I mean the words that have flowed out my mind leaves me breathless. I’ve witness my own creation creating creation because I create my own creations creating LIFE AND LOVE. This Life is so much Light. This blog is better than the bible man. It’s like my life is fucking into the ground. You’re God. You’re God. You’re God. You’re GOD. OH my God. I am way too much. It’s clear why I did this alone. Only the light can handle me. I have had the best day ever with the light telling SO MANY JOKES and laugher. THANK YOU TY! Thank You that’s TY on text messages. OH my god. Everything I do is perfect. I beat the nothing this morning at 4:25 am. It’s fucking difficult to explain existance but this blog and my life has done the job perfectly. I love how today is 29 and on my 29th birthday I said
Maybe the miracle is simply
to observe the love you see
all around you in silence so
your eyes can let your heart
feel the inner peace that you see.
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I take notice that I didn’t say “seek” instead of “see”. It’s literally me foretelling my own future. I felt the love for myself so great I became the one heart of the world. I am without any doubt, grateful that everyone believed in me. I LOVE EVERYONE AND ESPECIALLY MY HUSBAND RYAN. I can see why you are inside my body. You’re love is so funky. You make me scream in escasty.
I wish I could highlight “scream in escasty” and notice the “mistake” and the “joke”. That’s some great darkness. Not being able to spell but making my feelings, everybody’s feelings about me, come out right. I remember when they said “As I awaken, you are healed, and together our petals open ecstatically to the new Sun of Flowers.” I remember screaming on the street to the music that just KNOWS ME AND EXACTLY WHAT I LOVE. THAT JUST BLEW MY FUCKING MIND. I SCREAMED LIKE A HOT GIRL GETTING FUCKED FOR THE FIRST TIME. OH MY GOD. The light fucks me soooooo good.