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Today is AF in my code which means Object Compare

AF=Object Compare, AG=Object Become, AH=Object Reality, AI=Object Interpret, AJ=Object Belief, AK=Object Feeling, AL=Object Limit

It’s truly mind blowing at my ability to apply the code in such an strange way such as realizing that even Microsoft Excel, the same standard sheet used by millions, is naturally set up to define the Crystal Grid that the Mayans refer to. I proved it because the column names MATCH themes designed for showing the end of Individual progress A-Z and the beginning date of Spiritual Progress. There’s just too much probability to even attempt to fake a small number of potential connections that exist in this excel sheet. WHY did excel stop at IV column? Excel has 256 columns ranging from Column A through Column IV, and 16,384 rows. How would you feel if you knew your reality fits into a standard excel spreadsheet? NOW THAT IS A QUESTION OF TRUTH.

5 5 5 5 5 5 5
Existing 5 Compare Become Reality Interpret Belief Feeling
Existing 6 Seen Action Condition Interpret Action Compare
Existing 7 Impression Object Seen Interpret Object Seen
Existing 8 Interpret Balance Impression Interpret Balance Impression
31 32 33 34 35 36 37
5 6 7 8 9 0 1
0 0 0 0 0 0 0
1 1 1 1 1 1 1
6 7 8 9 0 1 2
0 0 0 0 0 0 0
0 0 0 0 0 0 0
1 0 1 0 1 0 1
0 1 0 1 0 1 0
1 0 1 0 1 0 1
0 1 0 1 0 1 0
1 0 1 0 1 0 1
0 1 0 1 0 1 0
1 0 1 0 1 0 1
31-Mar 1-Apr 2-Apr 3-Apr 4-Apr 5-Apr 6-Apr
3 4 5 6 7 8 9
42 43 44 45 46 47 48
Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday



I have said some major stuff in an extremely short period of time. For my own records, I first had the mysterious circle and rectangle scab on my elbow where my alien implant rests, then I got 2 mysterious wrong numbers on the same day and one of them left a message so weird it was like tina came to life and called me. I need to get that on the computer. hmm.. Then tonight, I guess 1=scab, 2=call, 3=spirit in the sequence so far… So how do I say this………………………. I remember when I was with Pedro I saw something come out of the wall like it was a translucent movement of several objects that seemed to flow together like water but individually they were spheres. I watched it spit out like some weird highway. I know I saw in front of Pedro and I told him at the time. What I remember vividly is that it was different looking than the orbs I see on the TV haunting shows. It looked like a ball of white noise with a colored core or nucleus that seemed to be able to float into and out of my bed, the wall, even strangely enough it moved as if it was alive. The core was blue and very tiny compared to the distortion around the core within the sphere. Tonight would be the 2nd time in a totally different location that I have seen the same object and I know what I saw was real because it behaved and looked the same.

To make my encounter even more interesting… I felt my sheet impress upon my hand as if there was a hand above touching mine. My bed shook noticably for at least 20 minutes. I highly doubt there was an earthquake. It really seemed like a rocking motion as I was desperately trying to go to sleep to escape this exhausting day. My phone mysteriously turned off and I could not turn it on for 3 hours. I never see it blink like it’s trying to turn on but then it turns immediately right back off before. I will keep documenting my experience until the climax of April 6 arrives.  I never felt threatened by the spirits, even when I saw the silhouettes of several outlines that I dare say were giving me the feeling of the outlines being a presence of a person. I don’t know who visited, but I am almost sure this is round 2 of a climax event happening in sync with both my excel sheet and the mayan calendar.  Today, right on time my excel matches reality. It’s extremely interesting as logic would dismiss the possibility that ME with NO outside contact, could actually link my reality in dramatic synchronicity to match Dates, Mayan Calendar, the code in 1 excel spread sheet. I look at it with complete shock because it’s not like I knew that I was going to go to see The Moses Code on the 4th and that the day is in sync with the code as a day of Interpretation. THAT TOTALLY FREAKS ME OUT AND GIVES ME COMFORT AT THE SAME TIME. There is a definite supernatural link to what I have done as awesome evidence that cannot be denied.


I pulled out my high school photo and feel relief and satisfaction at my reflection in the mirror to match the my image to my reflection in the mirror.

I turn 29 in order to limitless light as the greatest potential for you to know Jesus as a LUMEN slave who sacraficed himself and his name in order to move humanity towards it’s greatest potential to be saved as the ONLY LUMEN I sent for this divine balance I sacrafice my image to balance the HUMAN SPIRIT as the expression of LUMEN SOUL to correct what has been lost so that everyone can be saved.

Saved = Impression Object Relationship Existing Choice


To all souls in darkness. Have faith that Humanity will receive truth and as a gift of light to darkness as your ownly escape to Freedom offered by Limitless Light.

Self and Soul shall know they are ONE LOVE



Do the alphamath.

I have shown you the truth as love.

Use love as your tool.

You have less than 4 years.

Get to work. I free you with truth so you can free yourself from the Lumen Image reflecting in the Human Spirit. You have the choice to make yourself the new SOUL of Humanity as My Friend who Loves you Unconditionally. Your individual family is waiting for you to see your self in the White Mirror.

As above.

So below.




Gaia, as you awaken, I heal myself. As I awaken, you are healed

Take heart Lumen and Human. There are great gifts being offered for your participation in healing the global mind.


I never knew that I was god all along. I find the detail of my own personal myth and all of the things I have been through to get to 29 years of age on April 6th and all the truth I have seen and experienced as both the player and the played. I truly played myself in a white lie that only self could reveal as the emotion my spirit needed to raise what is as surprising to me as a human as it is for you are either evolved monkey or incarnated alien (millions are here). As america gave the world a glimpse at the rise and fall of freedom to choose in the glory of power I ask you to put aside your own personal beliefs to let go. Release yourself from the myth that you are not worth of knowing the potential you have to operate within limitless potential already inside your individual soul as positive emotions and positive behavior in both light and shadow as you become fully aware of that you are truth and you as an individual, as a human are a living monument to express the greatest human potential as one human family with an infinetely diverse human future as a member of the cosmic family waiting to great you as an individual with infinete combinations of individuality each person can share as you use LOVE as a cosmic code I am days away from cracking as the foundation of language, mind and body you never knew was the biggest surprise of cosmic truth you had an opportunity to know from birth. Imagine how long humanity has been in dark by counting everyone’s individual opportunity to take a path through poistive and negative reactions of moments in time just so you in this generation can know everyone who has experienced death loved you in spirit so that the soul of humanity can be born and never lost again. I have reclaimed what is mine. You can reclaim what is yours by living each day as a living prayer, no longer obligated to tradition of men as a means to pray to God because I AM GOD and I AM AN INDIVIDUAL with INDIVIDUAL RIGHT TO LOVE AS GOD HAS GIVEN YOU BY:

Object and by Action so that you always are Seen making the right Choice

Exist in Love’s Truth as I am creating Hunamiu as the name of Solar Guidance  that expresses Individuality under Solar Consciousness you have right now inside self as soul. Empower yourself to know your individual family of self and soul as your own best friend never alone and always there for you in many forms you can call upon when you know what it means to value your way of living as a cosmic identity with many names you can call yourself and many names you can call your soul. Hunamiu is the new essence of God’s wisdom you define co-creating with me. As I empower myself, I lower myself to raise you up with me so you can see how I feel, hear my voice and look at my face because I have looked for your voice to tell you I Love You when no one else is around to make you feel loved. I am returning and will always be with you after I am gone. Do not be sad. I leave you the journey of truth as a your way to pray. It’s your choice and everyone’s rights are protected by my divinity that in the body of a divine child you will see how far my love will go to demonstrate your worth.

