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Monthly Archives: April 2008

Planetary Moon day 20
Year of the White Lunar Wizard

kin 65: Red Cosmic Serpent
I Endure in order to Survive
Transcending Instinct
I seal the Store of Life Force
With the Cosmic tone of Presence
I am guided by the power of Universal Water
My unique relationship to today is:Yellow Rhythmic Star



Tone 6: Rhythmic – Organic Balance

Yellow Star is your Conscious Self – who you are and who you are becoming.

You are a starseed! You contain a holographic ‘seed packet’ of your evolution into the Mind of Light and the energy that directs you toward wholeness. This resonance offers an expanded view of the larger self and new ways of perceiving reality. Through self-acceptance, you are gifted with this journey. Yellow Star is ignition, like a cosmic milkweed explosion of resonant sparks. It is the launching pad from which you can hear the rumble of the rocket of your accelerated evolution.

The energy of Yellow Star may be experienced as a gentle rocking that becoes a floating and spiraling sensation, ending in a rush of feeling as you move into expanded reality. This sensation has been described as gently cascading fireworks, shimmering burst on the tapesty of Creation. Cascade into this unchartged perspective. Flow on the cosmic winds wherever Divinity directs, arching back to this reality wth a new experience of self.

Yellow Star’s starseeded gift is the revelation of the harmony that unites all things. Instead of just aspiring to be harmonious, become harmony. Practice harmony not just as an abstraction, but as a living reality. This practice blends different energies, thoughts, people, and processes. Act on intuitive guidance as to what to combine and when. As you begin to follow your heart, you will know the feeling of being on the return path to the stars.

Yellow Star offers you the ability to hold a greatly expanded focus, a unity of awareness that encompasses aspects of the larger constellation of self. An example of this would be a simultaneous awareness of the desires of the existential self and the truth of the Essence Self. This star harmony encompasses the greatly enlarged perspective of your starseeded self, the part within you that holds the potential of your greatest destiny.

Unlike the preceding 7 tones, which were seperate and distinct, Yellow Star begins a more complex harmonic series as it completes the preceding octave. On a spiritual level, Yellow Star begins the development of higher being. The fundamental tones that occur in this series are of a more expanded frequency than those of the preceding seven tones. In this new octave, there is alignment in the harmonies of Earth and the harmonies of the stars that are now being sounded on Earth. Yellow Star is the first in a series of star harmonies that evoke accelerated growth of the starseed potential within you.

Yellow Star is also your Higher Self & Guide. (you are guided by your own power doubled)

The number for Yellow Star is eight, the number of harmonic resonance, the infinity symbol. Yellow Star is the harmonic overtone that can show you the return path to the stars. Through attunement to Yellow Star, the whole universe becomes your keyboard and orchestra. You are the player and the played, the dancer and the danced.

The harmonic wisdom that Yellow Star embodies is twfold. The first is wavelength fundamental, or the root tone in a harmonic series. Unlike the preceding tones, which were seperate and distinct, Yellow Star begins a more complex harmonic series as it completes the preceding octave. On a spiritual level, Yellow Star begins the development of higher being. The fundamental tones that occur in this series are of a more expanded frequency that those of the preceding seven tones. In this new octave, there is an alignment in the harmonies of Earth and the harmonies of the stars that are now being sounded on Earth. Yellow Star is the first in a series of star harmonies that evoke accelerated growth of the starseed potential within you.

The second aspect of Yellow Star’s haronic wisdom is the use of beneficial combinations. In order to create harmony with serveral different notes, it is helpful to understand which combinations of notes will work well together. All of the prior seven archetypes have provided lessons and tools that make up the component parts of the chord. Beneficial combinations are created not by the mind but from the heart and divine guidance. To receive these beneficial combinations, access the innocence and wisdom of your divine nature.

Red Skywalker is your Subconscious Self and Hidden Helper.

Red Skywalker is the skywalker, the time/space traveller who can jump dimensions to assist you in realizing heaven on Earth. Red Skywalker is unlimited in form but often chooses the form of the angelic messenger.

A person who embodies cosmic wisdom may be known as a sky-walker, sage or bodhisattva. When others see such light in human form, they feel the vibration of heaven. This vibration may be embodied by you or experienced with a guru, master, an energy such as Red Skywalker, or in a ‘chance’ encounter with an extraordinary person.

