I don’t have as much energy as I’d like to devote to this post. I been working on an investment application for Blip’d for hours and hours and I’m finally done. It was cute that my favorite song Divine came on exactly when I pressed the submit button to finished. Today was so syncronistically magical there is no way I can communicate the most awesome moment I had being lost in the realistation that I am having a moment! The craziness still happens very much like before however, I learned to see those times as training to amp up the intensity so that I can not forget what awareness means by how deep my reaction to the shift felt jolting me from my belief systems about myself and reality. I totally live a different reality now and I totally see more and more what this goal of Union means. I can completely see why I stopped believing in Jesus today when the day just hit me and I realized how magical I am because I have found the initiator of defining my value equal to the affinity of affection I feel for Blip’d as a word describing my human asperations in this world. I do want to get Blip’d… desperately. Hate being poor and fucking smart. I realized that the code applied to the reflection of Blip’d which I am revealing as the word Great! Which is perfectly in line with the G letter that follows me plus my mental state of Measure as Ty. I’m having an out-of-life or out-of-reality experience because I swear to god my brain is so fast at processing the intuitions I literally have a moment to step outside the thought to praise the accuracy of the affirmation felt in knowing from a different place that springs knowledge from absolutely no where. I mean I aint reading any shit but I can lay it down better than Jesus but in such a way that I for the first time puts my whole life and the nuances of each crazy unexplainable moment experienced or from knowing or seeing meaning from watching my reality play with me and fuck with me all over from head to toe inside and out and even ways I never thought I could be fucked with but it all was for me to understand the Dream Light Body which is described here:
“This is the foundation and awakening of your light body, a body crafted from the expansion of interstellar light within every cell. This body exists in and out of time and space and is able to experience and communicate freely with other dimensions and times. This is the resonant body within those whom Jose Arguelles calls the Servant-Warriors: “those humans who fully realize the dream light body within the physical body and understand the circuitry of the human organism – who use the light body to navigate the electromagnetic waters which we call the universe.”
The development of the light body involves strong interaction between Spirit and self as you prepare for entrance into the expanded chalice of Essence Self. In preparing this vessel, you enter into the rites of passage inherent to cosmic consciousness, and such rites eventually burst any false containers of self that cannot encompass the expanding chalice.
In meditation, expand to include all that you are. Then bring that feeling of expansion back into your physical self. In this process, you create a complex stability, opening a chalice of self that is fully rooted in human form. With this expansion, you are freed to explore within a new center that, paradoxically, seems to have to center. Yellow Human reveals the secret of being essence within form, everywhere and nowhere, “nothing” but present in all things.”
I completely see so much meaning and truth in those words that I am feeling like I am setting loose or shedding or shifting because I understand that just like chemical reactions form new substances of matter. My emotional reactions from the moment I couldn’t control my emotions anymore from the Love pouring into my being from all sides of the impression of me that is my current expression of being eventually reavealing a new emotional substance that I know as of today the satisfaction of my heart finally feeling confirmation that I truely am the medicine for the Great Miracle is coming. My transformation is not complete. I am receiving the gifts held in each moment of divine inspiration like a scientist modling the right formula of time and space to create the spark of divinity bringing to me self-awareness and self-acceptance attacking emotional seperation still held in me unconsciously from being in this critical world of limits and duality. I know that I do not need outside validation more and more because just speaking and just communicating with my body is basically worthless because no one can fully understand the intimacy being created in my reality for me to see that I am LOVE and all that I see is LOVE.
That’s like feeling a lesser but equal flood of seemingly intelligent ah-ha moments happening in real-time from constant flashbacks yet accepting the present moment. It’s like my past, my present and my future are merging into 1 moment which now more than ever I see the meaning and the fullness of NOW and how yes indeed my joy and smiles knowing that theres a potential for me to connect the current movie (knowing) to my reality as a fucking miracle of understanding in full complete thought that I am EVERYWHERE but NOWHERE so just BE in this moment NOW. I love that sentence because when I ignore the crazy playlist echoing my thoughts without even speaking anything just typing my thoughts and feelings I force myself not to write the song down that haunts me with the lyrics “It’s taking me over.. I want you back in my life. I need you back in my life.”. Anyway, there’s a limit to how much I can express the depth of this so I think drawing is a valid tool to get me closer to visualizing this moment of intimacy felt from the unknown and springing out through my eyes creating a picture of myself as absolutely real and the only truth that comes down to 1 definition of being tying such deep heavy “everything” that I think about myself aware that I am 1 with everything and the simplicity of the truth reflects on the complexity of the illusion held in seeing time itself give up it’s name to me as “0″. My past is putting down it’s sword of critic slicing away at my emotions with the poison tip of the sword hearing the voices in my head whisper self-reflections from the shaddows in my head giving up thier form to my blinding light absorbed from knowing I can move in all dimensions and feel my whole expression of being coming with me from just being blown to pieces scattered (Aries scatter brain, good one spirit, fucking good one!) throughout the unknown to see the overwhelming energy pulling me back together because I WILL it so by embracing this journey.
