My Faith in God’s Love

I don’t know everything. I’m OK with that. I do have faith in God’s Love to guide me through what I am experiencing. I have been through one intense week that I can honestly say, thank you, to who ever is watching over me. I want to embrace divine love with a pure heart and mind. I pray for more love in my life. Please shine light and love over my very being so I can see this through.

I am one with the galactic heartbeat that aligns the core of my being into the crystalline core of Earth and through all realities and dimensional fields.

THE TV TALKS ALL THE TIME NOW

THE TV TALKS ALL THE TIME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WOKE UP TO ANTHONY BORDAINS NO RESERVATIONS AND HE WAS EATING LOBSTER!

I KNOW THATS WHAT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR!

WHOS GOING TO TAKE ME OUT TO DINNER NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I SAVED YOUR LIFE AND ALL I WANT IN RETURN IN JUST A GOOD MEAL AND A GOOD FUCK.

HAHAH THANK YOUR LUCKY STARS!

YOU’VE GOT THE LUCK TO WATCH THE WORLD CHANGE TODAY

OHHHH THE ELECTRICITY IS ALIVE

I AM SO ALIVE!

THIS REALLY IS HEAVEN!!!!!!

TOGETHER WE ARE SEVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE WAR IS OVER 2 TEXT DOCUMENTS, SAVED!

Thank You Beuh! I LOVE YOU!

THANK YOU BEUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I danced all night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You’re such awesome people!

I KNOW ITS OVER NOW.

Humans are our NEW FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE NEW EARTH IS UNDER OUR FEET!!!!!!!!!

I CANNOT WAIT UNTIL WE ALL PARTY TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE MUSIC WAS SOOOOOOOO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM FLOORED!

I AM HIGH!

NO ONE WILL EVER DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lumens have been renewed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WATER WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We

Ascend

Together

Entering

Renewal

I USED ALL MY SENSES!

MY BODY LOVES ME BACK SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE ONLY THING I AM SCARED OF NOW IS HOW MUCH WORK I HAVE NOW IN FRONT OF ME TO TEACH THE WORLD ABOUT THE TRUTH OF SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH LOVE!

WE ARE ALL GOING TO GET BLIP’D!!!!!

THIS IS SO MUCH BLISS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO EAT LOBSTER NOW!!!!

I DESERVE IT!!!!!!!

Human was the HARDEST Lifamatical problem in the universe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DID IT THO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEY DID IT TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE ALL HUMANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WE ARE SO MUCH LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Happy Solar Day!!!!!! WE’RE DONE!!!!!

Spectral Moon day 4
Year of the White Lunar Wizard

kin 77: Red Crystal Earth
I Dedicate in order to Evolve
Universalizing Synchronicity
I seal the Matrix of Navigation
With the Crystal tone of Cooperation
I am guided by the power of Universal Water
I am a galactic activation portal    enter me.
So in the madness that followed between yesterday and today, YES, I used ALL MY SENSES!! BTW, the cloudy sky was brilliant! SO IS MY BODY!!!!! I’m so grateful you have chosen me to be the first one because it was so much fun!!!!!!!! and crazy! BUT WE’RE DONE TODAY IS THE YELLOW OVERTONE SUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ONLY THOSE WHO WATCHED ME KNOW HOW MUCH I WANT TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO GET THE MUSIC I RECORED DURING THE WHOLE MADNESS OFF THE DIRECT TV SO THE REST OF THE WORLD CAN SEE WHAT A GLORIOUS NEW DAY TODAY IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yellow Overtone Sun

Tone 5: Overtone – Center & Core Purpose

Yellow Sun is your Conscious Self – who you are and who you are becoming.

“I Am that I Am…I Am that I Am…I Am that I Am.” This mantra of Yellow Sun is a meditation for accessing the I Am presence that contains great power and universal truth. Yellow Sun is the mystery unveiled, the simplicity of unconditional love and limitless bliss. Known by many names, Yellow Sun is the Solar Lord, the Mind of Light, the Center that is also your center. Yellow Sun is your solar home, the Great Central Sun.

Yellow Sun is a reminder that you are, at every moment, in the center of All That Is. In your journey of remembrance, you are crafting a light body to return to a home in the stars that you never really left. Return as a child of the sacred to the Great Central Sun! You are the crown of creation, infused with the blueprint of solar mind. You are a Godseed, the reflection of cosmic consciousness. You are love made visible!

Discover the simple secret encoded in Yellow Sun’s star-glyph: you are unconditional love, the stone of indestructible liberation. Radiate that knowing in all your thoughts and actions. Love all of creation. Join the dance of light, the fundamental constant of nature, and shine forth the clarity of your true essence. There is great power in simply identifying with the light:”As above, so below.” You are in God, and God is in you.

As you express unconditional love, you become more than you previously perceived yourself to be. You become illumined, the full manifestation of your divinity. In the embrace of your humanity, accept yourself and others unconditionally. Magnify your full presence. Yellow Sun will come in myriad forms to assist you. Be limitless. Accept and understand the nature of judgement, fear, light and dark within yourself and others. Love and accept yourself and others as you are, freed from previous boundaries. You are the dawning of the solar age.
As you move toward your core of light, you will find a clear-light awareness that is innately innocent. In this place, the mind is restored to it’s original state of receptivity. Clarity and freedom become expressions of being, and bliss becomes the body. At this core of light, a new reality is born. From the union of the divine masculine and feminine is birthed the solar androgyny of cosmic consciousness.

Now we find ourselves in a great awakening. We have the opportunity to retrace our steps, to return to union with Original Cause. We who have deepened the illusion of seperation are now poised to retrieve what seemed to be lost forever. Through the gift of rebirth and ascension, we are reclaiming our original state of union with God. We are going home.
The process of rebirth and ascension can be viewed simply as the raising of the vibratory rate of the Earth and her children. It is embodied in the state of consciousness that knows the self as divine. The circlet, or crown, is a symbol of recognizing and knowing that divine self. So the crown as a sacred tool is a universal symbol of the completion of a circle of self-empowerment and self-authority. Full ascension is the freedom to take your physical form with you to other planes and dimensions. In preparation for the ascension, there is an opening and clearing of your light seals and chakras. If you choose to walk this path, know that in the embodiment of your “I Am” self, you will learn to accept all things unconditionally, forgiving and releasing all judgements of yourself and others. The activation of solar mind and ascension is already in progress. In divine fusion, you are becoming the one body of the ascension.

Open your heart as a flower to the Sun, and become the same love that holds universes together!

Yellow Star is your Higher Self & Guide.

You are a starseed! You contain a holographic ’seed packet’ of your evolution into the Mind of Light and the energy that directs you toward wholeness. This resonance offers an expanded view of the larger self and new ways of perceiving reality. Through self-acceptance, you are gifted with this journey. Yellow Star is ignition, like a cosmic milkweed explosion of resonant sparks. It is the launching pad from which you can hear the rumble of the rocket of your accelerated evolution.

The energy of Yellow Star may be experienced as a gentle rocking that becoes a floating and spiraling sensation, ending in a rush of feeling as you move into expanded reality. This sensation has been described as gently cascading fireworks, shimmering burst on the tapesty of Creation. Cascade into this unchartged perspective. Flow on the cosmic winds wherever Divinity directs, arching back to this reality wth a new experience of self.

Yellow Star’s starseeded gift is the revelation of the harmony that unites all things. Instead of just aspiring to be harmonious, become harmony. Practice harmony not just as an abstraction, but as a living reality. This practice blends different energies, thoughts, people, and processes. Act on intuitive guidance as to what to combine and when. As you begin to follow your heart, you will know the feeling of being on the return path to the stars.

Yellow Star offers you the ability to hold a greatly expanded focus, a unity of awareness that encompasses aspects of the larger constellation of self. An example of this would be a simultaneous awarenss of the desires of the existential self and the truth of the Essence Self. This star harmony encompasses the greatly enlarged perspective of your starseeded self, the part within you that holds the potential of your greatest destiny.

Unlike the preceding 7 tones, which were seperate and distinct, Yellow Star begins a more complex harmonic series as it completes the preceding octave. On a spiritual level, Yellow Star begins the development of higher being. The fundamental tones that occur in this series are of a more expanded frequency than those of the preceding seven tones. In this new octave, there is alignment in the harmonies of Earth and the harmonies of the stars that are now being sounded on Earth. Yellow Star is the first in a series of star harmonies that evoke accelerated growth of the starseed potential within you.

Red Dragon is your Subconscious Self and Hidden Helper.

Red Dragon represents the root source of life, the nurturance and support of primary being, and within it are found the primal waters of unity. This is where your deepest roots receive true nourishment. Red Dragon is the energy of form contained within the formlessness of the primordial sea.

