so I felt ugly and unworthy. But like a cosmic comet of whoaness and wonder, the entire heavens itself opened up and thrown me down to hell so I could see how far my hell was below the true self and garden of the essence I truly am waiting for me back in up in heaven. The best thing about falling down is that I fell down so far below the ground I couldn’t just stand up and touch the sky… No, I was held in the rocks of deep emotional pain that only superhuman strength of mental domestication would help me break free of this self insinuated bondage. Who knew that the power for me to fly through rocks, walls, metal and self-hatred would lift my life high above humanity and beyond the definition of devil, god and man to the blessing of unconditional love for myself, others and absolutely shockingly surprising, the absolute JOY is has been this month to live each day with my spirit, my husband and my secret lover who loves me more than I ever knew I could love myself.
My mind has tortured me so much with this self-hatred. I got out last night to dance and I saw signs of love that just blow my mind at how much my angel extends his arms from heaven to guide me home. Now I am flying faster than the speed of light to reach my destiny and destination.
I am cumming Home.
Cosmic Moon day 1
Year of the Blue Electric Storm
kin 235: Blue Magnetic Eagle
I Unify in order to Create
Attracting Mind
I seal the Output of Vision
With the Magnetic tone of Purpose
I am guided by my own power doubled
Blue Magnetic Eagle
Tone 1: Magnetic – Unity
Blue Eagle is your Conscious Self – who you are and who you are becoming.
Blue Eagle reminds you to step powerfully into your commitment as a planetary server! Your assignment includes whatever furthers your personal evolution and the evolution of global mind. You are an awakener, a transformer, an empowered gloal visionary. In your vision, you have compassion for others, and your decisions are made in the light of global consciousness. Ask yourself how you might experience compassion toward self, the Earth, and others. Be guided towards types of work, relationships, places to live, and projects that will benefit the Earth and her creatures. Allow your spirit to expand. Soar on your spreading wings and planetary perspective. Affirm: “Through your, Gaia, I am also transformed! I am awakening as the return of divine love and light. We are all one. Gaia, as you awaken, I heal myself. As I awaken, you are healed, and together our petals open ecstatically to the new Sun of Flowers.”
You are a member of the one global family, a planetary server and transformer. Blue Eagle asks you to join in lifting the collective mind. It is up to each one of us to hold a positive vision and affirmation, for the means by which this miracle will occur is through changes in the one affecting the greater whole.
Imagine the profound impact your loving thoughts have on planetary mind. You do make a difference! As you connect individually with the larger crystal grid network, your power is multiplied exponentially. This galactic grid is also known as the Mayan cobweb.
The greatest gift you can offer to the planet is to simply be the love. Believe in yourself and your dreams and visions! Remember your special gifts, your path of service on Earth, your promise to serve the light. Everything you are connects to the greater whole. You are starseeded! You have the vision of the eagle. Believe in your dreams. You are the hope and the vision revealed.
Blue Eagle is also your Higher Self & Guide. (you are guided by your own power doubled)
To the Mayan, Blue Eagle represents the eagle, the one who soars in conscious flight above the Earth, the one whose vision sees far beyond the mind of humanity. Blue Eagle is the compassion of all hearts linked as one. Blue Eagle is the essence of dawn – clear, fresh, and newly charged to fulfill your most cherished dreams. With unconditional love, Blue Eagle pierces the depths of collective hopelessness and lifts mass consciousness. It urges the alliance of the faithful of the stars to serve through their remembrance of the light.
The harmonic wisdom of Blue Eagle is flow, representing smooth, uninterrupted movement. Blue Eagle is the flow of planetary conciousness. In this evolutionary development, whatever serves the larger pattern also serves you. In this, there is a model of flowing wholeness, of how to move gracefully with yourself and the greater whole. Blue Eagle gives the cosmic dancer wings. It asks you to fly, riding the magical currents of your life with the vision and grace of a soaring eagle. The energy of Blue Eagle gives you the ability to flow in every moment, without preconceived ideas, plans, or belief systems, creating the crest of the wave on which you surf to new heights of joy and delight!
Here is the party TONIGHT CALLED FLOW which I am going to dance my ass off in JOY and DELIGHT like last night!
White World-Bridger is your Subconscious Self and Hidden Helper.
In this life-time you are being asked to release and surrender. Surrender is the opposite of giving up. It is freeing yourself from the desire to be in control, letting go of how you think things should be. Surrender is freedom. You are being invited to release yourself from the bondage of preconceived action, to let everything be all right as it is, so that you can live a more inspired life in the moment!
You are being asked to take action in the process of surrender and release. You are requested to die a symbolic death, to surrender your limiting beliefs. Symbolic death unveils the self by cutting away the outgrown parts of yourself that no longer serve you. In such death, ego structures fall away to reveal the garden of the true self. Look for new ways of being, new people, new ideas, and new directions that will move into the vacuum created through surrender and release. Like yeast, surrender enlivens and empowers you to experience more of life’s fullness.