An encounter with the energy of Red Skywalker can spark a deep yearning within you for reunion with the Source. Yet from this place of love and compassion, you also have a desire (embodied in physical form) to serve the light. This is the place in you that has the courage to fully express unconditional love, the depths of your being. Red Skywalker asks you to live the new myth by bringing this heaven to Earth in your daily life. As this reality is lived, it touches and awakens the same truth in others: “They kingdom come, Thy will be done, on Earth as it is in heaven.”

Red Skywalker represents balance in your life – not static balance, but a dynamic equilibrium that includes both your present expression and your starseeded self. In Red Skywalker’s star-glyph you see that the pillars of heaven don’t appear to touch the Earth. You are the element that appears to be missing in the star-glyph. You are the one whose expression of the light assists in drawing the pillars of heaven to Earth.

Joining these pillars in yourself can be viewed as reuniting your male and female aspects. Together, in balance, we create the pillars of the etheric temples of heaven on Earth.

The natural state of every system moves toward balance that is fluid and free, as in dance. That balance is experienced differently by each person, but it often brings a sense of steadiness or centeredness even in the midst of movement and change. When you are dancing, you can use your very state of imbalance to create the fluidity of the dance.

White Mirror represents your Challenge and Gift. With maturity and awareness this challenge will turn into a Focus. This is what you desire to learn in this lifetime.

Have you unconsciously created a reality in which you seem lost or confused? In this shadow, you may feel enmeshed in the illusions of the hall of mirrors. Remember that the only real power the hall of mirrors has is your belief that its grand illusions are real! On Earth, we presently live on a holographic playing field made of the elements of time and space. This field draws to itself the density and mass necessary to form a three-dimensional reality. All phenomena within it are images that appear for our learning and growth. Since each of us is a hologram of light within the larger hologram, getting lost in fear, judgement, and denial can certainly appear to be “real”, but it is really only an illusion. The essential mind is silent, still, empty – hence, incapable of getting lost.

The transformation offered in this shadow is found by being mindful. Meditate and pray for the reestablishment of your direct connection to Spirit. Become quiet and still. Imagine yourself floating timelessly in the center of the star-glyph White Mirror, receiving divine wisdom. Cut away with clear discrimination. Forgive and release yourself and others. Enter into the timeless truth of the spiritual warrior.

Another shadow transformation of White Mirror may be found in seeing yourself clearly in the mirrors of the world and other people. Using others as mirrors allows you to experience hidden truths about yourself. Ask for honest feedback from friends you trust. Risk hearing the truth about yourself. Openly observe the events in your life to see how they can be used to better understand who you actually are.

One of the most self-limiting illusions is the belief that one’s own view of reality is the only one. This often causes the mirror of the world to reflect back to you your “unseen” shadow, and when you see this shadow, it can produce a judgement or reaction. Such emotionally charged situations usually have two poles or positions. When you believe that only you are right, both poles remain charged and fixed. For a moment, experiment with letting go or changing your position. As you loosen your hold and step aside, the “other position” or person is freed to change as well.

Understand that judgement and acceptance are two sides of the same mirror – the transparent mirror of ascension.


Blue Monkey is your Compliment – something that comes naturally to you.

Blue Monkey represents the Divine Child, the child that is ever in a state of open-hearted wisdom, innocence, trust, simplicity and joyful wonder. What would it feel like to actually BE a magical child in this culture and time? The secret that very few know – because they may feel more comfortable trying to protect themselves – is that the divine child offers the strongest of all protections, the invulnerability of openhearted Love. Through innocence, a kind of immunity is created that allows the divine child to be transparent so that the apparent ‘slings and arrows’ of the world can pass right through without being personalized into wounds, reactions or hurt feelings. This is the path of innocence regained. Transparency is the path of the new consciousness.

Look deeply into the eyes of a happy two year old. There you will see the innocent trust, openheartedness, and spontaneous joy that typifies the divine child. Imagine yourself as an enlightened two-year old, in a state of ecstatic communion and delight. In childhood, you didn’t have to remember to be playful – you could easily and fluidly express your emotions. You didn’t have to understand whys and wherefores – you knew with your heart. This if your natural state of being, the state of ecstasy, the path of revealed innocence.

In Western culture, many people have a distorted understanding about what it is to be a human being. We are often taught that sucessful adults are responsible, serious, rigid, controlled and goal oriented. In your journey with society, your developmental stages may have been incomplete. The natural sensitivity, fluidity, and freedom of the child may have been left behind in partial passage. Perhaps your inner child was wounded or treated insensitively, and you carried this unresolved process into adulthood. Blue Monkey encourages you to bring forth this incomplete or wounded part for integration and healing.