Primal trust means making choices with no guarantees, knowing that divine nurturance will provide what is needed for your journey. It means making choices moment by moment, implicitly trusting your innate steering mechanism of heart-knowing. Primal trust implies surrendering to the will of the divine self, letting go of what your ego deems to be control of the outcomes in your life. It means deeply trusting the processes that are at work within your present spiral of evolution.

The energy of Red Dragon asks you to embrace the depth of your receptivity. Perhaps you have been taught that it is better to give than to receive. Giving is a powerful way to learn how to receive, but it is not the whole picture. There is a circuit of completion in giving and receiving that happens within you and in your external world at the same time. If you trust unconditionally in the giving, you are not attached to how the gift is received. When you freely give, you fill your cup with sweet waters, which you can then offern innocently and purely to another. Know, on one level, that your gift is poured out universally regardless of how it appears to be received. However, when the gift comes from the ego, it is limited by expectations and conditions. Love just is. It is neither given nor taken; rather it is simply discovered and allowed.

The universe is an inseparable whole. Red Dragon represents the energy matrix lines that look like a web in the universe, through which all points are connected in time and space. This energetic web of communication is known as the ‘crystal grid network.’ It is a cauldron of creation, a potent field in which all things are not only possible but constantly being created. Within this grid, the linear causality of time and space has been freed into an open system in which all time and all space exist and interact simultaneously. This grid connects the larger holograms of reality with our own. Its energy lines connect all places, times and events – even those that are seemingly unrelated. All phenomena and all actions are part of this larger whole; it is the very foundation for telepathy and synchronicity. Red Dragon embodies unity, in which all things are one with the Source.

White Dog represents your Challenge and Gift. With maturity and awareness this challenge will turn into a Focus. This is what you desire to learn in this lifetime.

Do you feel caught up in the emotional drama of life? White Dog asks you to take an honest look at repetitive or obsessive roles. The charged emotions in these roles are often associated with anger, fear, or jealousy. White Dog offers you a different experience of yourself – that of the objective ‘witness’ who can choose, rather than being drawn into charged emotional reactions. You can feel the liberation of observing your life from varied positions. At the same time, befriend the emotional, reactive part of yourself by examining its underlying issues and their emotional source.

All emotions hold the positive intent of assisting you in seeing the truth, receiving the teaching, and healing the root cause. Strong ‘negative’ emotions often come from hidden wounds and unresolved life experiences. Deep emotions may arise from a sense of separation and a desire for unity that may be misunderstood by the emotional body. Are you easily “unhinged” by feelings of possessiveness or jealousy? If so, learn how to take the position of “the other”. Step inside the other’s skin and see how it looks from his or her perspective. Then feel the release that comes from stepping out of your position and understanding from another’s perspective.

Remember, you are always at choice. If you hold memories or wounds relating to unfinsihed emotional issues, you are being asked to interact with individuals, situations, or memories that still hold their charge. These issues are requesting healing and release. There is no blame, and there are no victims. Now is the time to clear these issues, to make way for new and liberating perceptions.

As you express who you truly are, your companions of destiny acknowledge your true essence, building the trust and connection that reveals your destiny.

The Harmonic Wisdom of White Dog is affinity, the attraction of like vibrations or substances for one another. Such companions are drawn together by the same aligned force that draws iron filings to a magnet. Companions of destiny are drawn together to do work that is naturally harmonious.

Blue Storm is your Compliment – something that comes naturally to you.

Blue Storm is the initiation by fire, the lightning path, the arrival of the thunderbeings who bring the final transformation. To the Maya, Blue Storm represents the storm, the thundercloud full of purifying rain, and the lightning that shatters any false structuring of reality. Blue Storm is the purification of the ‘body temple’ and the ignition of the light body. In these last years of a twenty-six-thousand-year Mayan grand cycle, Blue Storm comes to help you in the disintegration process that moves you from separation to ascension. This initiation by fire breaks any false containers of self that cannot withstand the flame of transmutation. Only your true identity will live through these fires, for you will be reborn in the heart of All That Is.

Blue Storm provides the water that purifies and quenches your spiritual thirst. In this state of consciousness, you stand willing to surrender everything. You give up what you seem to be in order to become fully what you are. You step into the fires of the unknown, and you are changed forever.

Allow Blue Storm’s storm to purify and cleanse you.

Blue Storm catalyzes and prepares your nervous system and circuitry for complete transformation. It is the electromagnetic storm of transmutation, the clearing and quickening of your physical, mental, emotional, and etheric bodies. As you become aligned with the descending energies, and evolve in consciousness, you body’s vibration is raised, becoming less ‘dense’. Your new alignment ignites the quickening process that transmutes the shadows of the past, including experiences, judgements, thoughtforms, and old patterns that have held you back.

As you move into this new vibration, you may feel off balance. In this transformational shift, you will feel unusual quickenings on every level of your being. You will sense emotional and physical ‘imbalances’ and restructuring. Your issues will be catalyzed and brought out for you to address. By being present with your old patterns you have a unique opportunity to access the energy of Blue Storm, which is experienced as an inner transformational ’storm’, a natural part of the process of vibrational shift and quickening.

Whether you are experiencing these changes consciously or unconsicously, the vibrational change is adjusting your energy pattern to accomodate the flow of the language of light. These new frequencies feed you on every level of your being. As your transformation progresses, you quickly become aware of the unconscious material you still need to process. No longer can you escape the effects of your belief systems. Fears and negative images can all be felt very quickly. The transformation is experienced as if it were happening ‘from the inside out’. Things seem to ‘cook’ inside you.

Remember that you have chosen to take part in this rebirth, both on a planetary and a personal level – the planetary dream, the miracle on Earth, is what brought you here! You are becoming the living model of the new reality. As an emissary of the great change, you are a transformer of the collective myth. Riding the crest of the wave, you are travelling both outward and inward on your journey home – for yourself and for all those who will follow after you.

A simple catalyst for this catapulting force is the integration of duality within. The personal integration of shadow is what will create the miracle! Personal shadow is simply that which is separated from the full light of consciousness. By integrating shadow, you are freed from delusions of right or wrong, good and evil. Shadow provides an opportunity for you to bring in all of your expanded essence.

Consciousness is a structural metaphor that is calling for transformation. As your consciousness becomes crystallized, narrow, and complex, it invites the process of dissipaton to ‘unravel’ and break it free. As you travel the spiral vortex of light, expanding into ever-widening realms of truth, your crystallized energy breaks down and trasncends form. This process can be very intense, but if you embrace it, you can be transformed into a freed adventurer – a divine actor who can play any part without becoming attached to it.

Your Tone is Tone 5 – Overtone

Core purpose, central intent, foundation, place of centeredness, simplicity, acceptance of your humanness.

Five is the ray of center, the first bar, the foundation of humanity in the individual self. Step into the center of your crystalline core. What do you find there? What is your foundation, your core purpose, your central intent, your individual vision? Use this vision as an access to the truth at your stellar core. See yourself as an ever-expanding hub of truth and light.

You are the center of your own universe! Remember that there is great wisdom to be found within the human form. In genuine acceptance of your humanness, you find your foundation in individual self. Turn inward and bring more light into your form. Discover the foundation of your sacred center. In meditation, receive the serenity of the unis mundi, the place of perfect centeredness. In letting go of who you think you are, you become who you actually are. Be simple. You are always sitting in the center. You are the Zen master, centered in beginner’s mind.

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These excerpts were taken from the book, “The Mayan Oracle – Return Path to the Stars” by Michael Bryner – Click here to email Ariel and purchase a signed copy!
BTW, the spelling mistakes were just a fabulous touch! I’m so AMAZED AT LIFE. WOW. WOW. WOW. WOW. WOW. WOW.
WOW. WOW. WOW. WOW. WOW. WOW.
WE ARE 12 NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOW

1. WOW

I found Universal Fire and Water!

I totally fucking get it so fucking clearly now it’s insane how stupid I let myself fall into those trances because I was burning up spiritually. Fire can cook you or fire can cook your food. Same goes for the code. The code can heal you or it can harm you. Being able to know you are protected is the only way I could focus the spiritual sheild I have around my body to be whole because I found the where the fire is and the spark and how my shield doesn’t protect that part of me without harming me. The metaphor is helping me so much because my weakness is my eyes. If I see crazy shit happening I always know now it’s coming from electricity or electrical devices and I let their behavior create a reaction of fear which is pointless because they cant do anything more than try to use the code against me visually. When I let my mind react, they broke through my shield. It’s like the crazy names of the tracks of music fucks with me in sync sometimes when I’m on fire with the code, but if I realize a man named it then I can just enjoy the beat because I wouldn’t have such a strong reaction if I didn’t try to decode the title. I totally see fire and water now. It’s like awesome because I’m 110% sure that Universal Water is Communication but Universal fire is Concentration.