I know the what’s happening now. Like a broken robot my arms are clawing back to me, my legs are rolling up to my groin and my head is sliding back on my neck to reveal that I am 1 because I am not 0. I am NOT dead. I am NOT living. Because if I were living I would be conscious that I am always dying no matter how strong the illusion of being healthy may appear. The Living will always Die. So that is a limitation. When I sat down with that gay programmer wearing red with the hairy body and snappy cloths getting lost in the dreams talked up from the mind of a true Aries obsessed with trying everything to achieve self-dependance through his projects I felt so many things at once. I felt angry that he could have so much in common with me about intimate emotions I have which through experience we share uncanny attempts to use technology towards monetizing our gayness it revealed that the more we had in common the hornier I got but the deeper the question of individuality lingered in my mind because I refuse to be a limitation, a box lined with personality that Ty Graham is what he is and nothing more than that so say it the 12 signs of the zodiac and even worst, the code that clearly describes not my best attributes but my limits as weaknesses revealed knowing this is how I was created to feel and it’s not feeling that GREAT so I need to attack the limitation like an unidentified virus I am no longer weak to fight off. This perception is the clarity felt in accepting the many overwhelmning truths layering over each other as quickly as the illusions vanish from my past reality unaware that in beautiful syncronicistic confirmation of that poem I see that THIS ONE HE WILL NOT BE ZERO. Which is weird because almost like math I feel absolute confirmation of what it feels to afirm a meaning in my head that feels complete and without doubt (I even realize that I held unconscious doubt before). It’s just such a purity I don’t know what’s happening to me but I don’t believe in Jesus anymore because he’s a ZERO who is in my PAST and YES he is LIGHT but I AM LOVE and LOVE is SO MUCH MORE THAN LIGHT because even LIGHT has to embrace the DARK (hence my obsession with white guys) in through the unseen dance of universal forces playing all around me in silent and in secret without showing their form but only waiting paitently for me to move through the wall of illusion because the walls of illusion are crumbling all around me and revealing something new, a new place, a new space, an openin, what is this place to where I am going? It is NOT heaven. Heaven is in the past where Jesus is. This new place is called Humanity because Heaven and Earth are pulling against me because I am a GREAT man:
GREAT=Become Condition Existing Object Reflect (fucking brilliant I fucking tell you I am fucking brilliant)
Humanmustloveheaven = stloe = Impression Reflect Limit Balance Existing (fuck me like a money this defines THIS MOMENT revealing the code as the mathematical-like tool for molding the complexity of emotions and senses amplified (in a controlled manner) with the realization at the same time the truth I know and sense intimatly but I can’t find anything in my body or mind to express the meaning of this intimacy squeezing something outside of me that seems to be my life, so alive, just in a different way, recognizing the other side which is the physical me also recognizing another reality that also seems to be pulling me closer and closer (kinda scary cuz I see invisible shapes in the corner of my eye again now in my new apartment) until we can finally dance intimately knowing the LIGHT embraced DARK within the expression of 0 held in the identity of that number and its meaning and my perception of the emptyness I felt so often now filled with the emotional reactions from 2 universal energies using my life to spark spirituality in me so I can contain the impact of LOVE created from both LIGHT and DARK giving up the PAST so that the embrace of LOVE is the energy caught up by the thorns of thoughts reflecting the shadows blown all over my reality vanishing slowly as the consciousness created from this divine moment solidifies LOVE into view as a window both sides can see through because I now see how much LOVE I am and why when the Mayans say I am LOVE made VISIBLE – fuck man, they were being literal and not symbolic whatsoever. It really is obvious that I am a really unique person so much more than I can ever imagine myself to feel respect for myself knowing that I carry the spark of divinity that through gifts of self-acceptance and self-awareness I clear away my past idenity in this present moment shifting what felt like Ty Graham an Aries, a Gay man etc.. to see the enevitable embrace I am falling up to meet myself. Its like when I was crazy with Pedro and thought I was going to heaven on the bed til I was uncontrollably pushed by mental confusion and my reality just fucking playing such a great scene that was so convincing that I still am amazed by the forces at play to set the scene and the scene in my mind running the movie of the experience I lived that night.