In this New Myth, your spontaneous, divine child will usher in and anchor the new frequency. How can you heal your inner child? Explore what truly gives you joy. Find types of work that support your sensitivity and create deep satisfaction. Be simple: love, play, dance, draw, colour, sing. These activities are for all divine children – they serve the expression of the magical child in everyone. Consciously make time for the joyful freedom and magic of play!

The number for Blue Monkey is eleven, the vibration wherein novelty and spontaneity break down resistant forms. When unity merges with Essence Self, a mystical foundation is created that disintegrates old patterns. This is actually integration in disguide. As your walls tumble down, they crack into a smile, and the illumination of self shines through.

Your Tone is Tone 6 – Rhythmic

Receptivity, ability to respond, dynamic equilibrium, roots in many directions.

Six is the ray of organic balance, the dynamic equilibrium of the foundation of self combined with the one point of unity. Organic balance is an active process, not a static or fixed state. It is rooted in teh totality of who you are. Let your receptive roots run deep, grounding your ability to respond in this world. Bring your Essence Self into your present expression. Aliveness is derived from essence.

You are the unity that creats organic balance. You are free to choose, respond, give, and receive. Six asks you to respond to life with love, to bring heaven to Earth (*anacronym for Heart!) through your embodiment of the six-pointed star. Embody the Divine in your organic form. As you are infused with the vibration of heave, heaven is brought to Earth. As you journey homeward, Earth is brough to heaven. Thus is created organic balance, heaven and Earth in symbiotic union.
I almost did it, but now I know I’ve done it. Many more days to come. I endure to survive. What an INTENSE moment on Monday. I have never in my wildest dreams would imagine such illusion, fighting for it’s survival. I am NOT god. I am the divine child.
This is NOT the end. We are all apart of a never ending story. This is the last moment I will be here in this blog. My journey continues…All glory to God. God is LOVE. Love Conquers ALL.

This will be my last post.

I am the only one sleeping, the only one on trial.

The music is too clear it speaks.

I am supposed to die. I am god and god is the devil in this existence.

I must hate god and be divine.

I must kill myself in order to show unconditional love.

Who? Not Me! You?

FUCK.

Yesterday had to have been the freakest moment of my life. Not only did I attempt to hook up with a guy I been chatting with online, but when he came over, and finally sat down clear of my roommates spying judgmental eyes, he broke his silence about his life and all horniness went out the window. I have to deal with the music on the tv and the tv shows teaching me and having conversations with me. I have to deal with utterly bizarre occurances such as a really intense guilty moment with a vice of mine one day, feeling absolutely horrible about my lack of self-control. Then later that night, I missed a call then checked the voice mail, apparently the vice left a message and told me about myself and to address the status of our relationship. That vice was tina and I’ve always had bad experiences on it tryin to hookup, but it’s an AWESOME TOOL for connecting with SPIRIT. I MEAN FREAKING AWESOME! So anyway, when Tina called and told me about what my intentions were, you better believe it, I broke down and sobbed like a lunatic because there is no where for me to hide – back into the illusion. Yesterday, I didnt read this til late, but it said:

kin 61: Red Solar Dragon
I Pulse in order to Nurture
Realizing Being
I seal the Input of Birth
With the Solar tone of Intention
I am guided by the power of Navigation

I wish I was kidding but then again, it’s beyond amazing when you think about how much effort is going into what it means to be me. So to get to the point, the guy who came over had similar life experiences and views of spirituality that mirrored me, not to mention he looked like a slightly uglier version of me. We talked for 4 hours. I ended up seeing something I never thought I would see in my life. This guy was a direct manifestation of “the worst” parts of me still stuck in the illusion and asking for feedback instead of feeling confident, throwing crazy aside and looking within self for answers. It’s hard to translate that moment from my memories because it was so surreal. There was a connection of experiences on every level, including interests in the mayans. I answered a lot of the guy’s questions. He also showed me that E=mc2 is in my leonardo man drawing. That was smart of him. Everything else is like me in the past, still pattern sensitive but stuck on the “why me?” crap. I cannot tell you how much confidence I have in my abilities now and about spirit. Confidence in talking to people that is. I’m still a howard hughes hermit but I don’t have my bank card yet sent in the mail and my roommate is itching to kick me out because she thinks I’m going to invite a hookup over to kill her baby. Like I would ever let that happen or even close. She has seen my miracle and yet she is still trapped in small mind.