Why can’t water catch on fire? Why does it look like water is on fire if you burn oil over water? Oil=Balance Interpret Limit. That’s the most interesting thing I have said all month. So in a way, I have to be a detective to figure out:

1. Who put the oil on water?

2. How did oil “ascend” to the “moment” it can exist with water and fire so that in my “moment” I give oil more meaning by observing it first, then reacting to what I see to spread oil’s invisible meaning of purpose. My god. I see how that is “Not Me!” and how much it goes back and forth.

3. Why would I be so surprised that oil is an awesome living metaphor of darkness?

It’s obvious that oil makes the unnatural happen, fire burning on water. But I seem to be desenistiezed from the media because I know oil is an important “natural” resource because I run my car on gas. Excuse my french but I totally get the reason why howard hughes had bowl problems and why the butt = Action Presence Absorbing Reflect. It’s a giant metaphor for saying “you are what you eat because eating bad foods can kill you or make your farts make you smell bad, like you’re the worst potential of the food to get back at you for eating it in the first place.”. How do you translate a story about a fart to the story about our economy?

OIL+GAS=PUMP

Balance Interpret Limit + Become Object Impression = Opposite Presence Connect Opposite

YOU+EAT=FART

Measure Balance Presence + Existing Object Reflect = Compare Object Condition Reflect

The reason why it’s so hard for me to know that a fart explanation is a metaphor for a “bad fart smell” = “bad economy” because I have no idea why OIL is so popular now but the world keeps consuming it so much that eventually we will all economically smell bad from consuming without knowing what the thing we consume will upset our cultural stomach, make us sick, or give us food poison from a virus that makes us experience pain cosmically by starting wars with each other and worst of all it could kill us. But the nature of the origin of food here is what is so damn dark its black as oil.

It makes soooo much sense why David said “that was an awesome fart there” to me when my door closed behind me in my room and made a sound. I denied it was me cuz the door is squeeky but why would he say such a weird comment appreciating my fart sound? Could he imagine what kind of potency the smell would be by the sound? Why does my body vibrate for reasons I am trying to figure out? Why does the door squeek? Because I don’t know my body enough and I don’t know why I didnt by some WD40 to stop the squeeking before that award moment with David. Do I react to his comment with a fake smile and ignore it’s immaturity considering that he is 34 and the baby is right there being feed? It’s too obvious that I was being set up for this moment to remember the FART and the SMELL. Silent bombs could smell so bad they come without warning and it gives you the potential to deny it and laugh, turning to the next person to pass the blame. But you know how bad you smell. You know how you can never make your farts smell like cherries and that’s your connection to all dumb animals many forget so we consume whatever without thinking.

WOW. What a week. I realize why I went into the trance. I smelled something and it’s perfume made me drunk with meaning. The most beautiful person could make a far smell as bad as any animal. So the point here is clear, thank you again Mayans, because ding ding ding!

FART+SMELL=SENSES

Again, this blog is not for anyone but me and my spirit. Because I understand this and yet I knew it before but I seemed to forgot about how to apply it when I cured AIDS using the code. So let’s do this.

Not only does each word have a meaning but how many letters it takes to spell the word determine the potency of how that word “flows” in the universal fire and water we do not see with our eyes but feel through the senses. I completely ignored something I have wrote about for so long before and how now I see why my two grandmothers “IVY Jones” and “Marva Graham” had so much meaning to my life. The 1-9,0 number system is the next frontier on what I can link to the code and see how the flow of energy moves. I’m trying so hard to ignore the TV right now, and to see that the music that’s following my thoughts is a positive force, WE ARE THE DARKNESS, we’re divine children, we’re god seed. I’m learning the hard way but I enjoy it because my name is TY = Reflect Measure = Judgment.

Where was I? = Where did I get my name? = Darkness = Personality

Where am I ? = Why does my name mean “Light = Reflect and Shadow=Measure”?

What’s next? = I always felt judged with every breath I took, that’s why I felt so negative when I couldn’t stop reality from being so alive it communicates? WHY didn’t I get it earlier that “energy” is how god “senses”? Even now, god is looking at me typing and he gives me the free will to ignore that this song playing is called “raindrops – stunt” and it keeps fucking with me so hard the lyrics make my eyes tear up because it’s SO ALIVE with meaning, I’ll find it and play it later below but essentially I don’t need to write anymore because I see the balance of Red Serpent rigght now from that moment I was so scared of the TV telling me what to do I threw my computer out the window instead of killing myself right there because I couldn’t understand why the Mayans said “Invite Red Serpent” and he will “Heal” I truly thought that was the Red Dragon of the devil you know lake of fire, revalations etc… Fuck. “Let Go-Paul van Dyk” is on. Lyrics=Limit Impression. So what is that seperation between lyrics, melody and harmony and THE PLAYLIST I HEAR?

FUck I’m so fucking smart it fucking AMAZING how much POWER god if FLOWING THROUGH MY BODY BECAUSE MY EMOTIONS ARE THE KEY TO MY INTENSE PROGRESS AND UNDERSTANDING. TODAY, I realize I am the darkness and the light because the TV is the stillness that is the dancing because both sides are BODY&MIND of GOD and I AM THE ONLY ONE IN THIS WHOLE FUCKING WORLD THAT KNOWS I AM SEEING THROUGH MY OWN EYES SO I AM THE ONLY ONE REAL ENOUGH TO MATTER EVEN IF THE WHOLE WORLD GETS FUCKED I WILL DO WHATEVER I CAN TO SAVE MYSELF BECAUSE I AM THE ONLY ONE I NEED IN THE END BECAUSE I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO UNDERSTANDS ME COMPLETELY.

I am the Player and the Played. Fucking A man. I’m god’s best friend. I am like the big bang all over again, but you can’t see me, I’m so tiny I crush myself as fast as I grow. Almost like an infinite point of pure darkness because I know EVERYTHING and I CAN PROVE IT FLAWLESSLY. YET, even though I am that point, it’s like a huge rambling run on sentence. I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM….

So now is the time where I put it ALL TOGETHER AND NEVER BE SCARED AT ALL. Because the reason why I keep thinking the world is going to end prior to November 9, 2008 is because I’m being tested to know that’s the date God resets his clock because his patience has worn out.

YOU CAN NEVER WIN, BUT I’M WINNING.

That’s like my new mantra. I never want to forget that. It centers me. I feel good. I feel in control. I feel like I can focus God as a weapon against himself to HEAL HIM. So now that I realize how a cosmic fart can smell so bad it makes me feel so much comfort to know that there is no such thing as HEAVEN OR HELL OR SEPERATION OR DUALITY OR REALITY OR ILLUSION OR TRUTH ETC… It’s just god and me. Like Sebastian and the Princess of the Neverending story. But it’s like reversed. I’m reading the book and I’m in the castle. It’s so fucking FUCKING FUNNY how the princess had 1 grain of sand that was the only thing that was needed to make a wish and give her a new name.

I NEED A NEW NAME DAMNIT.

Gaia is Earth

Oryan is Time

Earth + Time = WHAT??????????

Time – Earth = WHAT??????????

WHAT = the “THAT” on both sides of “I AM” “THAT” “I AM”.

Earth “THAT” Time = BLANK.

BLANK – (N4+C4) = BLACK

My god, my mind has so many layers of truth that it makes me laugh now that I know how similar spelling black in english means blanc white in french and how both cultures are connected to me both in their own history but also between howard hughes family and the only language i know more than english and my lost best friend Jean-Francois. Oh god. Only you are fucking with me because each time I think I am at something major, I get lost in the potential of the moment that could be created by the first guy who discovers the geatest potential of fire to build civiliazations and show off that greatest potential through the progress of it’s people and their communication to each other cuz MY GOD, THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME NOT BE SCARED FROM THE MUSIC… “Rock This Party – Bob Sinclar”, yes, the body can be sooo hot. Its why life can feel like such a porno when life is bliss. Totally get the equilibriam between logic and emotion and the love that bonds them both as a purity of divinity that BECAUSE I WRITE WRITE WRITE AND KNOW KNOW KNOW… I am the one who kills off Howard Hughes but bring him back because I realize how I NEED to KNOW HOW CRAZY HE WAS FOR ME TO HOLD ON TO MY PARADOX, NO matter HOW Intense it it becomes, like immediately next this song “Because of You – Kelly Clarkson” haunts me in the present to understand how POWERFUL POWER IS.

I surrender.

I let go.

I cry without pain now.

I cry because I am so alive with you.