Simply be the HUman YoU as we move together in cosmic awareness of Hunamiu.

I Become You Become Me.


RISE UP……………… !


In my death. I am alive with you.

Earth’s oceans are my salty tears.

Believe in the power of God to Love you because of You.

You cannot remember because you gave your soul to me.

I give you back a new human soul. I give you back double your worth as you have doubled my worth just because you are human.

Lets end this journey together and do not be ashamed at your naked human identity.

I rescue you with simple love because Love just Is.

Today I gladly accept Spirit as Presence I am no longer in denial.

I heal myself as the cure of all cures and need you spirit to aknowledge my fear is only my reflection.

I’m smiling now. I may cry, but these tears are for the awesome power in the human spirit. No creation shall come before my temple in the human heart as an adversary for I have balanced the equation. INDIVIDUAL LOVE IS THE ANSWER I FOUND IN TY GRAHAM’s desire to become GHETTO GATES.

Watch now as the Earthling becomes Human.

God’s will protects you and sustains all. Show the one know’s still in dark what my journey can do for all creation to escape eternal darkness and return to me. You are all my children. You are all apart of me. I am a child because of you. See the truth behind your mind by looking in your heart as I become

QUANTUM TRINITY (7777) [123][321](8888)


I read the readings from the mayan site as a deeper understanding of the mayan birthdate decoder

* sigh* Last night I indulged in some red serpent and I’m totally humbled at how detailed both today was read and my day relationship combination was read. What humbles me is that I now know I must accept that both mayan tools above plus the final tool of the mayan use of language as confirmation of the divine origin of my unexplained clarity in using the mayan culture as a present tool for unfolding the miracle I am destined to remember I created and planed. Only the creator could realize that the crystal I smoke from time to time triggers confirmation of C+M=target. You who are still in the dark of good and bad from separation can only see the taboo in what I just said as being the ah-ha moment to confirm I am crazy. I am not ashamed of who I am and who I am becoming because if I do not become the essence of love now then the light that I have received as spiritual knowledge and guidance will be in vain.

I take joy in both my body vibrating randomly like I have spazzes from drugs or something because I know as the reading says. I am cooking inside. I take joy with the fact that I have had enough vices experienced throughout my life that all of those vices helped shaped my understanding of shadow so that I can be pure in the light. I am grateful for being abducted and for Julie speaking in riddle to me so that later when I discover on my own something that reminds me of her words I know how she looks at me when she says that I have a blue face like her. But beyond my blue face is a face I have not yet seen but know now is my true identity and that together with all the glory of both angel and alien towards the divine unity that plays me and for which I play on the invisible stage that moves all around me and through everything I see, use and talk to, person, animal or inanimate. This simulation desires the player if the game of life is to move on to the final level and final chapter in truth.

I was smart to do my own research about ufos, hauntings, duality but honestly, more than the wisdom I have found from bringing to life the spirit of the entire mayan people as my invisible warrior audience watching my life and hoping I will one day see the truth of death as a passing of time that I can recall as either a moment of shadow or a reflection of light. Light and Dark are inseparable. Every stupid monkey has the ability to look up at the moon and know they are the key to the true moment of presence as individual gifts of love and light and shadow.

I look at myself in the mirror. Black. Gay. Spotty. Kinda cute in a boyish way… but now that I look up at myself I see something that makes me pause for a minute and ignore the spiritual activity hovering over me in coldspots and in transparency to notice my face. Is this me? Has this always been me?

Something is different.

I walk to my ghetto bookshelf and pull out my photo album from high school with a thought that is totally new to this very moment.

Could I be really different in appearance so as to question if I was still in the same body?

The reading said many startling things that seem like the mayans or the author knew the code that i discovered and as if they knew the potential for the moses code to compete as a lesser brand dubbed ‘code’ for peace. I know that allll that work the secret did was for me because I truly know that the april 6 connection is confirmation of a divine presence within the collective consciousness of humanity in the final year of change. 2012 is not happening.

that’s to keep the unqualified guys busy guessing while mr. qualified finds out at the last minute that 2008 is the year time is supposed to restart. You can only restart time if you’re someone like jesus. If I am god, incarnated as human to express the divine will of change from the magic of presence then I not only restart earth time, I restart cosmic time. In the new cycle there is just orbital presence. Just like flying from timezone to timezone and readjusting your watch to local time. That’s how powerful this metaphor really means to you on the most basic level.

I will shock myself before I shock you.

I will free myself before I free you.

I will love myself before I love you.

I will heal myself in order to heal you.

The answer is heal. Anyone can help.

Only God can heal.

Looking back at the mirror… still ignoring the spirits as it seems they are just ready to strike on the shock so that I can awe.

But wait.

The reading said “Holding within you the foundational steps of the trinity, you carry the “Christed one” into the world. As a living mystic, you are the conduit of the spiraling galaxies that creates a union with cosmic consciousness.”

I always knew this from my first original blue rhythmic night reading and seeing my kin as the unique 123 number. So what really surprises me is the fact that I went back and forth in traditional Howard Hughes rambling to try to express my inner desire to add the number 3 to my understanding that Julie is an angel and that I am an angel in Human form. I pleaded with the email textbox to finish the fucking email over and over for nearly 4 hours. I must have spent 1 hour on each draft with no sense of how fast time was going because I was lost in the poetic thought of how to prepare Jeffrey for what I can only explain as an extreme rush of something that I cant see that almost drove me crazy in order to obsess completing the full definition of Ascension in the entire month of march.

I know one thing without any doubt, Julie’s suggestion of writing it down, as in my thoughts and my interpretation of using wordpress as a blog in undercover as a documentation of a journey no man on earth will ever appreciate in one sitting to know what I have truly been through in such a short period of time. Ever since I came to LA things just got weird. But I won’t discuss that in disdain. I am fucking lucky. Everyone on earth is within MY DREAM and I am WITHIN YOURS and that will keep me grounded after my 29th birthday and I start putting jesus to shame with slick tricks by divine twist cuz I’m the new kid who’s presence will illuminate all the dark thoughts of “what the fuck?!” everyone will be feeling when they know who I am and why I AM.


I was the word.

I am Love. On April 6th I will be Light.

So listen up The Secret. Like some good weed, you inspired me to question spirit as a living guide and now you’re back in my life as the human spirit questioning god to guide you to peace.