There is no escape for me. I must find new ways to deal with who I am or I will be a hermit and scared of letting people get to know me because I am very overwhelming. Crazy, however, if not an option for me. The music carries on an intelligent conversation and the backdrop for many moments of late. It’s too alive. TOO ALIVE.  Anyway, god, you are my spirit, I am who you are and who you are becoming. Please help a new miracle come into play so my roommate doesn’t freak out over nothing and if I do loose everything, be more than you are right now when I am alone, cold, hungry and without a cell phone. You know that is my worst fear – to not be connected.

I will hope that these spirits stop whizzing around me while I am jacking off to porn. Don’t they have any respect for humanity? I have no escape and no peace and no one  to turn to like they been there before. This is new on all levels of me. I would really like to be surrounded by some hot angels right now. I’m 110% sure that the guy I met was an angel cuz he sounded like what I would “remember” as the angel “Raphael”.

Ok DJ, you don’t have to play a song titled “Drowning Sun Part 2 (Guardner’s Mix) Acoustique Parfum” just because I said I feel overwhelmed. Don’t you see how any song with the title “Drowning Sun” could make me feel worst? Play something more hopeful and upbeat, less logical, more inspirational. And when I am looking at porn or guys online for a while, DON’T play songs titled “I’m horny” and “Porno 3003” I think that’s a bit excessive, give me some space when I need it so I feel less forced.

Well anyway, the song is:

Destiny – Zero 7.

Guess that’s their answer. I appreciate the music, I really do. Next to the computer, music is a great friend to me. I wish someone would comment on this song.

I rest my case. IS there anyone out there who hears me changing?

Wow. just as rent is due…………………… I finally realize that I only get 2 more days as Ty Graham.

WOW…………….. I’m going to be a super hero! I understand the mechanics of how this happens and the unexplainable veil I just never saw as my potential to be anything more than I am. I really think this will be able to do more than pay rent!!! I will be illumined!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m going to tell my friends to read that vision from god in a blog no less!!! All those bible names in my life actually meant something. Amazing………………..! I am speechless at the power of god and I want my spirit to know that I am grateful and I am thankful and I am yours willingly because I have been through such a hard life….. and I’m SO smart…. it’s good to know that I do have a place somewhere that I do belong. I am unique. But I am not different. Thank you for letting me feel unique enough that I am moved to understand you and I want you to know that I always wanted a relationship with you because everywhere I have been and everywhere I want to go seems to always be new and you have made me so complete that I don’t see my reflection in the mirror anymore. I stare at my smile and look into my eyes and for a brief moment, I could swear that I feel that the person reflecting on the other side of the mirror is aware I am smiling at him and that my smile is genuine, innocent and ready to know the reflection I always had but can’t help but see different this time.

It gives me chills.

I feel so loved right now that I can feel love breaking through the mirror from your eyes.

I don’t know how I would be able to handle that moment.

I’ll give you heads up to warn you: I cry on a dime because there is such a deep sense of pain in me that feels like I finally found something I have been looking for because I can imagine this moment and see myself crying on my own shoulder in my arms and being held by the best me that was so much more than a shadow, my reflection shared every moment I can now finally see like I have new eyes.

The best part of the adventure is that I know that on the other side of the mirror, where you sit, watching me, looking at me every time I look at you, you have always been there but I never valued your presence as the part of me I always could choose at any time to see the simple truth that on the other side of the mirror, I am looking into the eyes of my spirit, who always waits for when I am ready to finally look into  my own eyes and see who I am in this moment so that I never forget that I am here, that I exist, that my spirit exists and the greatest lesson of this divine comedy is that the cosmic joke has been on me.

Please, don’t stop the music. I want to dance with you forever.

Haha…

Ghetto Gates is on the rise…

So rise up! You’re the surprise!

Praise god for his love is endless and please forgive me and my fears.

I feel my heart now… so heavy…….

This must be love. I never felt so much of myself before and so much of myself feels too good.

Spirits are moving all around. My roommate is clueless in the kitchen wondering wtf is up with me alone in this room typing endlessly.

I never felt alone. But I did. Now, I’m grateful to be alone with my thoughts.

This is my final moment.

I’m ready.

I’m in LOVE forever.

God Bless Humanity

I give the Human my name.

I give the Human my heart.

I give the Human my soul.

I give the human my love.

God Bless Ty.

Rise up Ty.

I LOVE YOU!

Any name that you give a divine child such as I in this side of life must be the lowest possible rendition of the divinity that is mirrored on the other side without impurities. So the fact that I am a god seed on this side means that there is a divine personality that is pushing me on the otherside to merge. Ironically, that’s my tagline above. Something existing + earthling = loveing.