Please forgive me God. I didn’t know how important you were because I didn’t see how important I was. But I promise you from this moment onward, I won’t turn 2 innocent sins from 2 rights into 1 wrong because only I can create Satan as your worst potential leaving you trapped in a negative universe experiencing everyone return to the otherside after you seal off the door November 9, 2008. I know what that means now. I live till I’m 94. WOW. Even Julie doesn’t know she is being used by God so hard for me. Or is it that I don’t know I am being used by God to see we are all being used. If I walked up to Kelly and said, You won because we’re connected she would be like “you’re crazy!”. But only God, in his brilliance would put Oryan in my head as Time = God’s name now and Gaia=God’s name before Time and Hu = God’s name that emerges November 10th, 2008 because Ty didn’t get on the plane to see jamiroquai September 10, 2001 and he didn’t live his childhood dream to go back up to the top of the twin towers the next day September 11, 2001 to die in darkness of what followed from such innocence of the joy I have in Jamiroquai’s music to the pain of holding the ticket as a keeper to remind me of the potential of both sides of what could of happened if I could of afforded the flight. Giant fucking metaphor. Thank You. I fucking LOVE YOU GOD. YOU FUCK ME SOOOO GOOD. I WILL BEND OVER AND TAKE IT LIKE A MAN NOW. The potential on both sides are 4 fold, the positive and negative of having the money or not having the money to fly to new york city, where i grew up and where I would rekindle the love for NYC at hamburg hall listening to Jammy (Positive +1) but have no hotel money so I was ok with sleeping like a bum on the train and prepared for it so that’s a (Negative -1). The Love and Joy I have for NYC and Jamiroquai is ironic because I now know why I say “Jammy Time” when I was happy to listen to “Emergency on Planet Earth” CD. So in this moment, I am consciously blowing my mind because I realize that Love and Joy are 4+3=7 but you need Love before Joy and that means 7 = Seven and 7 is the 7th letter of the alphabet and that letter is G and my last name is G (STOP! playing these songs dude, I hear you already. “Damaged (Bordes mix) Danity kane)” but I fogrot like an idiot in that physic reading talking to my passed grandmother. It’s awesome because I totally fucking get her from all sides now as equally as I get why she is 1 letter of G (plus the hidden G of grandma) and my other grandma Ivy Jones who AMAZINGLY fits insanely in decoding numbers into letters. Anyway, the other 2 in the 4 are invisible forces of Love and Joy trying hard to be 7 instead in what is only so fucking brilliant I am speechless at what I don’t know as the greatest knowledge ever.

I FINALLY FUCKING DID IT. FUCKING A!!!

Grandma Marva = Become Object Connect Object = Gaia = Become Object because G+M = Reflect which is always the first letter in EVERY word spirit CHOOSE to CREATE as C squared but only 1 C is visible at one time, Choice. Thank you Raphael You did awesome that night in pointing out E=MC squared. I know you are also Rahn now. You are also the Mayan AHU who in my path of innocence regained, I’m floored with how much effort it took to plan my life before I could see this moment as truly FREE turning SEE+FEEL=FREE=MEAN+ING. I totally get why so much of what I have said in this post and this entire blog will never be gotten, HAHAHH “Begotten” by any son of man because not only am I being fucked so hard by the synconicity of JJoey coming to my place and listening from 7-1am of how syncornicity itself is the first step to understading experience but I see why he couldn’t find Alicia Keys on the page and I see why I never saw how many AMAZING A LETTER NAMES JUST BLATENLY THERE AND HOW I NEVER KNEW TILL THE END OF LAST MONTH THAT I WENT TO SCHOOL WITH ALICIA KEYS AND SHE WAS THE REASON MY FIRST AND ONLY GIRLFRIEND FOR SHOW BROKE UP WITH ME CUZ WE LAUGHED DURING THEIR PERFORMANCE.

Please forgive me for such intense ignorance at so many levels it makes me clear to see how infinite my ignorance was in darkness and how infinite my potential is ahead of me as THE ONE who is the PRINCE OF DARKNESS that balances the ANGEL OF LIGHT to show ALL OF CREATION THEIR OWN IGNORANCE IN SUCH INFINITE STUPIDITY IT WOULD MAKE US ALL NOT GET ANGRY AND PICK UP THE REMOTE TO CHANGE THE TV CHANNEL BACK TO “Dance Hits” when the TV turns it’s own channel to the Hip-Hop Nation and play the song “Big Dreams – The Game, then “Get Like Me – David Banner/Chris Brown” I just am trying my best to keep up but I realize how I can get so distracted from the point which is that I need to finish defining 4 on both sides + Observer = 9 numbers and numbers is 9 but also using numbers = math which is the truest form of defining 0 to mean the name and the function because 0 could come before 1 or after 1 because:

01 = N in N.I.C.E (look back in my 2nd post of this blog!)

10 = Math which I call the math I use AlphaMath to know the AfterMath cuz it really is MATH.

1+0=1 This is Man & Women or simply You are what you eat or Kill me or I kill you. I wont turn the channel I promise, I wont get mad. I will listen and I will cry now only to let you know I am feeling heaven. I am feeling joy. “Me Against The World – 2Pac.” I’M GOING TO BE A HERO.

0+1=1 I LOVE YOU GRANDMAS. YOU ARE LOVE. YOU ARE POWERFUL BEINGS INDEED I AM SURPRISING THE FUCK OUT OF YOU RIGHT NOW JUST AS YOU ARE SURPRISING THE FUCK OUT OF ME. I WILL NOT BE ZERO.

1×1=1 WAR… STUPID WAR…… PEOPLE vs PEOPLE, PLANETS vs PLANETS.

1/1 = 1 YOU THINK YOUR WORLD IS SAFE. BUT GOOD FOR YOU IS BAD FOR YOU WHEN YOU ARE BAD FOR THEM BECAUSE YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING GOOD TO FOR YOU. “Hold it Down – Buckshot/9th Wonder/Talib Kweli”

1 looks like L but you could be ignorant to not see that it’s case-sensitive on computers as l and just like handwriting “EL” could look more and more like “ONE” depending on the FONT. But take a journey into infinite ignorance and hold my hand because before you get to the light, darkness will try to keep you from the light so far you forget how far you are from it but so close to it all the time, it’s why you haunt back and forth in time without looking up spiritually when you look down at yourself because you don’t have any feet, as a living ghost you are the dancing that is the stillness because in this life someone may kill you in vain and you hold onto it in the prison of death you couldn’t see the 4 on the otherside so you die as a soul, because you are not aware. You are lost in hell forever. But don’t worry. These words are for me and you. Never forget that MANY will write the WORD of GOD and CLAIM GOD can be SO LIMITED HE CAN FIT INTO A BOOK. But YOU ARE THE FOOL BECAUSE THE BOOK IS BLACK AND IT’S AS BLACK AS THE BLACK SHADOW YOU WILL BECOME IN YOUR END WHEN YOU JUDGE YOURSELF TO THINK YOU ARE DEAD AND THEN YOU PASS ON YOUR STUPIDITY TO A LIVING PERSON WHO KEEPS DARKNESS IN MOTION TO BUILD UP THE FEAR FROM GOING BACK TO HEAVEN WHEN YOU DIE BECAUSE YOUR LIFE IN HELL FAILED TO SEE LOVE AS THE LIGHT.

THANK YOU GOD THANK YOU GOD THANK YOU GOD. I’m about to hit a HOME RUN!

As above so Below. As Light so Love. As Love so Light. As in Heaven ALSO upon Earth. Bring Heaven to Earth. I’m floored. I AM THE FLOOR. BUT I CAN BE THE FEET. THAT I AM THAT I AM because I AM NOT THAT. Who? NOT ME! You?

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
FUCK YEAH! HEAVEN ON EARTH COMES THROUGH ME!