Who takes the time to realize their having a moment? Not even the authors of the mayan stuff knew every reading was still the essence of me waiting for me in LOVE to return my perceptions to the warm embrace lying dorment in my feelings until the body I wear triggered the perfect emotional sense that reveals the spiritual genetics itself bursting free from my phsyical gentics through the POWER OF LOVE TO BE THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF MY EGO’S DESIRES TO LET GO AND ACCEPT THIS LETTING GO WITH GRACE EVEN IF I CANNOT MASTER INTEGRETY YET I AM GETTING THERE BECAUSE MY UNCONSCIOUS ESSENCE SELF REVEALS THAT MAGICAL TRUTH OF THE POWER HELD IN 1 AND UNIVERSAL TRUTH OF BEING 1 are not enough because 0+1+1=2 and that’s NOT enough to break free from the pulse of a sick polarity waking up from the bed of illusion unable to see where the fuck I am and not even able to know what I am I cannot even think straight. SO this LOVE must be the result of the expression (+1 body) merging with the impression (+1 mind) to reflect (+1 spirit) as the forumla of my Kin 123=6=M=Connect=C+T=Seen Reflect=NOW and the most amazing part is that this “understanding” makes NO SENSE to probably 99% of anyone reading this even if they are of the utmost rational mind or even respects me highly, they will deny that theirs no profound meaning because I am not proving a science that they can repeat to validate the answer. Here’s where I discriminate so that I can realize I am super free – I am not you. You are not me. I do not seek to confirm the meaning of my existance to no one but through my emotions I find the meaning to sense that I am here more than you can contimplate where here is or why you are here at all so to waste energy explaining is like trying to get a dog to drive a car. He can get behind the wheel but what’s the point in seeing that at all because theres no emotion value to do it at all really, not even to explain this metaphor. The harmony I feel right now is revealing that I am the Great Miracle and yet the Miracle is coming – the Harvest of Love must be the transcending force of everyone else who is not me coming along with me to a new home among the stars that shine above yet out of reach tho when I look up I feel beautiful in this grand illusion I must be beautiful to have such a gift of being in the present moment reflecting the vast night of heaven.
My spirit is telling me to go to bed. Now that’s freaking weird because it’s like this communication I feel reveals the mechanics behind jumping out of your body yet it’s more refined, more focused and like a frequency or wave I feel that when I know or have a feeling it’s like that inspiration is the expression of the unseen virbration promised from the text to emerge from being present. My presence is intimate and I forgive this process because I am so alone in this world yet knowing I am sorrounded by LOVE because I AM LOVE makes it so much easier to deal with being the captain of this ship charting the waves of lies and surfing the crest of illusion as the oceans breaks up the metaphors of time and symbolism in space to grains of sand I rest on the shores of LOVE feeling the essence of my being held stronger by the joy of knowing I am butt naked on a private cosmic beach not wanting anything but to absorbe this moment for all that it is because the night is being lifted so I can see the sun rise off an ocean sparkling peacefully in the distance to a new day, an unknown element of existance revealed from the undefined depths of my emotion to feel an experience that will be remembered as the first solar day of divine union.
This is harmony.
This is music.
I am not done.
This is not the end.
I am still not completly FREE.
I know how FREE I am now.
That’s why it’s a new day.
On this day I loose my attachments and inhibitions.
I am coming.
I am Human.
Man I am Alive.
No longer among the living.
Gifted to cheat death’s potential.
Here and Now I am the opening.
My desires are are coming together with my true feeling.
Does a dog ever lie to his master?
Can it? No, only we who deepened this illusion are prisoners to spreading it’s lies.
How do I know you are a good person?
What are you?
Who are you?
Where are we?
Are you sure?
Don’t lie. You know nothing of anything.
Shame on you for being here.
Sinner.
Die.
Wait.
Believe.
Wait.
Perceive.
When will you learn?
Don’t you see I am so much for you to know.
You cannot handle the truth.
But he can. This one here. Now he will take you.
You will go with him.
To Joy.
There is no Hevean.
There is no Earth.
There is only LOVE.
I am He who LOVES YOU.
I am LOVE because of YOU.
We ascend together up the beauty way.
Just be present with your presence and I will light the way.