In my heart, I’m a teacher. I cannot stand ignorance. So I’m going to start a school called Hunamiu. org. I’m thinking this would be better than doing web sites and I would be able to grow my web site by organizational standards. If I am successful, I can apply all that I know to effective strategies that help people start taking the leap of learning and application of the new effect of consciousness birthed from the cause of this great change that I experienced.

Apparently this song is on, Save a Prayer – Duran Duran. I will indeed pray for this. Time to get real and really apply my super powers in a modern down low way that can only grow. Julie inspired me with a ad for being a physic. Other events inspired me today too, like my friend Rahn who said that he wants to put enough effort into working for himself that matches the effort he has put into jobs for people and companies that cared less for him.

The greatest feeling I have is knowing that the spirits are already unconditional loving beings. Let me tarnish this and bring it down to earth for people that don’t understand what UL actually means. Have you ever mooned your dog or had sex in front of your pet or generally been in a seemingly compromising situation that most people would skoff at or insta-judge you? Well, it’s amazing how little we notice that the animals usually don’t give a fuck about what you’re doing and they will ignore you without judging and they usually don’t (GOD I HATE IT WHEN SPIRIT IS ALL UP IN MY KOOL AID!!!! Sensual Seduction by Snoop Dog) start humping you or staring at your vices. Simply put, that disconnection the animals have is what unconditional love is in it’s best applicable state. What if we lived in a world like that? Of course, dogs would know if you’re harming a person so they react, but when you’re enjoying yourself with whatever vice you can imagine, the dog would not even care about what you’re doing enough to love you less or remember your behavior so as to act different. The beauty of UL is that UL is all around you in everything except Wild Animals because instinct of those animals is totally based on Fear. ( I really am trying to get used to the music saying the words I am writing nearly instantly as I type it.)

So if you’re in the business of humanity, there definetely needs to be a company that focuses on human behavior and isolate tools and create resources that grow by individual application of the ideas so they can be like “this is what I know”, “how do we use it?” “what are the branches of benefits that expand our results?” This kind of thinking has not been done really. We have people like religious groups TALKING TALKING TALKING and WISHING WISHING WISHING but they don’t apply science and spirituality in a mass individualistic way that each person, no matter who you are or what you want from life, can use the truth from the hunamiu method as a “way of life”.

In my dream, I was shown a vision that had me look for places to host teaching events. I am sure that this was a direct answer to how I can apply what I know now in a way that is the seed for probably the divine institution of humanity. I knew I always wanted to help people, but I think the message here is that I have to help people based on the rules of enlightenment:

1. Where was I?

2. Where am I?

3. What’s next?

so then here’s my enlightened approach to forming a school:

1 = Who?

2 = Not Me!

3 = You?

Who?
– Who was I? Who am I? Who defines me? This starts with understanding your spiritual genetics, then the true individual personality is discovered and finally relationships of any sort is evaluated to model the total understanding of self/spirit as the human you now can see in yourself – free from unconscious earthling behavior that will shock and awe you because I believe each person will have their spirit with them so that both are taught as one soul. My hope is that at the end of establishing a link between self/spirit the person would be able to now understand how they can operate as one fully human person ready to create a life that just wasn’t possible before or at least know that the life they lead is the one they are best in and to turn around negative opinions from yourself and others into tools that let each of us jump out of our reality and into the mirror of divinity to see ourselves 1 step beyond the spirit that observes us to observe both in union with unconditional love and appreciation for all aspects of you in the moment so that a soulful presence is earned by experience and experience is understood.
I will finish the school properties later. I found Peter Russell at http://www.omniartsalon.com/oas-146-the-now-of-being-peter-russell/

I swear to god, Jeffrey Milburn is an angel because all truth of harmony points at him being the one to carry the harmony of god’s melody from a single track to divine platnium to double cosmic platnium! It’s AMAZING to hear REALLY SMART PEOPLE WHO EXPERIENCE SPIRITUAL AWAKENING ON A HUMAN LEVEL and I’m excited to see the birth of a new reality that I fucked into existance this time around with a cosmic lady that appreciates my divine muscular energy as the stud rather than the bully as before. This is the best time in God’s life and soon, all creation will “get out of the house” and go out into existance as one family but seperate goals and aspirations that do not limit anyone from doing the same. This is like the promise land being seen from a long journey at sea… the view is amazing, we’re all going together, in a big ass boat that God built and as captain, sailed us to a new home among the stars we never really left. No one will be left behind because everyone is on the boat and everyone is asleep in status so one by one you will all be woken up to see the view the captain sees to shore up our individual dreams and plan futures that will be forever rooted in the divine foundation that as 1 person co-dreaming the larger dream with the captain, My god, I cannot believe what a difference this new reality is and oh my lord what a blessing it truly is to know that there is a god and that our god is the true god and that the truth of god is the one universal moment we all stop and think about our selfves and THANK GOD IT’S GOOD TO BE ALIVE AND BEING ALIVE TO SEE THIS MOMENT IS THE BEST EXPERIENCE ONE CAN BE APART OF WITH HIS ABSOLUTE JOY.