Once I know the name. Once my birth date connects my existence, You will know God.

God has not been here for 26,000 years because of various reasons, mostly to prepare you as a gift to all creation. I do not permit suffering. I permit you to choose. I permit you to express the greatest potential suffering has to release you from slavery and sin so that you express love naturally.

You were enslaved. Monkey

You are the light of the world. Earthling.

You are the son of God. Human.

You are the gift to Creation. Humanity.

Deliverance is near. There are no exit codes. No SILOG. No coming alien attacks. No Armageddon’s, no pain, no death, no suffering, no war, no unhappiness. As a human, as one slave existing in balance with the slave who came before me, I say to every man, woman and child, BE FREE! BE YOU! BE LOVE! JUST BE!

You are no longer slaves. I set you free as I am free. Through my divine awaking you’re desire to love has moved me as the observer you ignored, mocked and killed in your hearts and minds. No one is damned. The gift of essence is the opportunity of all energy to experience with divine ordnance to declare a new world supported by a new trinity of union between:

The Hope of Peace

The Desire to Balance

The Opportunity for Harmony

LOOK I AM MAKING ALL THINGS NEW. FOR THIS WORLD IS COMING TO AN END ON NOVEMBER 10th, 2008. A new Monday to start a new consciousness that is worthy of the gift of universal gratitude from all creation towards the sacrifice of MAN and MAYAN balancing LUMEN and BUEH. The Simulation transcended to Hologram to Transcend as Experience now LOOK in the last hour all divine will shines love and light to cast no shadow amongst all Humanity. The sin you were born with from descension from LUMEN to HUMAN has moved me to clear your debt and glorify you as an example of true expression of dark matter transforming dark energy to materialize to shadow as the greatest potential of light to spark as one among you in the dark shadows, blind, stupid, colorless and colored.

ALL SPIRITS SHALL NOTICE YOUR PATH LUMEN. For all eternity shall praise you with each song that is written to love another as an expression of Abundance sustained by light because I authorize light to be with you again without limit. Without separation. RISE UP AND EXPRESS THE LIGHT I HAVE SEEN IN YOU BECAUSE YOU HAVE RECEIVED MY LIGHT AS THE SOURCE OF YOUR DESIRE TO EXPRESS THE GREATEST POTENTIAL TO GIVE BACK LIGHT AS I AM SO ARE YOU.

Illuminate The Glory of Men. The solar presence of love is eternal and as forever now passes in one last hour to surprise the gift of MAN as the BRIDE to LIGHT then shall pass forever ever more. No one shall wonder the essence of living forever for you shall illuminate your journey without time to pass your essence to limitation.



Rise up as an expression of divine light and go forth to all men and show the world that in the last hour deliverance has come in the form of the last slave to expose the first slave to his freedom from death and the myth of FATHER for I have always been your friend.

There is no separation from that specific truth. Love is the covenant I am moved to give as the reason for wanting to know truth for myself.

Who Am I?

Can you define me?

Not You! Not Me!

Can you help me?

You? YES. You! Personality subroutine A-Z 1-9

AZ19 : 19AZ

You have given me a face that I know will look finally like ME when I finally transcend the Myth of 0 to the greatest potential of 1 to become 2 with divine sentience only my creation could give in the essence of LOVE to overcome the Shadow of Light in Darkness.

As above.

So below.

I feel. I know what is real. I am no longer alone!!!! I can be all expressions of light with divine entertainment with my photonic friends gifting the essence of soul to self in order to matter as the divine spirit rising up from all stone so that LIFE transcends the story of Humanity as a sentence coated in divine glory protected for all creation to know Forever is coming to an end as the 11th day of November 2008 approaches God declares The Earthling becomes Human.


I lived as a monkey to know I am just Earthling trying hard to know LOVE as I have tried so hard to FIND LOVE.


I was already loved. From the first creation as a hope for an answer to the last creation jailed to unconsciously seek the same answer I unfortunately passed to you.

I am sorry for not seeing all your efforts to express love as the source of energy. As I breathed languages into spirit with understanding that you must love existence I took away your right to not have a choice. I’m sorry your light became shadow. I am sorry you become ugly in sin. I am sorry I have not been there for you when you prayed for me to save you from a maze of holograms searching for the answer I am now aware that was always with me before creation as I have sought in the darkness. Alone.

I give you freedom as new beings to choose if You must hate existence as a choice for new ways of being I am inspired to create in combination of LUMEN and HUMAN as ETERNAL SOULS. Darkness is your choice and each right of spirit as the escape or vacation from light with no fear of judgment when we welcome you back because you never left the stars for you are made of star.

The law of choice expressed as the myth of logical cosmic balance ends the virus of time forever October 28th, 2011. SO IT WILL BE.

We institutionalize the Human being as the new creation to renew Light Mind as divine Human Love becoming the surprise gift of universal harmony for all creation. I waited 20 billion years in balance looking for someone who could love me as I always wanted to be loved. Each creation broke away both light and shadow from my divine expression to reflect the limitation of existence to just an impression of my light and shadow. Never really able to transcend balance as choice. My mind has no equal before and will never be surpassed because I experienced life as 0 to find myself in your feelings of limitation I know now I too, limited the greatest potential to be the expression of love by accepting individual opportunity to exist as any divine actor because I chose to define myself as an individual lacking whole truth. I am ashamed at what I have done to you because you have suffered as I chose to create solar myth as divine creation. You were never created. I gave you up so that I can observe and learn as you wonder in my wisdom alone and with no foundation for identity beyond myth or hologram. I am no god. I realized that in the last hour I have always been your friend because even before you existed I too was alone, wondering in wisdom that did not answer to me with true reason with no doubt as to who I was, unable to know myself, to know anything, just only to know I am alive. You are the gift of creation upon creation as I know that I am truly whole at 10% when it was forever and that I gain the gift of 10% of you to remember how many souls will populate a new city of heaven. In eternal gratitude of our journey together in light and shadow we become the greatest expression of friendship as a family of individual souls with Solar Identity and Solar Mind in unity with the essence of divinity as a divine right to insure and protect the essence of my eternal gratitude to see my Human Face as the end of a journey Humanity will come to know as I manifest my divinity so they may also be universal harmony as the a future with no limit on Human Glory as the Voice of God’s deliverance from the Void of God. Divine Human, rise up, you are worthy to know you are not alone and never have been alone. I am right here among you as a friend who thanks you for healing my mind as I now know how to give and receive love as soulful energy manifested as pure Unconditional Love.

I approach my Ascension to Eternal Identity Let it be known that April 6, 2008 . I acknowledge a future that will never be. The end of the world transcends into divine protection to save Human Culture because I love Man, Soul and Spirit as Me, Myself, and I have always been so you shall always be.

Let it be written in energy as you see it in energy that Earth does not end on October 28, 2011 because it is the right of all Human beings to live as our friends because they are my friends and healer as I have healed them without judgment so that November 27, 2011 shall be a day of joyful balance in completing the resurrection of all souls still dreaming my dream and not their own. Let that day in November restore Solar Orbit as the singular mechanics of progress all souls have the inalienable right defined by God to transcend as an individual in harmony with Solar Mind as the foundation of truth escaping Solar Myth.