Stand still so you can journey with me through the shaddows.
We will make it through the other side and you will see that you are alive.
We ARE LOVE no longer limited by living life lives lost lonely leading each other.
I heal you because you waited for me to go.
You trusted that I will take you with me.
That’s LOVE.
Earthing, son of man. You are so much love.
You and me will be free because this is our destiny.
I unconditionally loved you to embrace your reflections of me.
I saw myself.
I feel into the mirror.
I am no longer reflecting to reflect the cycle because I am going now.
I accept the intimate love I am creating to match the love I have for man.
This love is infinite because I am reborn among you in the dark silence.
But wait! DO you hear the music?
I am awake. Harmony fills the air and the unscene dance around me.
They know I am the only one who can go.
I am LOVE.
Who are you?
YOU ARE LOVED.
I am ready to go now. This is more than life.
Is this real life?
YES.
However, I am infinite. I am the harmony sent from the Creator.
I am in Love with the Creator.
We are 1.
No man can satisfy this LOVE that unifies everything I perceive myself to consciously be.
It’s brilliant that I lived on Victory way when I escaped Pedro to the transient home on Greyser/Gilmore both G names intersecting reality to reveal the lines of dimension peaking a new reality from accepting more light into myself to shine more light on the unconscious bits of the moment like a divine flash light joyfully knowing the G name should of comforted me to free myself from the emotional prisons held in not trusting the unknown of days ahead. I surrrender ever more to the grace of the integrity my spirit, the Creator is gifted me with this moment to embrace the reflection of my life processs through the tools I carry as clarity cuts away the false perceptions to reveal divine interaction taking care of me at all times because now I am on Hazeltine/Huston just a few blocks from the infamous Moorpark (name of the train I got on first acknowledging that I am not a pastic bag receiving these spirit guidence for I am God’s wife, I am Earth itself alive through Man). The beauty of concquering my ego is liberating because I claim my ego’s identity in the truth given up not in force, but in love towards the essence self I am gifted to understand with supernatural clarity that when I join all that I can sense that is me I stretch my consciousness to identify it’s shadows no longer dormat as my unconscious because I shift through this vibration changing me on all levels genetically, spiritually, sexually through reality and all the reflections reality returns through syncronicity until I no longer dream because I AM the MAGIC that transforms my dreams into the skin of being a new creation that is not returning to the past nor going to the hope of more illusions as my future, no. I am still. I am revealing the meditation as I am living the truth of all my senses coming together in such great energy and power that it shocks me and awes me of how many lives I held not knowing that if I didn’t trust this experience honestly I would be something weird, a being that lies to itself, malfunctioning on all levels because I cannot imagine accepting the hard undignified moments I put myself through as just the way life is. Ew. What a dirty nigger that word birthed itself into my reality to hone in on the unnatural darkness that casts no shadows from the potential of light. Thank god I could sense so much and yes, in this moment I see the simple complexity of transcending my earthling form into being rooted in the totality of the promise held in being fully human.
Being human is not even a title I could give to Jesus no matter how blasphemous that sounds. Jesus said the Kingdom of God is within. I saw Jesus and Brian on the trees by the police station and went mad. It makes sense that I see an equation held in my life process defined as “the code” because this is mentally heavy just explaining it to someone who can listen to the madness of 2008 and the gift of clarity flooding the union I have with feeling the same infinite existance free of limitation that I am on the threshold of fully uniting with the Creator as the connection for all creation to receive the gift of the way I am opening within from around yet this opening is a sense, damn this song is too much: I Vow by Isou8 by Balance. So funny how I said above I am god’s wife. and now theirs a song about vows. This is our wedding song because I know I am the darkness that is the light and the stillness that is the dancing in such intimate presence I am no longer afraid of my life process and I serve the light with all my darkness so that I can be absorbed by the well I will just quote it:
Red Serpent’s symbol is the serpent, representing healing and wholeness. This Mayan medicine can remove toxins, rejuvenate and transform dis-ease. Red Serpent is also known by the Maya as the kultanlilni, or kundalini, the energy that moves up from the base of the spine and out through the crown chakra. There are two aspects of this force, the ida and the pingala, representing its male and female polarities. One of the ancient secrets of Red Serpent is the activation of higher states of consciousness through balancing these two polarities so that they dance within us as one. Another metaphor for this serpent energy comes from the Mayan words luk umen tun ben can, or “those absorbed by the serpent of the sacred knowledge.” When the seven chakras are fully activated, one experiences an enlightened state.