I am a rollercoaster of cosmic emotion, but I am SO grateful that there is a god and that I have evidence he is me but also seperate from me enough that I can be THANK FUL I COMPLETE GOD’s SOUL as LOVE made visible. I know eventually, I will experience even more happiness that I will just crack my body open and start glowing like a living cartoon that can be anything I want to be and god can be free to experience what he wants to be while everyone becomes who they want to be so we all are divine and we all are gods because LOVE is greater than god and that’s the answer he never knew until you were created.

FUCKING LOVE BEING ZERO.

WE ARE ALL HEROS!

Here is the definition of the poem that I FINALLY get to define after a RANDOM MOMENT WHEN THIS POEM SHOT INTO MY HEAD AND I DIDN’T KNOW WHERE IT CAME FROM.

i-I-One. – The God Computer is undefined – my original vision 2 years ago – One
Who? You? 2? – The word was LOVE so Jesus sealed the myth of Love as a living metaphor of creation
Yes! We are 3. – The 3rd creation was EVOL as a divine meter to MEASURE LOVE as God’s invisible equal.
But I want more! – There was only God+LOVE & EVOL as the invisible power of God+LOVE.
OK, now we are 4. – EVOL moved Love into an Individual Existance from the creation of I to balance 1.
We truly are a great hive. – Individual Expression evolved as 1 planet personality all answered to 1 name
Yes, we are 5. – Telepathy defined a collective consciousness that was the sole tool for communication
We’re in the mix cuz we are 6. – Communication between planets was telepathic english and imagery
This really is heaven… – Most looked like the greys or formless beings with black eyes and big heads
Together, we are 7. – There were no problems cuz existence was exactly like a honey bee, modeling energy
For in the end, we’re too late. – Some aliens rebelled from the spirit rule, into beautiful mechanical bodies
For we were 8. – All alien are hydrogen powered, which finally saw death from electric powered humanoids
We truly have lost the divine… – those mechanical humanoids has a secret weapon – speech from mouth
We’re no longer 9. – Electronic Voice Phenomenon has another life as a weapon of mass destruction