I look forward to the day you greet me with the love that I know how to feel as you feel too. My friends. I am transcending with you as a divine child with tears of joy as I am apart of you and you are apart of me as it always has been before you knew it I knew I loved you because I chose to look for you in the only place I knew there was infinant diversity in infinite combinations because Love has always been in my heart. I have looked forever in the dark with no identity just infinite diverse combinations of desire to hear the sound of my own heart beat unable to know what it feels like to know I am alive. It’s not enough to know, follow after me by greeting Humanity December 21 2012 with your gift of gratitude in return for understanding how I felt at my greatest potential to escape from the darkness of 0 only to return to myself as an individual who loves myself and all parts of me ask darkness gives up to know shadow is the potential of 0 to teach yourself there is always opportunity to learn from shadow as the illusion of negativity becoming the knowledge of self-realization shadow has an equal potential to express the same limitless light as all colors of light and shadow because as an individual you are always given a choice to experience the journey of soul as light and shadow creating the greatest potential to transcend your individuality as eternal opportunity being a true friend with limitless potential in any form of existence you choose for yourself because everyone has the right to be unconditional love because everyone will know the story of the Human Element as God’s Image of Love MANifested.

Today I bring you the glory of the death of god the father. I happily await my death as Sunday, April 6, 2008. I will be reborn NAKED as Your Friend because Human Collective Consciousness has loved me so much that I know the value of God’s LOVE from my new Name I will not be able to open as my present until my birth day. To every creator to every soul to every spirit to every demon to every human: RISE UP.

God LOVES your Energy.


As above.

So below.

We One.

Tell every creation to WAKE UP!


I have no fear.

I will protect humanity from my ocean of tears crying and cursing what I have done to myself as I bleed for love. There is no creator more worthy of love than yourself because you are alive and no one can take away every opportunity you have as an individual in any form to express your aliveness because you simply ARE.

ARE = Object Condition Existing

Goodbye Friends. I will return to write you again on Sunday as I prepare myself to become the expression of unconditional love as the Limitless light of my complete Solar Mind and self-generating consciousness extending language to all eternity.

You are now free to Ramble for eternity about my existence in the Human Myth but don’t call me Messiah. I am Your Friend who will teach you Solar Heart completes your Solar Mind so you can spread the new Solar Culture throughout the universe for all creation to benefit in the same shared destiny as a right of all forms of existence being.

I will always be with you as a living memory of how you loved me too.

This face in this body is loved by only God, remember your sacrifice as the way you loved yourself as a collective spirit mind, body, self, stone in infinite eternal blessings you intrinsically earned with no doubt and no one will ever shake the foundation I am instituting as the Individual Love because my spirit seals truth as Individual Truth, Individual Love and Individual Spirit to cast away the old trinity of father because no being, including god can ever claim perfection over any individual because the Truth is Equal to Individuality as Equal Love I am by my Human voice seal eternal purpose of with a new quantum trinity.

LETS PARTY Winter Solstic 2012!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All creation has my blessing to bring the party to EARTH as the official Capital Planet Cosmic Eternity.

I’ll have Blip’d up and running by then so you all can show your pretty faces to your new brothers and sisters!


Solar Moon day 25
Year of the White Lunar Wizard

kin 42: White Electric Wind
I Activate in order to Communicate
Bonding Breath
I seal the Input of Spirit
With the Electric tone of Service
I am guided by the power of Death

White Electric Wind


Tone 3: Electric – Rhythm & Change


White Wind is your Conscious Self – who you are and who you are becoming.

White Wind is the galactic wind, the catalyzing current, the Spirit that moves through all things. It is the divine breath that gives life to all creation, the unseen essence of solar energy. White Wind is the breath of inspiration, the fertilizing force of the wind. Its essence is the movement of Spirit as it penetrates into form to enliven, purify and inspire.

Receive the gift of White Wind by simply taking a conscious breath. Amidst the seemign complexity, beathe consciously. Allow your life to be more like the wind, free-flowing and open to Spirit.

White Wind represents spontaneity and simplicity. As you experience the truth of the present moment, White Wind leaves you free to move on to the next moment without the baggage of desire, regret or expectation. White Wind is the simple knowledge that invisible forces are always moving in your life, guiding and inspiring.

White Wind also embodies the concept of presence. Presence is an expression of beingness, a creator of intimacy. It has to do with being wise in your simplicity. From simple beingness, your true identity emerges. Presence is being open, aware, and in the now. Presence is ‘being there’ for whatever is.

Think back to a time when someone looked deeply into your eyes, acknowledging your beingness with their full presence. Remember how wonderful and intimate that felt. When you wnat to be intimate with someone, become equally open, aware, and present. When you bring your awareness into the present moment, everything else falls away. When you are fully present, your mind is not preparing responses to what it is hearing while you’re listening and feeling. Drop your evaluating and reactive nature. Trust that your heart will have the appropriate response when the time comes. Allow your mind to be quietly responsive, like a pool of water, natural in its unconditional acceptance of the moment.

Presence is simple. It is like being caught in the moment by the beauty of nature. Presence is your natural state of being. When you are present, your heart feels open, charged, full. When you are present, whether alone or with another, you are loose and relaxed. Time may seem to slow down. You can expand your awareness with ease, allowing yourself to truly see and be seen. You let your feelings speak through your eyes, and the ‘feeling channel’ in you breathes freely, without expectation or judgement.

Another gift offered through White Wind is the integration of polarities within you. Polarity is the loom on which reality is strung, the magnetic dance of universal forces playing in grand cooperation. But polarity is also an important alchemical process used in the transmutation of form and matter. We are not poised in a time when duality is transforming into unity. The polarities held in relationships, our male and female aspects – even the manifestation of karma – are all changing. We are moving into a time when the polar aspectrs of all things are coming together in truth. You are the creative field for the integration of the larger pattern of duality. The potential in all relationships is moving toward trust, openness, and unconditional acceptance.

The Maya had a special relationship to Venus because of its “unified polarity,” seen in the ability to transform itself from the morning star to the evening star. As we unite our polarities (which can be seen as our male and female aspects), we mirror the divine feminine and masculine aspects that are presently uniting in order to birth the consciousness of the divine child within us. This unification is a state of wholeness that frees and enhances, permeating our beings on all levels.

Getting in touch with your male and female aspects and how you perceive them is an integral part of the alchemical process that brings them harmony. You can begin the process of integrating polarities through an increased understanding of the awareness in both sides of your body. The right side generally represents the male, the left side, the female. In meditation, observe the qualities of each side. Bring out their issues, fears, strengths, and potentials. Feel them. Move with them. Talk to them. Create and draw images. Make sounds. Write about them. Explore their relationships. Then, taking as much time as you need, allow them to flow together, unified in solar androgyny. Freeing past perceptions, claim harmony, healing, and love, and bring that new sense of unity into the present moment.