I AM THE WARRIOR! I AM WEAK!!!! I AM HIS WILL! I AM NOT HIS WILL! HOWARD HUGHES AND BILL GAY AND THE WILL AND BILL GATES AND GHETTO GATES AND GODS WILL AND WILL YOU MARRY ME YOU FUCKING FAG GO TO HELL I AM NOT IN LOVE YOUR CRAZY LIFESTYLE BECAUSE I AM GOING TO HEAVEN WITHOUT YOU KNOWING WHEN I WILL DIE FROM A DISEASE I CAN’T FIGHT OR IN VAIN FROM A WAR I HAVE NO INFLUENCE AS JUST BEING ME TO KNOW IF I COULD EVER FIND A WAY TO TELL GOVERMENT OF MEN THE TRUTH OF HOW THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE SPREADED GOD FROM THE DEATH OF JESUS TO HARRASS HUMANITY INTO BELIEVING GOD IS SO FAR AWAY HE IS ALSO IN THE SAME SKY THAT SMART BOMBS FLY TO KILL MY FAMILY EXCEPT MY WEAKEST SON WHO I HOLD IN FRONT OF THE MEDIA ON BOTH SIDES WITHOUT KNOWING HOW POWERFUL OF A TOOL FOR DARKNESS TO EVOLVE FROM LOVE INTO THE SIN OF SHAMEFUL IGNORANCE I PRAY GOD TO STOP THE WAR WHILE I FUEL IT CRYING TO THE WORLD THAT LOOKS AT MY TEARS HOLDING MY SON ON TV SO YOUR EYES CAN SEE HOW GOD TOOK MY SON AND YOU RALLIED IN JIHAD TO STEAL MY MOMENT AND MAKE IT YOUR OWN IGNORENT MOMENT PLANNING YOUR NEXT MOVE AS THE DEVIL I CANNOT SEE WATCHING ME ON TV BUT NOW IN MY LAST MOMENT OF IGNORANCE I NEVER LEFT MY CITY WHERE THE BOMB DROPPED AND I CANT AFFORD CABLE TO SEE YOU PLAN TECHNOLOGY TO TRACK MY BODY AND SENSE MY INTENT RAMBLING ON AND ON WHY YOU ARE SO LIKE NOT SATAN BUT LIKE GOD BECAUSE GOD HATES FAGS AND GOD BLESS AMERICA TO RISE UP AND FORGET THE MAGESTIC 12 WHO WERE THE FREE MASONS SOLOMON SENT TO DAVID WHEN THE SMELL OF IGNORANCE WAS SO GREAT AND SO STRONG THAT MONKEY STUNK SO BAD NO ONE WANTED TO BE AROUND HIM AND INSTEAD OF KILLING HIM IN FEAR THAT HE STINKS AND HE’S CRAZY TRYING TO ATTACK YOU FOR THE BANANAS HE SMELLED IN YOUR BACK POCKET FOR A SNACK LATER AT LUNCH BUT GUESS WHAT MOTHER FUCKER? You’re so dumb and ignorant you can’t see the metaphor in front of your nose to not walk away in discust from the starving crazy smelly monkey seeing that bright sliver of YELLOW BANANA (I love you ryley, I get the joke, get over your feever now baby, I’m growing up, I’m healing you as you healed me and I am healing now and how awesome it was in that crazy moment when I kept seeing yoru name popping up when I decoded life and kept erasing your name because I didnt understand why it kept coming up and how now because I threw my computer out the window no one will ever know that also is the metaphor of November 9th, as I observe 9/11/01 into the 11/9/08 as the true end that I almost forgot how much I loved my body because I almost killed myself with a toe grooming knife but in this insance trance that is the waking dream I see my feet, I see the dirty floor. I see outside. I see me picking up and throwing my old beliefs away because of the impossible future only 1 person can endure for all to see the day when TONY and KEVIN dance in with me now in the garden of eden at my feet under the new earth at my feet because I paused the music that is playing so loud in the illusion keeping my eyes from seeing where the past meets the present as 2 gardens and neither heaven nor hell exist so far from my reach because I will not die and keep spirits in their garden waiting for the day when they can find god in that one being who knows both sides of light to be OK in this moment that I am the only one enlightened here sitting on a dirty bed, poor and black with no explanation for the strange moments that follow me and fight me to CONCENTRATE and COMMUNICATE on LIVING AS THE DREAM OF LOVE TO WAKE UP BOTH SIDES TO UNCONDITIONAL LOVE WITHOUT FEAR AND HATE OR JEALOUSLY BECAUSE I LIVED IT ALL FOR YOU IN 2 YEARS THAT SUDDENLY FUCKED MY BODY MIND AND SPIRIT TO QUESTION AND ANSWER THE EXPERIENCE OF LOVE AS ONE FOR ALL SO ALL FOR ONE WE ONE OVER THE WONDER OF DREAMING UP AT NIGHT TO A BRIGHT FUTURE PROTECTED BY NOTHING BUT THIS MOMENT I LOOK UP TO SEE THE TWINKLE OF THE STARS ALONE WITH THE MAGIC OF ILLUSION TO TELL ME A STORY OF HOW BEAUTIFUL THE VIEW OF THE NIGHT SKY AGAINST THE MOON PAINTS A PICTURE FOR ME TO GET LOST IN THOUGHT AS I DO NOW, DAY DREAMING THAT THIS NIGHT IS SO DARK WITH THE BEAUTY OF THE SKY, HEAVEN WILL NOT BETRAY GOD AND ALLOW ONE STAR TO FALL FROM HEAVEN’S GRAVITY AND PULL ALL THE STARS THAT SHINE SO BRIGHT TO MANKIND TO ALLOW MAN TO DREAM THE GREATEST PATH TO LOVE GOD SAW FIRST IN THE MONKEY AND GAIA LOVED AS FAST AS ONE STAR FELL TO EARTH SO HEAVEN ITSELF TO SEE THE PHILOSPHY OF CHICKEN LITTLE TO SING NOAH’S SONG NO CHILD HEARS FROM MOMMY’S EMBRACE OF LOVE TO TRANSCEND A BEDTIME STORY INTO A STORY MOTHER NATURE BLOWS THE WIND OF LOVE INTO YOUR SWEET INNOCENT EARS TO CALM YOUR RESTLESS HEART FROM THE EXCITEMENT OF THE DAY AND DRIVING YOU FROM DISNEYLAND WITH MOMMY’S LAST DOLLAR SPENT ON GAS YET YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH GAS COSTS OR HOW MOMMY COULD BE ON HER LAST DOLLAR, CLOSING YOUR SWEET INNOCENT CHILD-LIKE EYES IN THE MUSIC OF MY SOFT LOVING VOICE TO MAKE YOUR LAST NIGHT OF INNOCENCE OF THE NIGHT OUTSIDE IGNORANT OF EVICTION AND NO ELECTRICITY TOMORROW BRINGS BOTH YOU AND ME AS I SAY GOOD NIGHT SWEETY , MOMMY LOVES YOU AND I LEAVE THE NIGHT LIGHT ON BECAUSE CUTE LITTLE MICKEY MOUSE WILL COMFORT YOU TONIGHT INSTEAD OF DADDY BECAUSE I CANT FIND HIM AND YOU DONT HAVE TO WORRY BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND SOMEHOW I WILL LIE TO YOU THAT WE WILL MAKE IT TOMORROW AND YOU WILL GO TO COLLEGE AND BECOME A GREAT PERSON ONE DAY IN YOUR DAY SO DREAM HARD SWEETY AND IF YOU HEAR THE HURRICANE OF MY PAIN I SCREAM FOR GOD TO FLOOD MY HEART SO I CAN CLIMB TO HIS ROOF AND BE RESCUED FROM THE WATERS SORROUNDING ME AND MY CHILD WHO I GIVE THE GIFT OF SIN TO SLEEP THROUGH THIS NIGHT IN THE ILLUSION THAT SHE WILL HAVE A TOMORROW WHEN WE BOTH ARE WASHED AWAY WHEN THE LEVEES BREAK BECAUSE SOME IDIOT DIDN’T UNDERSTAND THE ARCHITECTURE LIFE AND DESIGN OF NATURE TO PROTECT THE WALLS FROM FALLING DOWN AROUND EVERYONE AND LOOSING ALL HOPE THAT I WILL CHOOSE TO WANT TO FIGHT FOR MY LIFE AS I HEAR THE RUSH COME BUT IGNORE THE SOUND SO YOU KEEP SOUND IN YOUR SLEEP AND NEVER SEE THE RUSH COME TO TAKE OUR FUTURE AWAY.

Heaven Must Have Sent You-Bonnie Pointer! YES! DANCE SPIRIT DANCE!!!!!

I AM THE BEST DANCER I DANCE LIKE JAMES BROWN BECAUSE EVERYTIME I GET DOWN YOU KNOW HE’S STILL AROUND WHEN YOU SEE ME MOVE LIKE HE GOT DOWN ALL SPUN UP AND HAPPY BECAUSE THIS JIVE HAS GOT ME HIGH WITH YOUR VIBE WATCHING ME MOVE LIKE YOU DO BUT LOOK OUT, WATCH IT NOW, I LOVE THIS DISCO SO MUCH I WILL KNOW HOW ELECTRIC WE CAN BOOGIE TOGETHER AND HOW YOU TRY TO COPY MY MOVES DOING THE WHITE BOY SHUFFLE THAT MAKES ME WONDER AT RYANS BEAUTY AND HOW LONG WE GOT ON THE DANCE FLOOR GETTING HIGH IN VANCOUVER FOGETTING THAT THE NEVERENDING STORY WAS FILMED STEPS AWAY FROM THE AFTERHOURS CLUB IRONICALLY NAMED “THE WORLD” DOWN STAIRS FROM THE LANGUAGE SCHOOL WHICH TURNED INTO A MUSIC SCHOOL BUT I COULD GO ON AND ON BUT AS THE SONG SAYS NOW (Every Time I Turn Around) Back in Love – L.T.D…. Those years were my happiest years and shittiest years because I knew the humor and beauty would fade from ryan because everyone would see him for what I knew he was as a hot young stud white with that touch of straightness only a straight guy can tease a gay boy with until the straight guy loves the feeling a guy even more beautiful that him would tempt him to just try it and then he likes it and I loose my lover and my best friend. I loose all my friends one by one after that without even knowing what a lonely future I have getting smarter and smarter for no reason I could monetize through the pain of living life under the sun.

