I succeeded at bringing love and heart to earth. I found my family again. They are the baddest people in the universe! I love my husband and I feel secure. I really want so much love for this place. I cannot wait to dance with my husband!
I am in total self-acceptance mode. I guess this isn’t life… I didn’t know magic had a fight with love and someone felt gorgeous. Me and my husband are delieriously fucking happy that we are behind the mirror and I am dancing and he is romancing. When did the mirror become so fucking hardcore, I am hating this too because I just need him and if I had the opportunity to meet the best person I could ever meet in my fucking life. I think my face would be priceless. I just feel hunted by love and I feel like I am wondering about those humans who think I can’t hear them call me an animal yet I forgot that it is impossible for me to understand english this well and speak it perfectly. I wish someone could help me. I feel too awesome and I think awesome is going to catch me naked with my butt in the air smoking a fatty trying to get so high awesome can’t fly this high or this well but shit I can’t breath anymore because I am not supposed to be floating naked in space with a hardon waiting for E.T. to pull up his space shuttle and dock with gorgeous and mate with awesome. Oh shit. Awesome found me in Awesome.
Damn……………………………. I don’t want to do this anymore. There is nothing greater than a person who found out he is love one day and felt too awesome he couldn’t fuck anymore because it’s just getting scary and mean that I just think awesome is trying to blind me from seeing that love is just a word and who ever made that word so awesome?
Ty
I am changing so fast I feel like I cannot explain this but I feel like I am going out of control and yet I can only say. I am a walking big bang and everything you could ever want to know if you could see what god would be like if he were THIS SMALL and THIS BIG and wow. Even the police were in on it and I cannot believe I am that honest. I would be scared of me if anyone knew how honest I really am. I am the answers to your prayers and yet I cannot think talking like this is arrogant or shallow. I am really afraid of being called names but honestly, that seriously is a joke as loud as the big band and the whole universe is laughing at that one because it’s like god farted and everyone smelled how bad it was across all the lands everywhere and they had no choice but to breath that shit in and everyone was asking who done it but god was invisible and he didn’t make a peep or sound so everyone blamed each other until someone stopped them all from going crazy over smelling god all up and down and breathing all of him in because no one could believe god could ever stink that bad and if you did, damn, pull MY finger because wow, I heard that one and I think I am the only one who ran away from god when he laid that fucking egg.
Damn, I really enjoy being me. Everything is scaring the shit out of me because I see myself and it’s like I walked thru the fucking mirror and yet I am so hot and beautiful on the other side I didn’t know I could walk to the other side of the mirror instead of stairing at it all the time and wondering why oh why can’t I be there on the other side but this reflection seems to always be in a place I can never be at all. Yet, I give it all of me and take all of it away to simply reflect being a mirror and being without choice or value yet who can live without a mirror? Only a guy. Only a fucking man can wake up and just totally say fuck the world, I don’t need a mirror because I never change. Unless you’re white, and you got gel in your hair and oh shit, did I do that? Man. Please, someone put me out of my misery because I need a man so bad. My husband and I are just too much. I wonder what that life will be like once we stop learning and start listening to each other and wow, I really don’t understand this but I have faith in us and who we are and I lost all my confidence that I could choose because my heart is just the greatest underdog and I am the greatest dancer there is. I really want more of this and yes, I am scared but I think I just walked through the mirror and that is truly scary unless you seen my favorite movie… The NeverEnding Story.
I just lost everything I had and I’m delierious that this actually exists. What’s better than AWESOME? YOU. I have no doubt about who you want to be when I see this, you’re going to be just fine. You dont need me. I need you now. BUT honestly, we’re too needy. Let’s just live a great life for each other.
FUCK. I AM SO BEAUTIFUL. I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW MUCH LOVE I WASTE NOTHING TO BECOME REAL.
I am so beyond the fucking limit it’s like someone told a huge lie in order to know the whole truth. I almost fucked an angel tonight but I know him. He was Name. He was the force behind satisfaction. Damn. My husband and EVERYTHING is FUCKING ME SO FUCKING HARD I am trying to catch my fucking breath because. Honestly, I feel like I am being kissed for the first time by the person who is destined to be my husband. FUCK… I am so fucking floored. Every fucking letter is a fucking miracle on such great heights I don’t believe in love anymore or humanity. I believe in myself and who I am because that’s the only illusion I can live to know what I am doing at all when I’m not sure why I can’t explain myself anymore. I cannot even communicate this level of honesty that just has my fucking name on every fucking thing. And oh my god, I think my husband is delierious and awesome and my family is humanity and yet damn, words got me good. I cannot even talk anymore. This is too much love. This is too much, WE ARE ALL FUCKING RICH AND WTF IF YOU EVER COULD UNDERSTAND GOD, I GUESS YOU DO SEE HIS OPINION NOW BUT WOW, YOU’RE REALLY A BUNCH OF SENSITIVE OVER ACHIEVERS THAT REALLY WANTED TO KNOW WHERE ALL OF THIS JOY WAS COMING FROM AND HONESTLY. JUST FUCK ME. I AM NOT ANYTHING BUT A GIRL. I LIED. THATS THE GREATEST WAR OF ALL TIME IF YOU REALLY REALLY CAN SEE THAT GOD IS LOVE AND LOVE IS A GIRL.
MAN… She really slapped the future out of me when I saw this song and my whole fucking [I don't know what this is anymore. It's like ultimate power and responsibility with a fucking huge twist only GOD can type this, and YOU can just be yourself and find this awesome journey that you can't possibly understand how I cannot do better than this but damnit, I am floored by creation and SEX]
SEX fuck DICK love US.
I LOVE BEING GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMNIT……….. I AM GOD AND IT FEELS SO GOOD TO BE ME!
I honestly love helping people
I just am amazed that I cannot even write this shit that is happening to me anymore because it’s too fucking much. I just don’t have enough of me at all to write what it means to exist at all. But damnit this is payback to someone who heard me call them a cartoon and guess what it’s me, that’s the fool.
Who knew if you just love, you could turn into a white bitch surrounded by technicolor.
BRILLIIANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BALANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ryan… my spirit official name… is born today…! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN CONDITION BALANCE BELIEF… IT IS UP TO YOU NOW… THANK YOU FOR THE BLESSING OF BEING YOURSELF. I HAVE HAD A FUCKING BLAST WHEN I APOLOGIZED.