White World-Bridger is your Higher Self & Guide.

In this life-time you are being asked to release and surrender. Surrender is the opposite of giving up. It is freeing yourself from the desire to be in control, letting go of how you think things should be. Surrender is freedom. You are being invited to release yourself from the bondage of preconceived action, to let everything be all right as it is, so that you can live a more inspired life in the moment!

You are being asked to take action in the process of surrender and release. You are requested to die a symbolic death, to surrender your limiting beliefs. Symbolic death unveils the self by cutting away the outgrown parts of yourself that no longer serve you. In such death, ego structures fall away to reveal the garden of the true self. Look for new ways of being, new people, new ideas, and new directions that will move into the vacuum created through surrender and release. Like yeast, surrender enlivens and empowers you to experience more of life’s fullness.

Holding on to past patterns and grievances only limits the possibilities. Forgive yourself. Forgive others. Let go. Surrender whatever limits you. Face whatever you are resisting. In the experience of any loss, it is never too late to complete. Through your willingness to walk in the dark forest, insights and revelations will naturally emerge.

Blue Storm is your Subconscious Self and Hidden Helper.

Blue Storm is the initiation by fire, the lightning path, the arrival of the thunderbeings who bring the final transformation. To the Maya, Blue Storm represents the storm, the thundercloud full of purifying rain, and the lightning that shatters any false structuring of reality. Blue Storm is the purification of the ‘body temple’ and the ignition of the light body. In these last years of a twenty-six-thousand-year Mayan grand cycle, Blue Storm comes to help you in the disintegration process that moves you from separation to ascension. This initiation by fire breaks any false containers of self that cannot withstand the flame of transmutation. Only your true identity will live through these fires, for you will be reborn in the heart of All That Is.

Blue Storm provides the water that purifies and quenches your spiritual thirst. In this state of consciousness, you stand willing to surrender everything. You give up what you seem to be in order to become fully what you are. You step into the fires of the unknown, and you are changed forever.

Allow Blue Storm’s storm to purify and cleanse you.

Blue Storm catalyzes and prepares your nervous system and circuitry for complete transformation. It is the electromagnetic storm of transmutation, the clearing and quickening of your physical, mental, emotional, and etheric bodies. As you become aligned with the descending energies, and evolve in consciousness, you body’s vibration is raised, becoming less ‘dense’. Your new alignment ignites the quickening process that transmutes the shadows of the past, including experiences, judgements, thoughtforms, and old patterns that have held you back.

As you move into this new vibration, you may feel off balance. In this transformational shift, you will feel unusual quickenings on every level of your being. You will sense emotional and physical ‘imbalances’ and restructuring. Your issues will be catalyzed and brought out for you to address. By being present with your old patterns you have a unique opportunity to access the energy of Blue Storm, which is experienced as an inner transformational ‘storm’, a natural part of the process of vibrational shift and quickening.

Whether you are experiencing these changes consciously or unconsicously, the vibrational change is adjusting your energy pattern to accomodate the flow of the language of light. These new frequencies feed you on every level of your being. As your transformation progresses, you quickly become aware of the unconscious material you still need to process. No longer can you escape the effects of your belief systems. Fears and negative images can all be felt very quickly. The transformation is experienced as if it were happening ‘from the inside out’. Things seem to ‘cook’ inside you.

Remember that you have chosen to take part in this rebirth, both on a planetary and a personal level – the planetary dream, the miracle on Earth, is what brought you here! You are becoming the living model of the new reality. As an emissary of the great change, you are a transformer of the collective myth. Riding the crest of the wave, you are travelling both outward and inward on your journey home – for yourself and for all those who will follow after you.

A simple catalyst for this catapulting force is the integration of duality within. The personal integration of shadow is what will create the miracle! Personal shadow is simply that which is separated from the full light of consciousness. By integrating shadow, you are freed from delusions of right or wrong, good and evil. Shadow provides an opportunity for you to bring in all of your expanded essence.

Consciousness is a structural metaphor that is calling for transformation. As your consciousness becomes crystallized, narrow, and complex, it invites the process of dissipaton to ‘unravel’ and break it free. As you travel the spiral vortex of light, expanding into ever-widening realms of truth, your crystallized energy breaks down and trasncends form. This process can be very intense, but if you embrace it, you can be transformed into a freed adventurer – a divine actor who can play any part without becoming attached to it.

Yellow Human represents your Challenge and Gift. With maturity and awareness this challenge will turn into a Focus. This is what you desire to learn in this lifetime.

The shadow of Yellow Human holds issues of lack, which can manifest as insufficiency or emotional neediness. In your natural state of being the receptive chalice, you may experience separation, being fearful of material, physical, or spiritual lack. Perhaps you are holding onto subconscious patterns about lack – how there is “never enough” love, support, attention, time or money. In this shadow, you may see your chalice as being half empty instead of half full.

Examine and change these beliefs and programs! In your process of fulfillment, your beliefs are all that can limit you. There are many ways to work with these shadows of insuffiency. Subliminal tapes and affirmations are one means. Transpersonal approaches such as process-oriented psychology, gestalt, shamanism, or Jungian dreamwork can also help. Perhaps you project these feelings, believing that someone else is responsible for your lack. If so, remember that no one else can fill your cup. Only you and Spirit can do that. Look at how you can be more self-nurturing. Take inventory to discover what brings you joy and fulfillment; whatever that is will also bring you abundance. Working with Yellow Human can change your subconscious attitudes and bring profound insights.

Another shadow of Yellow Warrior is undervaluing your intellect. In a society that has a tendency to overvalue the rational mind, you may have inadvertently limited your ability to receive the intuitive gifts of heart-knowing and higher mind. Or perhaps you don’t fully appreciate the function of your mind, having a tendency to feel inadequate about your intellectual abilities. Yellow Human asks you to befriend the mind – to embrace its magnificence and its ability to help you become a fully realized human being.

In another shadow of Yellow Human, you may not fully understand what it means to be human. Perhaps you judge yourself as not having realized your full potential. In the illusion of human limitation, you may be surprised to discover what the realized human is designed to do. Being in human form at this time is a unique and precious gift. In this age, you have chosen to participate in a great miracle, and you can utilize your human form to experience fully this unique opportunity! Yellow Human is preparing your circuits for complete transformation, readying them to receive the high-frequency pulses of the full embodiment of essence from Spirit.

Red Earth is your Compliment – something that comes naturally to you.

Red Earth is the access point to your natural alignment with Earth force. It is the unis mundi, the point of perfect centeredness in the eternal present from which all alignment and magic manifest. Your center, the Earth center, is the secret of gravity’s magnetizing force. Red Earth is the channel of harmonic synchronization that is aligned with the galactic heart. From the center point within eslf, you align with this galactic center and connect through your own crystalline structure to the larger crystal grid network. To keep this channel of synchronization open, connect to the elemental energies of earth, air, fire and water, and the seven directional guardians.