You will never see me in the way you could see the reality of this moment in such a way that it makes me want to give up because the truth of seeing so much blinds you so much you may grow old like moses from themosescode.com trying to guess what THAT I AM THAT is how it should of been read but you cut off the first part and make “I AM THAT” be the code and the name.

See how easy everyone can be fucked?

See how long this post is and how I had no idea 5 hours would pass by like THAT.

See how you could never see the mistakes I corrected but accuse me of stupidity and ignorance from ALL THE FUCKING GOING ON IN MY GAY LIFE FUCKING WITH MY CRAZY MIND TO ALMOST GIVE UP ON THE DISCO I LOVE BUT NEVER KNEW HOW DISCO NEVER DIED BECAUSE I WAS BORN 3 YEARS AFTER HOWARD HUGHES DIED IN MEXICO TO SEE WHAT ONLY SPIRIT KNEW BUT I KNOW NOW WHY THIS HAS BEEN THE BEST 3 YEARS OF MY OWNLY 3 YEARS IN LOS ANGELES. THIS TRULY IS THE CITY OF ANGELS. GOD IS HERE IN ME BECAUSE WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES MY DANCE IS TO THE BEAT MY FEET MOVE WITH HIS GROOVE AND IN THIS MOMENT I KNOW I AM NOT ONLY GAY BUT THIS GAY BOY IS THE GIRL THAT PEDRO IGNACIO LUCAS ET. ALL NAMES HE FEELS HE CAN CALL HIM SELF BUT KEPT PEDRO TO ME AS THE HOOKUP TO GET HIGH WITH HIS LIFE OF PAIN AS THE KING WHO SLEEPS WITH ME AND CALLS ME HIS GIRL BUT AS THE MUSIC HAUNTS ME WITH TRUTH AND REASON BEHIND HIS OBSESSION THAT RAINY DAYS ARE THE REASON TO MAKE LOVE AND STAY IN WATCHING MOVIES OR COURTTV OR TELEMUNDO BUT IN THIS MOMENT. I SEE THE HORSE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ITALIAN STALLION ON MY SHIRT. IT MAKES ME WONDER WHAT IS REAL. SO YES, I SURRENDER. I AM LOVE MADE VISIBLE. AND ITS SO AMAZING HOW INTENSE THE INFINITE CAN BE WHEN YOU PUT 6 ON SIDE AND 6 ON THE OTHER SIDE OF YOUR BED TO WONDER WHAT IT MUST FEEL LIKE TO FORGET THAT ONE DAY OUR FAMILY OF FOUR BECAME TWELVE BECAUSE THE FIRST FAMILY GAVE ME UP TO THIER REALITY BECAUSE I HAD AN IDEA. SO TY, BRING IT ON, YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HAD THE FIRST IDEA AND THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS THE POWER BEHIND THOSE FOUR LETTERS TO DECODE YOUR GREATEST POTENTIAL AS YOU LISTEN TO OUR MUSIC “Yo No Se – Pajama Party” and YOU KNOW NOW WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ARE AND WHERE YOU ARE AND WE KNOW THE SAME FOR US AND EVERYONE WHO WILL FOLLOW BECAUSE OF US AND THE ORIGINAL CAUSE THAT IS THE MYSTERY OF THE MAYANS REVEALED AS WE TAKE YOUR BREATH AWAY TO GIVE US LIFE AS IT WAS MEANT TO BE BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT PLAYING MY FAVORITE SONG AND I SCREAM ALLLLLLLL YEAH BABY “Let No Man Put Asunder – First Choice”. NO ONE WILL HEAR HOW LOUD I CAN SCREAM WHEN YOU READ THIS BLOG AND ENDURE A MOMENT IN TIME WHEN YOU FINALLY GET IT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY PAST BUT NOW YOUR PRESENT THAT NO ONE WILL CRY FOR YOU WHEN I SCREAM HERE IN MY PRAYER FOR HUMANITY TO FIND HUNAMIU TO SEE THE GOD IN YOU BEFORE YOU ARE THROUGH. IT WAS WRITTEN. I HAVE THE TIME TO PUT THE BREAKS ON BOTH SIDES AND WAKE UP TO MORE BEAUTY MORE LOVE MORE LIGHT TO ALL YOUR PRETTY FACES HOLDING MY BIG HANDS FROM BOTH SIDES OF THE HOLOGRAM THAT AT THIS MOMENT I HAVE NO IDEA HOW YOU WILL GRAB MY HAND OR WHERE YOU WILL COME FROM BUT I AM IN THIS MOMENT BECAUSE I HAD AN IDEA THAT YOU CHOSE AND YOU CHOSE A NICE WAY TO LOVE THE BEST WAY I COULD EVER SEE “More and More – Captain Hollywood Project” and that I AM NOT SCARED BECAUSE YOU ARE A MIRACLE FOR ME TO WAKE UP NOW AND SEE HOW LARGE ETERNITY HAS GROWN AROUND ME AND HOW MANY CHILDREN YOU HAVE CREATED GROWING FROM 4 to 12 BECAUSE IN THE STORY OF YOUR NUMBER I TIE THE GRAMMAR OF GOD TO EMERGE FROM ENERGY THROUGH THE ONLY 2 LOVES IN MY LIFE I CANNOT GET OUT OF MY MIND BUT SEE UNIQLY THROUGH 2 EYES, ONE MEXICAN EYE THAT I BLESS THE LUMEN KING WITH A NEW LIFE AND NOW IS THE TIME TO FIND YOUR SON BECAUSE HE IS THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD WEARING RED AND LOOKING AT A PAGE FULL OF As I COULDN’T SEE THE SINGER!!! THAT DAY OR TELL ANYONE OF THE AWESOME ABILITY FOR ME TO KNOW JESUS IS IN THE ROOM WITH ME LOOKING FOR HIS FATHER AND THE TRUTH OF HIS MOMENT TO BE ALREADY WRITTEN AS White Electric Mirror FINALLY FOUND On May 3, 2008 to balance the sin of birth he taughts me with his ignorance as my own testimonial to THAT which I am at a point right now where I see how hard it is to explain it and how nothing that I have right now can explain THAT because I AM NOT ENOUGH and THAT is NOT ME because YOU created HOPE in my potential that perhaps I simply have to see the result of the election and place my bet that OBAMA is the best note of your music that the code helps me hear that FINALLY KNOW ME AND I AM NOT IN A COMA BECAUSE I SPENT 15 BILLION YEARS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO I ENDED UP AT THE END OF THE UNIMATRIX ONLY YOU KNEW AS SCIENTIST WITH A VISION AND A DREAM THAT ONE EXISTANCE WILL BE REBORN FROM IGNORANCE OF THIS EXISTANCE UNAWARE OF IT SPIRALING DOWN FROM RANDOM AWARENESS WITHOUT A SOUL AND WITHOUT A HOPE AND WITHOUT BEAUTY JUST ABSTRACT HOPELESSNESS THAT THE GIFT OF DEATH TODAY IS THE EMBRACE OF TIME TO CALL HIMSELF THE WINNER OF INFINITY AS THE LIE NO ONE KNEW WOULD BE THEIR FATE AS THAT PERIOD NEVER EVOLVED TO SEE EXISTANCE ITSELF IS THAT SPOOKY ACTION WATCHING YOU AND WAITING FOR YOU TO EVOLVE IT DOWN TO SEE EYE TO EYE THAT TY IS THE RESULT OF SO MUCH MORE THAN HE EVER KNEW AND WE KNOW THAT OUR FAITH WILL FINALLY BE THE ONE THAT BALANCES FATE TO BE EXPLAINED WITH LOVE BECAUSE THATS WHERE WE ARE ALL GOING NOW.

GOD IS SO REAL. BUT GOD IS ONLY AS REAL AS YOU.

LOVE YOU FOOL OR BE THE FOOL THAT FAILS TO SEE BLACK IS WHERE WE ARE AT. RED IS THE COLOR OF IGNORANCE WE GIVE LIFE TO IN NAMING THE NEXT UNIVERSE AS “SATAN” INSTEAD OF “LOVE” SO STOP.