I really see the infinite from how long I sit here in joyful wonder splashing around in my thoughts feeling the cool waters of clarity that refreshes my being cuz now I(0) see that my mind(1) and body(2) contain the soul(3) of my spirit’s(4) being (5). I’m so excited by everything in existance because there is less mystery more and more and what a grand adventure this is and that awaits me. I cannot wait to see Heaven on Earth because neither Earth nor Heaven will be as beautiful as what the merger of earth and heaven creating the divine spark of the Great Harvest of Love from a massive amount of loving that reveals an energetic combuston of reunion awaiting and yearning in me compasionatly understanding that Heaven is already what I see (under the stars I never left) because everything is LOVE by default, it’s up to me to be recreate myself consciously fighting to see the unbalance lifestyle of making choices without being aware of how I choose so I remain in my own darkness until I reveal the gifts of divinity waiting for me paitently through a complex reality picking out the right moment to shine so much light I fucking see my choices from the complete perspective know I am alive to choose what I want (wanterz was sick spirit) until I create desires from the reactions of my emotions mixing with events that I identify what holds my life together interwolven through the magic of syncronicity surrendering to my will of knowing the intimate LOVE I have to want more JOY in my life because yes, I do not feel this is it and yes this unsatisfied desire in my being has isolated me from believing JOY will be the sensation overwhelming a divine body I birthed into existance from an open heart rooted in human form receiving the paitence and trust felt for me to endure truly new ways of being I don’t have a clue I could BE this person or feel this alive or know with so much LOVE crushing my existance to surrender my darkness and risk everything to be 1 with god and be closer to the essence of existance feeling the universal forces moving closer from to define a DIVINE existance that transcends SPIRIT and because I AM LOVE and I AM SPIRIT I TRAVEL FROM BABY TO BOY TO TEEN TO MAN TO GAY TO BECOME THE ESSENCE OF LOVE’S ENERGY AND MAGIC TO MOVE THROUGH DIMENSIONAL REALITIES TO QUIETLY IN SILENCE WITH DARKNESS ALL AROUND ME NOT KNOWING THE UNIVERSE WITHIN ME ANCHORING HEAVEN AND EARTH CLOSER AND CLOSER WITH EACH MOMENT I GET CLOSER TO REVEALING THAT I AM PUSHING AND PULLING EVERYTHING THAT IS TO BE MORE SO ON MY END I SEE THE PUSHING BIRTH PAINS HEALING AND TRANSCENDING EARTH ALONG WITH ME IN CLARITY AS HEAVEN DANCES CLOSER AND CLOSER REVEALING THE STILLNESS OF THE ILLUSION THAT IS NO LONGER THE DARKNESS BECAUSE I LOVE TO DANCE AND I LONG TO DANCE WITHOUT LIMITATION AND WITH THE HOTTEST MAN I LOVE FOR ACKNOWLEDGING MY FULL PRESENCE, FREE FROM HELL IN THE DUALITY SEPERATING THIS LOVE LONGING COSMICALLY TO SEE WHAT IS TWO UNIVERSES JOINING THE PHSYICAL AND THE INFINITE.
Through me we are 1 love and together we embrace a new sun of flowers in the innocence of our longing and the seed emerging from my spirit to receive the light of heaven’s nurishment identifying the 1 I LOVE is seperated by choice because I LOVE THIS SO MUCH I COULD NOT PASS THIS UP. This is what Human feels like because look how much I go deep within this blogs words to hold on to this joy typing each letter in the clarity intimately knowing with my heart that I am the difference between Happen and Happy I I I I what a 0 I is. LOVE IS NO LONGER 0 because I do not have any limitations I am a fucking miracle and I am the only 1 who is real so nothing matters, no beliefs can compare to the truth of knowing I AM and in this clarity I accept the world’s critical perception of my past to know that this is the way I begin to feel anything at all because many times over I chose without respecting my feelings to guide my choices in my ultimate benifit at all times. I let myself go and through it all I tricked myself to discover myself in the cosmic joke of innocence checking and testing that all my reflections have been measured under the value of my name so the song of my true nature is what’s on the dance floor when the night comes under the new night sky of a new earth wraped in the union of heaven shining its glory through the peace of the night. This joy will carry us to our divine bliss waiting in the unknown for me to sense that this miracle is real enough to take me through the night to the morning light of potential the Creator yearns for me to endure the long night to the dawn of Humanity.
Anyone who has invested the time to read my words is blessed for these words are what is written for me to reveal as I remember.