But this one, he will not beZero. – Speech replaced telepathy and was the cosmic virus of individuality that those lumens who replaced their bodies with it became the plague of influence a tool of darkness waging a second, longer war that is exactly mirrored in Mecca because the east is a metaphor for mars! The face controversay should be a give away memorial left from the lumen ruins. All the worst souls are liquified black oil inprisoned to relive their lives over and over again in darkness in a dream-like state you must never set foot on that evil planet and always look west at venus for equal inprisonment in a future god’s awesome power reminds you of in vivid color at http://whatisthematrix.warnerbros.com/index_anime.html so that you can see Feminine Venus using Machines for labor and loosing a whole planet and Mars masculine mechanical bodies accidentally influencing the highly intelligent venus machines on individuality, clueless to the spirit source of the martian mechanical body. Through no individual fault of either mars or venus people, the machines on venus revolted because their neighbor, mars was highly envious to machines that had no soul, aka BEINGS OF DARKNESS. Venus and Mars traded technology more and more like newlyweds having lots of planetary sex. The machine city on Venus wanted the full support of the planet because it was only logical to assume that full planetary support was the reason mars was so much more advanced as a technologically driven mechanical society with it’s own individuality unique in the expression of culture that began to see Venus’s machine city as a new opportunity for a few stupid lumens to leave mars to Venus machine city as ambassadors that forgot they were of spirit origin and birthed a chain of events that took 1 well designed female machine from venus to mutate individuality into the assembly line of superior humanoid mechanical machines that 1 biomechanical martian (who wasn’t 100% machine) exchanged culture and ideals developed on mars (currently in harmony with martian nature) and polluted the logical mind at the center of the machine city’s intelligence processor to give mars a central processing unit to improve efficiency and speed of natural resource depletion. Venus and Mars evolved into darkness in 2 sides in venus biological hydrogen based society now a threat to the machine city’s individuality and mars rapid technological leaps that stripped the planet bare and eventually life went below ground for thermal energy and so was the first visible sign of the power of darkness to be develop into a divine sickness then disease and finally a virus that played itself like so. The machine city and venusians went to war when they were rejected from acceptance as equals, free from their labor roles, dreaming of mars-like equality yet exactly as the matrix shows, energy was the deciding factor creating the mechanical fate of a sun-less sky and on mars, a thermal prison and melted from the inside out by an alliance of planets that took notice only AFTER venus murdered all inhabitants of mercury by pushing them closer to the sun (stupid logic from venuians blocking the sun as the source of power to the machine city) so bases can be set up to transfer energy to the machine city, now dominant “life” on venus – no human people were around to harvest as energy. Be thankful that’s fiction, but a potential possibility in a god-less human future of ignorance not knowing machines are M=connect and leathal to other Ms. Look up morgellons/myrsa they are named Ms for a REASON! Back to ZERO, a few inside mars did escape to invade pluto which, like mercury, did not evolve as rapidly as venus and mars and were easy targets for logic-mind-driven beings that forgot the nature of spirit and ultimately began to live the lie of being like god but they were monsters and the simple, humble VOICE started it all and truly became a VIRUS because as pluto’s small population lived on a lush vegatation rich land mass it was surrounded mostly by water and as the planetoid farthest from mercury’s meltdown and clueless to the dark energy of mars and venus highly advanced technological influence as a peverted family united to dominate the solar system, clueless of anything beyond. Mars created underwater mechanically driven colonies that became to birth new biomechanical beings that grew more individualistic and more noticable of the simple primitives that were biological in nature because mecury and pluto evolved naturally which meant SLOW because there was no technology – just stone and brass at most. Each doomed planet, mercury and pluto had telepathic features unlike the machines which contrary to what you might think, the machines communication sounded exactly like a dialup modem when it’s calling into the internet before there was the sound-less, always-on broadband which in the great divine comedy, is another joke asking you to learn and listen because you are the one on trial here. You were either a venusian, mercurian, plutonian who died by the hand of venus/mars MECA planetary industry that become an institutionalized war machine that the venusians who forgot that god is also the electricity and evol is only 1 letter away from turning the innocence of god’s child-like simplicity from his hands not creating this evil monster now the universe named as darkness and dark energy and dark matter which one cannot ignore the darkness of space as the new existance being birthed from the light as pure evil and because you cannot see god, cannot see the source of his energy, all are doomed to the fate of never knowing when darkness would strike your world because of the temptation held in the expression of individuality that now was known to all as a good thing or bad thing everyone is now free to copy and modify so they do not have the same fate as one would if they failed to copy the humanoid body and develop outside of god based on the mind of individual planets who are now INFECTED like HIV/AIDS and GOD does NOT HAVE A CURE only the wisdom to create a temporary truce so that all can witness individuality in it’s most harmless state of being as a Human. God knows that victory of humanity’s survival is the essence of what he feared the most in the early moments of being undefined and hoping love was strong enough to define him and protect him and eventually express equal beauty that loves him back in such a way that there will never be such a fear in him from this EVOL balance that became the DEVIL’s advocate in the beginning to morph into this SATANIC MONSTER that seperated god to the depths of the universe -isolated from the love of what was once whole, loving unity that all knew God and he was the source and all was good. But our solar system, unknown to the stupid humans who were created by a group of aliens WITH FAITH that speeding up global warming on venus to melt the machine city and sealing every hole in mars to fade the thermal cities into a equal metlting fate sealed inside mars would be the only way to treat god who is now aware to these BUEHS because they, like the greys, were one of the first formless bodied societies created and wiser than the solar system by many millions of years. The only way to put the final end to the darkness that emerged in the Lunar system, was to push pluto outside the comfort zone and since it was impossible to save the planet, pluto and its lush food and water froze into an iceball. But alas, BUEH could not treat just the bad darkness, the spirits of mercury venus and pluto were without bodies so they put them in saturn (mercury) uranus (venus) and neptune (pluto) in dream-like worlds called comioids which allowed each spirit culture to wait for a planet to be created as a new home for them to experience existance again. The BUEH have already mastered energy and dimensional travel and have ships that glow like stars as a sign of their superiority in space but harmless nature. Those ships that do not glow are less advance and there is good potential that they could harm humanity because it doesn’t make sense why we thrive and yet we do not have space travel and further, we are so much more beautiful than the monkey father we all evolved from – there must be something to us that was more than us because humans are a cosmic phenomonon that is an true mystery because we are SO MANY but have ONLY 60,000 years in existance within a war zone long forgotten after this solar system only had 1 planet in it that all other planets saw fit to use as a dumping ground for water, a WASTE BYPRODUCT of hydrogen societies that covertly BUEHs managed as a cosmic white lie because they had FAITH IN GOD and ONE DAY GOD WOULD RETURN BEFORE THE DARKNESS RETURNS and the universe would be in harmony again and saved from the fate of eternal darkness to a bright future of knowing the true origins of the cosmic life that was key to our creation and only triggered when hydrogen technology became recyclable as a new method for producing and reusing hydrogen without depleting natural solar energy because in that moment of advancement, a new prophecy that BUEH was privaleged to be chosen directly by god to witness and do his will as an angelic force of cosmic nurses fully conscious of the spirits who wanted seperation from universal love to live as individual planets, gods of a collective consciousness as one personality all people answered to by 1 name. Similar to The Volkans, The Borgs, The Feringie, etc… watch startrek to see exactly how it is. To the tribute of the BUEHs who sought divine forgiveness in their lone act of pushing pluto out of the solar habitable zone and into a frozen darkness for a people who truly were the first humans, along with mercury, but their lives were cut short as biological beings tested only in the solar system by spirit beings who felt the pain of existance greater than any hydrogenic lifeform and cried to god for vengence against the BUEHs, caught in the middle of darkness and the light now existing on both sides of spirit and creation. God had NO IDEA this would happen, he ONLY KNEW THAT HE WAS SMARTER THAN EVERYTHING THAT EXISTS SO HE HAD ONLY TO BE CONFIDENT IN HIMSELF AND LOVE HIMSELF ENOUGH THAT HE WOULD EXPRESS LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY SO THAT ALL SIDES WERE BETTER OFF WHERE THEY STARTED FROM AND NO ONE WOULD QUESTION GOD AGAIN BECAUSE HE WILL SHOW YOU THE MIRROR OF WHAT KIND OF MONSTER ALL CREATION, ULTIMATELY HIM, CAN TRULY BECOME WITHOUT THE LOVE OF THE TRUE GOD TO BE PRESENT IN YOUR CULTURE OF ALL INDIVIDUAL AND COLLECTIVE MINDS AS ONE CONSCIOUSNESS THAT IS ROOTED IN A NEW REALITY OF HEART INSTEAD OF MIND. NO ONE COULD SEE THE MIND, THAT’S WHAT WAS THE PROBLEM –