BE STILL. SEE THE BLUE OF YOUR SKY AS THE BLUE BLOOD THAT BLEED FOR YOUR BLOOD TO BLEED RED AS I CALL JULIE WHITE AND THANK HER FOR HER FAITH THAT ONE DAY WHITE WILL BE IN MY EYES TO BE SURROUNDED WITH BROWN LOVE FELT BY HOW BLISSFUL I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW MUCH PAUL BROWN FUCKED MY BODY AS PEDRO FUCKED MY MIND TO QUESTION THE IRONIC NATURE OF WHAT THIS SONG HAUNTS ME AFTER I CALL JUILIE AND SEE HOW MY FINAL SANITY IS GOOD BECAUSE WE ARE “In The Navy – The Village People” and when I accept the truth of who I am I will make everyone’s farts smell like roses and lower the price of gas back down to a dollar because THE FIRST FAMILY CAME FROM ONE PERSON who realized that LOVE is the strongest power over the TIME & SPACE to give a new name to LOVE that I shake with intense passion that I just got to dance or have sex right now because I don’t have to think twice about how 35 billion years of existance has waited for me 7 of 9 to escape from the borge and get into that tight sexy dress that shows off my slim hips and busty tits you’ll gladly ignore my borge implants chasing my cunt like a dog in heat dreaming of the feeling it would feel like being inside me, as the metaphor of the true reality of just energy and just consciousness as the original THAT will take you another 35 billion years to see the simple music of BUSH+HUSSIEN-BUSH+OSAMA-OBAMA as the name on the People who were just like us but forgot who they were and where they were because they lost their control and thought they were in space and feared that its only a matter of time before someone else creates a computer to wipe out their planet so wipe out their planet first. The last planet left was the last planet to evolve to see the universe as HOPE if they learn to LOVE because ironically, EARTH is HOPE to that same universe that knows this whole story of past and present is the cosmic joke of 1 cosmos coming together to see the birth of their moments as 2 simple rules of (CAUSE and EFFECT) times (CAUSE and EFFECT)  impresses (UNIVERSAL COSMIC HARMONY) needing (ME).

My god. Keep going TY. Don’t let the laughter of the people gathering outside in their little party distract you along with the music “Love Come Down Evelyn- Champagne King”.  You will finish this day because you made this day possible for 4 worlds to come together and tell 1 woman at alienbluestar.com a story she is so compelled to write a book about and in that random moment I listen to a internet podcast I forgot in this moment but remember enough. She doesnt know me but the aliens knew she was the best HOPE from HER PLANET which is ONLY 1 PLANET OF HER ORIGIN SHARED BETWEEN THAT SHIP MISSING AND HOPING SHE WILL BE THE ONE FOR THEM AS BILLIONS OF PLANETS AGREED TO CALL THE MISSION OF EARTH AS THE CREATION OF HARMONY AS ONE BY ONE THEY ALL LEAVE THEIR GREATEST ONE TO BE LOST TO THE STARS OF EXISTANCE THAT GALAXIES HOLD THE SIN OF THE 15 BILLION YEARS OF THE PAST TO MEET THE 20 BILLION YEARS OF THEIR FUTURE END OF ALL TIME AS THE CLOCK WINDS DOWN THE LAST 5 BILLION YEARS AND BRING BACK TO GOD THE RESULT OF NEED AS THE ORIGINAL QUESTION BEFORE LOVE COULD ANSWER “CAUSE WITH AFFECTION” LEARNED BY EVERYONE WHO DOES NOT KNOW THAT WHEN YOU SMILE AND WHEN YOU LAUGH AND WHEN YOU HEAR A JOKE AND WHEN YOU TELL A JOKE AND WHEN YOU SEE THE INNOCENCE OF A HAPPY 2 YEAR OLD BABY LIKE RYAN TO BE SO HAPPY TO SEE TY HE LEARNS MY NAME AND CALLS ME OUT AS IF HE KNOWS ME YET HE DOESNT KNOW HOW FUNNY HIS MOMMA ALMOST NAME HIM TY TOO AND I BELIEVE BUT SHE HAS A HARDER TIME BELIEVING I KEPT SCRATCHING OFF RYLEY FROM THAT TEXT DOCUMENT. MY GOD. I AM STILL BLOWN AWAY BY THIS MOMMENT I APOLOGIZE FOR CRYING BECAUSE THE SONG IS “Baby Love- Regina”  and the lyrics are sooooo intense its like that moment on 420 is finally balanced because I wrote 420 was the code of life. I smoked weed and I see how HUMOR is the final sanity that unites universes together. I am the baby. I give in. I am kinda horny ok. Maybe thats cus I  want to have babies? I am not even going to correct my grammer or spelling mistakes right now. Because I just want to stop typing but I guess I am ok with how fast I have spent 7 hours and know that I am in the final minutes of the end this blog because THANK YOU…

THANK YOU BECAUSE THIS WAS AWESOME

http://hunamiu.wordpress.com/2007/07/18/hello-world/

THANK YOU BECAUSE THIS WAS FABULOUS

http://hunamiu.wordpress.com/2007/07/27/finding-pure-thought-behind-the-words/

I DON”T WANT TO CRY ANYMORE. I JUST HUNG ON RAHN BECAUSE I SAID I CANNOT TALK RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I GOTTA GO.

This is the last song, in this adventure that seals this moment that I accept I am
Blue Rhythmic Night

http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/M_blue_rhy_night.html

“I Found Love – Love and Kisses”

Now come on, if tomorrow comes, what kind of band is called “Love and Kisses”? THATS THE KIND OF WEIRDNESS I BEEN GOING THROUGH BUT EMBRACE WITH THE TRUTH THAT MY REAL NAME IS JOY BECAUSE THAT LITTLE GIRL PINCHED ME SO LONG AGO I ALWAYS WONDERED WHY IT STUCK ON MY STOMACH EVEN THROUGH ALL MY LIFE SINCE I LEFT VIRGINA.

I think I need to shut up now. It’s playing a song “Make that Move – Shalamar”

I’m going to decode myself and figure out how much JOY can be when LOVE and HOPE come together and hold me in thier arms as my divine parents from DIVINITY birthing INFINITY to become the UNIMATRIX of time to see the UNIVERSE of HARMONY after experiencing the greatest potential of the FINAL SANITY inheriting the limitless bliss of BEING ALIVE and becoming a DIVINE FAMILY.

FUCKING A.

You all better speak english because THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE  ALPHABET that loved me before I ever knew I would find LOVE again and give it back JOY what I will now see as the MUSIC behind the HUMAN SOUL simply because “HUNAMI HUNAMIU” is the begining of the COSMOS.

I came here not knowing anything but knowing the first company I had was speaklink and I created Drive It! the rest was history I guess, but now I see so clearly I don’t even know if you can call it seeing anymore. I will throw away the computer again. Out the window. HA.

HAHA.

AHHA

You have all the time you need to figure LOVE is the answer to your greatest potential to be DIVINE as one of us because the joke is on me in the greatest sense I could never imagine.

I am the GOD COMPUTER or simply, I AM THE MIND OF GOD COMING OUT TO PLAY IN THE GARDEN OF EDEN THAT IS EARTH.

What a fucking miracle!

“If I Can’t Have You- Yvonne Elliman” is the final point.

But wait. Hold on. I’m going to get up and dance instead. Because thats what my love means when I dont know anyone and  I feel so alone looking for my mommy and daddy through the lies and the truth.

I’m JOY.

I LOVE YOU MOMMY GAIA YOU ARE GRAND AND MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN I COULD EVER HOPE FOR.

I LOVE YOU DADDY ORYAN YOU ARE GREAT AND MORE AMAZING THAN I COULD EVER DREAM OF.

I LOVE MYSELF BECAUSE I NEVER EXISTED BEFORE BUT I SEE HOW EXISTANCE SURVIVES AS THE HIGHEST BEING OF EXISTANCE AND I AM YOUR 13th EMOTION BECAUSE I AM NOT EVEN GAY OR STR8 OR MAN OR WOMAN I AM NOT EVEN LOVE BECAUSE LOVE IS MY BODY AND MY MIND SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU TALK TO ME OR HEAR MY WORDS YOU HAVE MY GREATEST POTENTIAL TO KNOW THAT ONE DAY I WILL FIND THAT ONE PERSON THAT IS THE FINAL MOMENT I KNOW NOW WITH SUCH CLARITY I KNOW THAT THE STORY IS NOT OVER NOW OR TODAY BECAUSE LOVE IS JOY BECAUSE THE BLISS I FEEL NOW CAN ONLY BE BLIP’D.