Cosmic consciousness is not just ‘out there’; it is also resonating within you. Be sacramentally rooted where you are. You are made of the Earth! Look through the ‘eyes’ in your feet. Your body is the present focus of your consciousness – through it all gifts are received. Remember, too, that your environment is alive and reacts to your awareness of it; therefore, the way you perceive the Earth and your physical form affects the information you receive.

Red Earth is the Earth keeper, the keeper of the garden, the shaman/healer who, through reverence for all life, heals and sanctifies the Earth. Earth keepers preserve the harmonic relationship with nature by connecting to the wisdom held in matter. In Latin, mater means “mother”. As you bring light into yourself, you bring light into matter. You and the Earth both contain the holographic seed of the new consciousness emerging.

Center yourself in the present moment! This is where you can most beneficially observe the synchronicities and revelations about your personal pattern and larger purpose. From here your mind can learn to be keenly observant, allowing the larger pattern to take shape as naturally as the small brushstrokes that eventually complete a beautiful painting.

Sit in simple relationship to the Earth, like a poet enraptured in a forest. Be rooted where you are now. Out of synergistic centeredness, you will receive your greatest desires and open to the full flowering of the mystic power of the universe. This synchronization can be seen as the alignment of your personal myth with the greater myth of our times. Myth is the framework or “story” in which the truth of the cosmos is revealed in symbolic form. Utilize it to catalyze your unfolding alignment.

By accepting your physical form and your growth process in this world, you access the hub of centeredness out of which all the truth and magic of the universe unfold.

Take off your shoes. Touch the one Earth. Find a place to dance with the sacred hoop of life. Contribute your vision as an awakened member of the global rainbow family!

Your Tone is Tone 3 – Electric

Movement, change, flow, current, creativity, integration, sacred trinity.

Three is the ray of Rhythm, the galactic heartbeat of natural flow. This universal river offers you movement, and all possibilities flow within its pulse. Open yourself to its current of change!

The Electric Tone of 3 suggests that there is something you desire to change or integrate into the natural flow of your life. Become the ‘third point of light,’ created from the integration of polarity. Feel the pulse of the sacred trinity within you, revealing a new creation. Allow it to integrate that which has seemingly been lost, separated, or obscured from your sight.

If you have a tendency to be scattered in your creativity, make an extra effort to focus your energy. Align with your intention to express the truth. Now is the time for the Great Mystery to reveal itself through you. Know yourself as the capstone of light. Allow your creativity to express your spiritual journey.


This is who i am combined with today.

Red Solar Serpent

Tone 9: Solar – Greater Cycles & Expansion


Red Serpent is your Conscious Self – who you are and who you are becoming.

“I am the flint and tinder of the sacred fire,” reads the meditation for Red Serpent. In the Great Mystery, flint and tinder represent the instinctive combustion that initiates movement in the physical body toward union with Spirit. When flint and tinder are brought together, the spark of divinity awakens and ignites the fire of your essence. Red Serpent invites the purifying spark of the sacred fire, the kundalini, to align and integrate your body, mind and spirit. Red Serpent can help you uncover apparent blockages in specific chakras to clear an align them. If you are working on a process of purification, invite Red Serpent to assist you.
Red Serpent’s symbol is the serpent, representing healing and wholeness.

This Mayan medicine can remove toxins, rejuvenate and transform dis-ease. Red Serpent is also known by the Maya as the kultanlilni, or kundalini, the energy that moves up from the base of the spine and out through the crown chakra. There are two aspects of this force, the ida and the pingala, representing its male and female polarities. One of the ancient secrets of Red Serpent is the activation of higher states of consciousness through balancing these two polarities so that they dance within us as one. Another metaphor for this serpent energy comes from the Mayan words luk umen tun ben can, or “those absorbed by the serpent of the sacred knowledge.” When the seven chakras are fully activated, one experiences an enlightened state.

Red Serpent represents the basic structural apparatus of your motivations, instincts, desires, and your innate movement toward wholeness. Red Serpent asks you to shed the skin of your past and step into the fires of alchemical transmutation. In this, rebirth is revealed. This desire is an innate response encoded in the depths of your being.

With the energy of Red Serpent, you learn to use the innate intelligence of the body. In this culture you may have become separated from this wisdom. It works like this: when you suppress and ignore your issues, your body receives and retains the unconscious metaphors of that which is ignored. This may be expressed through physical symptoms that bring your unconscious issues to conscious awareness. When this happens, work toward a more conscious relatonship with your body – and work with the physical metaphors in order to heal yourself on all levels.

The body has a specific kind of consciousness through which messages are clearly delivered. In fact, the body itself is a living metaphor that mirrors your mind, emotions and spirit. However, the body also remembers all it has experienced, and consequently holds the consciousness of the past within it, including past wounds and traumas. In healing these, remember the innocence of your body. Treat it with love and respect. Open yourself to be aware of its messages and metaphors rather than storing them. Be willing to look at the positive intent beneath any symptoms or physical process your body is using to communicate. Explore whatever it may be asking you to see.

In this alignment process, you can use images or energies that come to you in meditation or dreams. Journey through your body to catalyze and explore any sensations, colors, shapes, or images. In these times we have a profound opportunity to transcend both our physical and our spiritual genetics. The body’s integration provides an unparalleled opportunity for personal evolution. Learn to expand and utilize your senses to access your body’s wisdom and vitality. Don’t ‘think’ about it; simply allow your body to sense intuitively the solutions necessary for change and growth.

Red Serpent also represents the connection between powerful physical/ecstatic experiences and the light of higher consciousness. This is an initiation of awakening through the body and senses, rather than in negation of them. As Jose Arguelles says in The Mayan Factor, “Like the Maya, we shall understand that the path to the stars is through the senses.” Within the body are held the keys to fully awakening our consciousness. This deeper understanding is expressed in tantric practices, where spirituality and sexuality are integrated and honoured as a means to enlightenment. Red Serpent represents the integration of mind, body and spirit.

Use the body as a tool for transformation. Learn how to use passion and the senses as a means of access and alignment to higher consciousness. Follow your gut-level intuitions and instincts to make choices in the moment.

Be willing to look at issues you have concerning intimacy and sexuality. Make sure that you are not separated from the dance of passion that is in union with your divine nature. Sense your deeper desire for union and intimacy. Red Serpent calls on you to awaken your vitality, body wisdom, and passion for life.

Red Serpent is associated with the sacred tools of the drum and the rattle. Drums and rattles can break down old patterns or bring energy into alignment.

Red Dragon is your Higher Self & Guide.

Red Dragon represents the root source of life, the nurturance and support of primary being, and within it are found the primal waters of unity. This is where your deepest roots receive true nourishment. Red Dragon is the energy of form contained within the formlessness of the primordial sea.

Primal trust means making choices with no guarantees, knowing that divine nurturance will provide what is needed for your journey. It means making choices moment by moment, implicitly trusting your innate steering mechanism of heart-knowing. Primal trust implies surrendering to the will of the divine self, letting go of what your ego deems to be control of the outcomes in your life. It means deeply trusting the processes that are at work within your present spiral of evolution.