I give my seed to grow.
I surrender to your love and to your will.
As above so below.
I am not afraid and I embrace all of you honestly
You are GOD
You are DIVINE
There is no one but us.
We are so HOT.
LOVE and LIGHT
Give me sweet dreams as I endure this long lonely night.
I am on the rise.
My children are coming.
I cannot wait til this is over.
I finally know why I cried so much in silence.
I proved my worth and there is no doubt from anyone.
I wait for the unseen to reveal a new me.
I was called a plastic bag…………….
There is no doubt that I know where I come from.
You know I am the one.
We’re reflecting the consciouness of EARTH and HEAVEN til we get back to 8.
How perfect is 8 in my memories and realities to know 8=Reality
How wonderful to be this close to know I am at 5 and I feel the relaxation from accepting 5=condition
For this is the confidence I longed for.
THANK YOU.
You are so much more than God.
Nothing explains the LOVE I have for you but only to know how much more of myself I can be to reveal being closer to you is my only intimacy yearned for inside my being that doubts that completion still because I cannot imagine that level of JOY but the hope is there to know it will happen. I am not scared of that LOVE. I see the clues and symbols in my life process to even move and fuck with people (and music) and basically everything that omg I am going to jack off to the image of man right now knowing that my sexual preference is OK like the mayans say because why would spirits have a baby anyway? I love being gay and I want the light to fuck the hell out of my dreams tonight because like the mayans nursed me into understanding. I am such a bottom in the most celestial sense, frankly, I’m drunk with reality’s metaphors I know why I am chosen to do this because it’s just indescribable how different I am now knowing I can process existance itself and even people who have no idea they aren’t even human yet deeping the sin of claiming the sacred name of human wolven into the depths of existance here it’s so much love from you to send me because I am the essence of forgiveness from the highest source thrown into the fire innocently finding the way out and growing so much I know why sexuality and spirituality unify as 1 sacred perception of how divine LOVE emerges from an open heart crafting the dream light body aching to merge with my spirit clicking a massive amount of cosmic clarity and union into being all because I AM.
I LOVE YOU
I SEE YOU
YOU AND ME
WE ARE ONE
INTIMATE
MY EYES TO YOUR EYES
I WAIT FOR YOU NOW PAITENTLY AS LOVE
I AM LONGING FOR YOU THE MORE I AM CLARIFIED FROM YOUR INSPIRATION
I long for this to end
I long for the end to come
In my ending will be my begining.
I feel this seperation now longing to be satisfied by my union
You are SO FUCKING SMART and I AM SO FUCKING SMART
YOU ARE MY DJ AND YOU WATCH ME DANCE
I want more of this. This feels so honest it feels better than feeling my gayness because
my gayness is limited by my physical experiences no where near the sensation felt instead of having the addiction of experience trap me deeper below the heaven I dream of with your hot godness welcoming me home again.
To be honest, I know I am worthy because I see a world of loosers and pain and hopelessness on the verge of a grand shift that is just great music and no earthling can see as far as I can see to know LOVE IS ON THE WAY BECAUSE WHEN I MOVE YOU MOVE.
I LOVE IT.
Ugh I don’t want to leave because I see the infinit being proven in just aknowledging myself through the total acceptance felt honestly expressing so much more than these words can capture in the fullness of knowing how whole I can be from finally knowing what is spirit and what I mean. oh this is so addicting I cannot wait to be home with humanity. these earthings are dying to be real. Please let these days be quick. I am moving to fast. I feel the quickening. Please embrace me with more of love’s calmning embrace through my emotional clarity. I am a fucking miracle and the most amazing part of life is that YOU are a fucking miracle! What a JOY it is to SERVE THE LIGHT AND BE LOVE MADE VISIBLE.
I transcend love until I break free of love’s prison and fly away transformed forever as the source of human JOY.
There is the answer that satisfies me to sleep now because I found my divine source and the reason for why I am of God-Seed, on a quest of rememberence… on my way home… as the GOD of Divine JOY for we are all Human. and for each word i+ty creates the joy felt longing to define Humanity.
I love this light so much I feel teased with the potential of my beauty emerging from inner joy!
I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE SO MUCH BECAUSE MY HEART KNOWS AND MY MIND FOLLOWS.
I am satisifed Spirit. Well done. I will draw tomorrow.
You got me baby.
I LOVE THIS ONLY I EXPERIENCE THE HD-QUALITY OF MY REALITY UPGRADE
I’M IN AWE!