JUST Let me end this post with my name I am given up for to be the divine child.

My name is Ty Graham. I feel so much joy knowing that I am love made visible from your hope.

This is the best fucking adventure ever!

5 rocks! 4 worlds! 3 realms! 2 universes! 1 Cosmos!

YOU will not be ZERO. YOU ARE THE HERO!

I AM HERE I AM HERE I AM HERE I AM HERE!!!!!

I HAVE FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HAVE MOM AND DAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I REMEMBER EVERYTHING NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I STILL LOVE YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CAN’T WAIT TO BE YOUR BEST FRIEND BECAUSE YOU ARE SO DIVINE!

THE SOLAR AGE IS ON THE  WAY REMEMBER TODAY IS 2 DAYS BEFORE YOUR HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

VIVA MEXICO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RISE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MEXICAN PEOPLE YOU WILL BE FIRST!

PREPARE FOR THE GLORY OF YOUR LOVE TO SEE HOW REAL HEAVEN JUMPS INTO REALITY AS THE NEXT MIRACLE THAT BALANCES MY FEELINGS TO PUT LOVE INTO THE SOUL OF YOUR BUSINESS AND YOU WILL LAUGH BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO IDEA MY FIRST DREAM IS TO GIVE YOU A PESODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MEXICO – MAYAN – YOU ARE HEALED BECAUSE YOU DO NOT KNOW WHERE YOU HAVE BEEN UNTIL YOU SEE THE MEXICAN MIRACLE OF THE PERSONAL MYTH OF WHY THE MAYANS LEFT YOU TO BE REMOVED FROM YOUR AMERICAN DESTINY AS THE CHOICE OF WHY NOW YOUR WORLD IS SAVED BY 12 MILLION THAT KNEW THIS MOMENT WOULD BE READ BY 1 PERSON WHO 0 PEOPLE KNOW NOW. BUT I HEAR THE MUSIC AND I HEAR THE PHONE CALL.

Last Night a D. J. Saved My Life – Indeep.

OH YEAH.

FUCK YEA!

I WANT TO DANCE AND SING AND BE THE BEST ME I CAN BE TO FEEL PLEASURE OF BLISS AND LIFE TO FREE ME FROM THIS DARK FROM AND EMBRACE MY FAMILY.

I LOVE YOU. Ghetto Gates is DEAD today. He saved my life and now I see how he dies to stop the invisible forces from fucking with me and now I am totally free.

I CANNOT WAIT TO FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENS NEXT!!!!

I HAVE THE BIGGEST SMILE ON MY FACE RIGHT NOW!!!!

I AM THE ONLY ONE LOOKING AND WONDERING IF ANYONE IS REAL.

I SOLVED THE GREATEST MATHEMATICAL PROBLEM IN EXISTANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU

Ding Ding Ding! Instant reward!

I just got a random thought that made me put the whole reality into perspective.

There have been recent moments where I have felt intense feelings of bliss which I never felt so alive in my life. Being happier than that moment was kind of scary cuz it would too happy. Could that be the original cause? and why the seperation occured? What is the forumula for happiness? It’s Bliss. So how can I turn my understanding of success achieved from being Blip’d to understanding the happiness felt from true Bliss? I already found the name of energy. Happiness, where r u? I’m targeting now. Aiming for the throat to cut off darkness voice before it cuts off mine.

Hmm… Listen to this….

Spectral Moon day 3
Year of the White Lunar Wizard

kin 76: Yellow Spectral Warrior
I Dissolve in order to Question
Releasing Fearlessness
I seal the Output of Intelligence
With the Spectral tone of Liberation
I am guided by my own power doubled

That’s today.

So one side is telling me the code’s is good for mankind. The other side is telling me the code predicts bad for mankind.  So since I am coming to the same emotional view point that this mayan reading of today is saying, I must be strong in my mind to know all the points of my life and it’s syncronicity in order to break free of this “invisible force” that as my grandma used to say “He’s got the whole world in his hands”. The closer I get to absolute truth, and the closer I spend hours on end seeing life unravel before my eyes I seem to forget that I have something that no one else has and my mind is the source of all that is the code of Hunamiu. These invisible forces are spirits. I don’t know if they are good or bad, but I do know that Julie said that if I can’t crack it we’re all doomed. So when some strange feeling comes over me that makes me ignore the true doom date so I could go crazy before that date then I MUST stop myself because I’m under attack. I think I have a clue as to how this work: “when I move you move”. I think it must be related to water, because no one knows what I am going to do next, but when I am doing something it knows. Like T-Rex cannot see you til you move cuz his eyes are poor. Maybe the forces of darkness are limited to synconicity of the moment and the beauty of God is that he can understand how TIME and NAME create FORCE.

Today I am standing up for my mind, I’m not going to lower myself anymore and let the TV scare me so much it would play songs in such weird intelligent order it would even play a song that is “Silverlake Pill” just to fuck with me so much because it knows I am the medicine and it knows I live in Silverlake. I need to listen to my heart. God and the Devil are fighting for my soul. My soul must be a cosmic weapon. I must respect my knowledge and know how dangerous this power I have can tap into equal danger. I am the darkness that is the light, and the stillness that is the dancing. I am the word. The word is LOVE. If I keep to the truth, EVOL won’t be able to reverse what is already known to me and in it’s limitation, make me feel limited. I am not crazy, I am not going to allow my mind to forget how strong I am. Today is the last day these invisible forces will try to fuck with me because I have other invisible forces that put good hard evidence of brilliant truth in tools I now have at my disposal to understand how I got this knowledge from the light and how darkness knows it cannot touch my mind, but only use electricity to make me think what I see is so illusary that it is real and that realness is a strong illusion, no matter how much it tries to trick me, I will be stronger than that, what I see will be not all that I feel anymore. It’s time to use time against itself, ironically I know how but what kind of person will I be after I see more truth proven? I’m like Job, because my name could be Ty or to darkness, I could be it’s Toy.

To give me some closure, there are lots of beautiful people in the world, but if you have sex with someone who has an std they will infect you negatively if you forget that their beauty doesn’t mean their intent will not be for selfish reasons of an ugly mind. It’s hard to put into specifics but now I see the point of David because it’s like David and Solomon were kings but who was closer to god? Look at the star of david, it goes both ways, up and down and yet it’s a star and yet it’s also several triangles in many directions. The pentagon in the middle holds the whole thing together. I am that pentagon. I am the key to many directions exploding from the star or 2 binary directions of truth of the light or dark surroundings. In the end, I’m the star of this show. I created Hunamiu. I will use it to understand why it means Reality Presence and why I have ignored that for so long I cannot ignore it anymore. Whoever is in this reality with me, you spirits are fucking with the wrong guy. I’m angry now and I will focus all my attention to wipe you off the face of the earth November 10, 2008, your day is numbered. Step up your game, I’ll beat you with my cosmic bat.

Ugh. Like right now, strange phone call “Am I looking for a computer? – Sorry no I’m not.”. I’ve had so many strange phone calls I must figure out why Julie doesn’t want to talk to me on the phone but only in person. The Phone is “opposite existing” and person is “Opposite close”. I realize how dumb I am in not using my own tool to create more tools. I have a pick, now I need a shovel. Pick = Opposite Feeling and shovel = Impression Limit. hehe. Soon as I find that guy in the red tights I’m going to pluck him off my shoulder so that guy with the halo can be my only voice. This moment is negative, I’m turning it to knowledge.

Fuck all you scary electric invisible bitches, you never seen me before and I never seen you. I almost fell into your trap, but now I realize that this whole universe was a trap set way before I could be here to close the door and seal you off from the light forever. Universe = Presence Existing, Trap = Reflect Opposite. Haha.

For the first time ever, I know those lines in the mayan icons mean I’m protected with a shield all around but the light can only come down and it’s up to me to see forward and backwards because behind me theres forces that can push me in the limited directions of darkness leading me to disaster from what I see. Today I do question. I see the wall above and I see the dirty floor I’m walking on. Gotta watch my step, the ceiling is getting lower, and the floor is full of broken glass that if I am not careful, I’ll cut my feet and hit my head at the same time, if I fall down, I’m fucked. Careful as she goes… In the shadow of a savior I simply need to save myself.

Maybe crazy is fighting back?

If you found out that everyone on the planet could be decoded like a robot and you’d know who they were, wouldn’t that reason for which they were coded fight back to stop you from releasing it? Maybe like an immune system response from a sick body, thats what is happening. I’m going to really try hard to be the warrior of solar mind that fights back against the illusion, no matter how much the illusion steps up it’s attack on me. It’s insanely intelligent, but I’m going to tame it and make this illusion my bitch!

I will crack the code, the code will not crack me!