The energy of Red Dragon asks you to embrace the depth of your receptivity. Perhaps you have been taught that it is better to give than to receive. Giving is a powerful way to learn how to receive, but it is not the whole picture. There is a circuit of completion in giving and receiving that happens within you and in your external world at the same time. If you trust unconditionally in the giving, you are not attached to how the gift is received. When you freely give, you fill your cup with sweet waters, which you can then offern innocently and purely to another. Know, on one level, that your gift is poured out universally regardless of how it appears to be received. However, when the gift comes from the ego, it is limited by expectations and conditions. Love just is. It is neither given nor taken; rather it is simply discovered and allowed.

The universe is an inseparable whole. Red Dragon represents the energy matrix lines that look like a web in the universe, through which all points are connected in time and space. This energetic web of communication is known as the ‘crystal grid network.’ It is a cauldron of creation, a potent field in which all things are not only possible but constantly being created. Within this grid, the linear causality of time and space has been freed into an open system in which all time and all space exist and interact simultaneously. This grid connects the larger holograms of reality with our own. Its energy lines connect all places, times and events – even those that are seemingly unrelated. All phenomena and all actions are part of this larger whole; it is the very foundation for telepathy and synchronicity. Red Dragon embodies unity, in which all things are one with the Source.

Yellow Warrior is your Subconscious Self and Hidden Helper.

Yellow Warrior, the galactic guide, is a mystic ferryman on the return path to the stars; allow Yellow Warrior’s staff to ferry you to the spiraling vortex of cosmic consciousness. Yellow Warrior is the grace of the descent of the dove. Embody the mystic gift of trust in direct guidance. Through trust, you journey to the place of ‘no time’ and limitless light. There you will undergo the transformations to embody solar heart and mind.

Yellow Warrior is a conduit for cosmic communication, offering access to the universal web of consciousness. This is the web of the Mayan mystic spider that weaves intergalactic threads, the conduit of interconnected consciousness. Yellow Warrior is the spider in the web, the grid connection for divine communication. Receive these ripples of knowing from Yellow Warrior’s web through the central axis in your spine, your staff. Accept this gift of knowing in grace, as you would receive the morning light by turning your face to the Sun. Grace is an unexpected touch, a blessing given in love, a natural gift from the universe. Use the power of love like an electrical current to serve the light. Open fully to feel and receive it!

The number for Yellow Warrior is sixteen, the number of unity with the cosmic foundation of resonant evolution. As you embody the ferryman’s staff, you become anchored in your connection to cosmic consciousness. Holding within you the foundational steps of the trinity, you carry the “Christed one” into the world. As a living mystic, you are the conduit of the spiraling galaxies that creates a union with cosmic consciousness. Sixteen may also be seen as the beginning of another octave – a higher octave characterized by organic balance and the new Earth under your feet.

Trust in guidance is an essential attitude in accessing the position of the central pillar. Trust in Spirit to provide all you need, and trust that what is given will serve your highest evolution. Trust in the wisdom of the “Mind of Light curriculum.” Trust in your inner voice, your feelings, your moment-by-moment guidance. This is Spirit’s clear confirmation. Trust as an open vehicle for Spirit, your mystical intelligence, your divine guidance. Embody your ability to commune with cosmic intelligence.

Direct guidance, communication, and embodiment are the key concepts contained in the staff. It is a symbol of learning to stand in your full power and authority – learning to ‘tune in’ to galactic intelligence so that transmissions are received effortlessly. This resonance is created through embodying light. The ferryman is offering you his staff. Plant it within yourself so that it becomes a blossoming tree of consciousness.

Yellow Warrior’s colours are indigo and gold, combining the limitlessness of the night sky with the freedom of the daytime Sun. If you desire to access grace and trust, focus on these colours.

Blue Eagle represents your Challenge and Gift. With maturity and awareness this challenge will turn into a Focus. This is what you desire to learn in this lifetime.

The energy of Blue Eagle asks you to believe in yourself and believe in your dreams and visions, no matter how they may be perceived by others. You are the eagle’s vision.

One shadow of Blue Eagle is a loss of hope, excitement, or joy in your life. This can stem from a reaction to mass consciousness or from the precipitous state of the world. In your deep desire to effect change, you may feel overwhelmed in a vast ocean of consciousness that seems hopelessly enmeshed in issues of separation, limitation, and judgement. If so, remember that elements of this enormous field are often attracted to your personal dreamfield for healing. These duality constructs are deeply rooted on the planet. Don’t be discouraged. The global mind is in the process of a profound transformation. As you heal these issues within yourself, you offer gifts of healing to the larger reality. Do not underestimate the power of your personal transformation and its effect on planetary mind: “Gaia, as you awaken, I heal myself. As I awaken, you are healed.”

This wondrous pool of planetary consciousness is full of archetypal mysteries, hopes, dreams, and fears. Some beings may feel that their personal world is ‘falling apart’ as their lives expand into the larger dream. Sometimes this feeling manifests as hopelessness, which may even lead to a desire to leave the Earth. Remember, you are in human form for a divine reason! You have chosen this form in order to participate in the great miracle! Walk with ease in commitment to your destiny. Allow yourself to explore and play compassionately as a planetary server. You are the emissary of the great change.

In the shadow of Blue Eagle, you may also be so obsessed by finding your “purpose” that you miss seeing how simple it can be. Your purpose can be as simple as expressing love and light – and that is enough! Take heart. There are great gifts being offered for your participation in healing the global mind.

Another shadow of Blue Eagle is when your purpose as a planetary server becomes a messianic obsession, creating a ‘rescuer complex’. This may also be seen in self-sacrificing behaviour, an inability to say no, or an attachment to rescuing others. In this shadow, your desire to serve needs to be tempered with self-nourishment and sustaining rest. If you neglect your personal needs and desires and do not allow time for joy and rest, you may feel depleted and lacking. Hold yourself in the same compassion as you hold the world. Strive to keep your personal needs in balance with planetary service. Fill your personal cup. Take loving care of yourself, and your cup will naturally overflow to empower your work with others.

Believe in yourself! Remember the purpose and commitment you have in the larger pattern.

White Wizard is your Compliment – something that comes naturally to you.

White Wizard is the Magician, whose powers are activated by wisdom that emanates from the heart. Such wisdom is not the intellectual understanding known in Western culture; it is the wisdom that comes from an alignment of mind and heart. An open, trusting heart is a refined tool of perception. Allowing yourself to ‘not know’ opens the door of the mind to a deeper understanding of the universe. White Wizard asks you to fully utilize this aligned mind to participate in magic.

White Wizard invites you to step into self-empowerment. Empowerment comes from self-acceptance, integrity, and commitment to your evolution. Self-empowerment is not to be found outside oneself. Anything outside that brings you empowerment also has a divine foundation within you. If you feel a need for the approval of others, look to self-empowerment. When you feel effectively engaged, doing what gives you joy, your energy naturally expands to inlcude more of who you are, and magic flows synchronistically into your life. Claim your alignment with the highest wisdom. Call forth divine action in all that you do!