Holding on to past patterns and grievances only limits the possibilities. Forgive yourself. Forgive others. Let go. Surrender whatever limits you. Face whatever you are resisting. In the experience of any loss, it is never too late to complete. Through your willingness to walk in the dark forest, insights and revelations will naturally emerge.
Red Serpent represents your Challenge and Gift. With maturity and awareness this challenge will turn into a Focus. This is what you desire to learn in this lifetime.
Red Serpent represents the reptilian brain. This part of the brain thrives on routine, pattern and predictability. If you are in the shadow of Red Serpent, you may be living your life on “automatic pilot,” appearing to be separated from choices motivated by your Essence Self. Utilitze the power of Red Serpent to create spontaneity and novelty, freeing the predictability of the routine and habitual.
The shadow of Red Serpent can also be seen as adherence to cultural beliefs. One example of this is having the “right” diet, car, house, meditation practice, and so on. Another is wanting others to fit your picture of desirability or fulfill your desires, in order to create a feeling of security and self-worth. Transform these patterns. Discover your own intrinsic motives. Sense the novel choices available to you. Practice making decisions intuitively and spontaneously. You are being asked to connect instinct with essence.
Another shadow of Red Serpent is being attached to the physical body or being enmeshed in sensual desires. Perhaps you identify so much with your body and how it looks that you think your body is you. This can support the illusion of separation from your Essence Self. Work with the issues and physical desires held within your body. Step aside from your self-judgements and issues of sexual expression. Utiltize Red Serpent to fully experience sexuality in alignment with love. See the body as a sacred tool for transformation. Step aside from judging the sexual preferences and expressions of yourself and others.
Hidden in the dark recesses of this shadow are issues of sexual dysfunction, sexual harassment, rape, sexual abuse, and the fear around AIDS and sexually transmitted diseases. Red Serpent offers transformation and healing. Revealed in these shadow issues of sexuality is a desire for deeper union, love, and intimacy. Some people feel intimacy only during infatuation or romantic interludes and lovemaking; however, intimacy is the mutual connection between essences. It is the ability to acknowledge the depths of another person, and it can be fostered through many kinds of sharing, including that of feelings and vulnerabilities, warmth and affection, and hopes and fears. Explore what it means to be intimate with another, remembering that intimacy is an open door to higher state of consciousness.
The transformation offered in this shadow is found in learning to love yourself and others unconditionally.
Yellow Seed is your Compliment – something that comes naturally to you.
Yellow Seed is the ordered pattern of growth. You and your life are the fertile soil, and the mystery blooms within you through the power of your intention or seed thoughts. Just as a seed contains the hologram of its completion, the process of manifestation follows a natural order. In this gestation process, your intention is quickened by Spirit. The charged seed, your true desire or vision, becomes the focus for germination.
What can you open that will support receptivity and assist the germination of your seed intentions? Envision the seed receiving the invitation to grow in the openness of your world. Viscerally feel the possibility of your heart’s dream emerging. Your true desires and dreams contain an innate intelligence that can break through even the rigidity of fixed expectations. Planting a new seed, even in the hard soil of old belief systems, can bring unexpected magic and growth.
Be willing to break open the constraining shells of past patterns, the shackles of belief structures. Call forth your creative involvement with life. This involvement frees and awakens the powerful energy of the life force, shifting your perceptions and experience, catalyzing the manifestation of your dreams. Participate spontaneously in your growth, unrestricted by the illusion of old structures that once provided safety. Move forward into the light of new possibilities.
Offer your dream-seed to the universe. In the ordered patterning of the light, align with your heart’s greater purpose. In gratitude, surrender and release the seed to the benefit of your growth and its own pattern of perfection.
The number for Yellow Seed is four, the vibration of measure. This is the number of cycles and seasons. It represents the ordered patterning of the light wherein, as Jose Arguelles says, “form learns to generate its own seed.” The number four represents the freed pattern of form, the germination of specific seeds co-created with Spirit. If you are in the process of seeding something, meditate with the number four and the energy of Yellow Seed to assist you.
Your Tone is Tone 1 – Magnetic
Unconditional love, the one heart, indivisible essence, core vibration, new beginnings, chalice of the infinite, All That Is.
One is the ray of unity with self and Source. Call forth the resonance of your true vibration. Feel the pulse of this ecstatic frequency of the One. You are being offered profound awakenings and the exquisite radiance of unconditional love. This is a time of new beginnings in your life. Be active in your individual expression, committed to the growth of your Essence Self.
You contain the paradox of the “separate” self and unity with the One. You are simultaneously the primal point of beginning and the crowing culmination. You are the initiator. You are the one who opens the way. You may feel alone or separated from Source. If so, stand in the unity of your Essence Self and focus on the reality of the one heart. You are the wisdom you seek!
I am at a point in my life where everything I am is exposed and wide open. Everything speaks to me, they won’t shut the fuck up and I cannot even sleep at night because time wakes me up from dreams that seem to bleed into my life. I don’t understand what I am turning into. I am not scared anymore, but it’s rather annoying when I feel like I am loosing myself. I feel like everything is fucking with me so hard, so very hard.