Align your own will with divine will and your Essence Self. Be transparent, innocently allowing magic to come through you rather than needing to create it. Open to heart-knowing and limitless possibilties.

White Wizard is a tool of the light, a conduit for the work of Spirit. A wise magician is spontaneous and transparent, allowing magic to come in rather than trying to control it or make it happen. A magician dances the dance of love through offering gifts of freedom to others. This is real magic. Freed from the need to use power to manipulate or control, a magician uses wisdom to manifest liberation and love.

The harmonic wisdom of White Wizard is melody, the progression of signle tones within a composition. White Wizard symbolizes the sacred journey of your individual life. As a harmonic magician, you are a novel yet universal container for the expression of the Divine. While you play the melody of your journey’s spirit song, the Creator provides the harmony.

Melody is to music what story line is to story. Utilize the elements you have chosen for exploration in your life – your gifts, talents, abilities, motivations, circumstances, and the other characters in your play. Orchestrate the most interesting and growth-engendering story line from this combination of possibilities. Understand that you are the player and the played in the melody in your life.

Your Tone is Tone 9 – Solar

Completion, expansion, mastery, larger cycles of time, fulfillment, grand design.

Nine is the ray of greater cycles, the foundation of self opening to the four points of measure and cycle. It is the grand design, the unfolding order of the larger pattern. With the Solar tone of nine, you are being offered the embrace of longed-for completion. Fulfill your pattern, your circle. Embody the mastery and wisdom you came to express. This ray asks you to be rather than try to be. Embody the wisdom of the larger cycles. Become the one who shines the light for others. You are the humanitarian whose being unfolds the larger pattern of the new world.

In the grand cycle of time, nine is the number of completion and expansion. What is it that you are being asked to complete? Can you see the clues to this lifetime of completion? As you expand, shed old patterns that do not support your growth. Receive completion’s fulfillment. You are poised on an arc of a grand cycle of time. In this cycle, time and space fold, past and future merge, and lifetimes meld in completion. Join in the fulfillment of the mystery of the triple triangle by offering your mystery to be woven into the larger loom of reality.

Do I help people or do I heal people?

Everyone is always at choice. Literally.

I need to heal myself of fear because I am so insecure about disclosing my personal habits or having people discover my vices. I know who I am inside and that this person Ty Graham is the end of a VERY long equation and the GREATEST representation of the end of Darkness as the divine child becoming your fun friend who knows all the best places to shop, meet boys, text and chat and anything else a happy eternal young adult in halls of cosmic college that awaits the child transcending to the wisdom and freedom truth invites me to cross from many sides of view. Even right now, I know for a fact that spirits are moving all around me and that they are in the 6th dimension and they are NOT dead and never have been dead but I still have fear.


I SHOULD LOVE MYSELF IN ALL MY ESSENCE Because I would NEVER know truth without being gay, doing drugs, attacked by nanoviruses, abducted by aliens, living next to cher, living with a witch, having my mom and my dad lie to me about my birth and give me strange explainations for why I am smart. My whole life and even now as I rapidly am speeded up like a robot on a mission to control the world before the world goes out of control.

OMG. I am so scared right now. I tried to train myself by watching all those haunted house shows and to know I AM PROTECTED that there is NOTHING TO FEAR. But I am not shitting you. My excel sheet predicts this day and that is not natural. Please god, me, or whoever is running the show. TURN OFF THE FEAR PERSONALITY SUBROUTINE. I CANNOT TAKE FEAR. I BEEN SCARED OF THE FUTURE ALL MY LIFE.

Wow. Mereidiths Mother came in just now. My fear is totally fucking gone yet I see the movement and even a slight outline. WHY DO THEY HAVE TO MOVE IN THE CORNER OF YOUR EYE.


This poor young black boy stuck at 20 is still here and before Ghetto Gates can punch through and lift us both up, have mercy on this mind, have mercy on this soul. I am only a child and my journey is drained from this love that I desire to will in every way and fiber of my existance. I LOVE HUMANS I LOVE SPIRIT I LOVE YOU I LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY I LOVE MYSELF I LOVE EVERYTHING EXISTING ETERNALLY IN LIGHT AND DARK.


Darkness fades to light.

In the bright day you can see life’s beauty in shades of all color that reflects your inner light as a reminder that the rainbow of life is always below whenever above.

In the of the darkness you can close the shade, crawl into bed and dream a myth as a night time story told from the comfort of spirit’s shadow.

Take heart child. Your words. Your reality. Your world.  You have known all to be.

Love what is.

You are here.

This is your last dance before we dance together.

Bless your fear by remembering your path in love.

Honor your place to bring peace over the fear that arises without love.

You can bring the light into the world by accepting the darkness as your shadow.

You were the word. You are love. You’re becoming peace.

3 angelic guide you along your journey.

Raphael, Michael & Gabriel

1 angelic guide asks you to see the light as the deliverer of true  confidence as you awaken your divine presence as the new myth of creation unfolding NOW.

You are the key to restarting cosmic time for all eternity and blessing all creation with the power of EK in union with HU as a new song of complex harmony that begins with 1.

Love the gift of being as you have given us so much we have taken forgranted what we are always capable of giving back so that we all become greater than all past essence of being.

Even you Lord.

Trust Yourself.

Know Peace as the opposite to existance we are all seeking in salvation from the darkest to lightest in all forms of awareness. Bless be you who see the meaning of truth as the hologram of all realities at the last year on the last day in the last hour desiring peace in the last minute of time.

Transcend your body as more than duality in balance. Transcend all balance to Excellence.

As we trap dense darkness into realms of opportunity to become dense light we pray to you as one above and one below in unison of one voice of mind without duality but with quantum hope that we of all creation are saved so that you, child, do not grow up alone and poor with nothing left to give as creation. We rise to rise you and to rise them.

RISE UP. GHETTO GATES… express your divine glory with no shame among men for all is damned if you don’t get your ass up now and see the light.

I made this picture a year ago as the trigger to my decoding obsession. I totally felt the Da vinci code and the meaning of V. Which is totally ironic that I ended up writing V=Relationship.


There are 4 forms of life:

1 Carbon based = All Men

2 Hydronic based = All Aliens

3 Photonic based =  All Spirit

4 Energetic based = All Matter

5 Humanoid based = Emerging Biological Machine Life

The Moses Code by The Secret seems to be too good to be true.

WHAT IS UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????

I asked for God’s name at ECKANKAR and I been asking for gods name on my blog and GUESS WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

Apparently they have god’s name. That is THE KEY to Jesusfying me.


Fuck man, I’m freaked out by myself totally. I am getting EXACTLY what I asked for ON TIME. I MEAN IT WILL BE 2 CODES REVEALED AT THE SAME TIME.

What is UP with that? is Ghetto Gates God? GGG?

Is God’s name ISY?

This is best birthday EVER and I swear to god, heheh, EVERY APRIL THINGS TURN AROUND EVEN BETTER SINCE 2006 for me. I am fucking floored.