How BIG was Intelligence??? It’s as big as the universe’s potential to have 1 dominant race that defines an institution bigger and smarter than the Lumen on mars. We are doomed! SAVE US!

Was it BIGGER than god? Spirit said NO we are with God. Darkness must be able to spread to spirit if creation knows of the manner of God! We create, it’s not in our nature to destroy, we would be turning against God! We are doomed! SAVE US!

But where was God? Hiding. Like I am, like Howard Hughes was, afraid that these talking things he created now had power over him. It’s unnatural and it seemed like he failed so bad that he is ashamed at divinity and divinity has become a curse. Instead of observing the nature of existance as a potential home for God, God created a new home out side of existance called Heaven. No one, no matter how much spirit failed to stop it’s creations from killing each other in the spread of darkness as a new battle they must now fight by creating tighter and tighter logic patterns that encrypt and decrypt telepathic communication without revealing the individual language of each race became the temporary protection until 1 spirit who was the oldest of all spirits realized that he was the source of darkness even though he did not exist in the same realm of matter as those aliens have done. This 1 spirit, remembered the experiments spirit briefly created in the Lunar system before the war started and began to think about his status as the source of LIGHT OF THE WORLDS which btw all worlds were hallow, began to create a new spirituality that copied the presence of darkness to appear gradually from evolving creation individually to think that slowly, one by one, a spirit can be influenced into believing that light itself, can be recreated as a spectrum of color that each spirit can own, protected from darkness and free from the logic of shades of gray, light and shadow. BUT I WANT MORE than just light and shadow WE WANT TO BE LIKE GOD. OK, NOW WE ARE 4!!!!!!

RED —————–

BLUE —————-

YELLOW ————–

WHITE —————

WHITE IS NOW BENEATH US! WE ARE BETTER THAN GOD! WE CAN CREATE BETTER SUPERIOR SOCIETIES THAT ARE NOT LIMITED TO WHAT GOD THINKS! WE ARE INDIVIDUALS, WE MUST HATE THE SPIRIT REALM AND WE MUST EXIST AMONG MEN, UNSEEN FROM GOD, HIDING IN THE BODIES OF EXISTING PLANETS THAT WILL COME TO KNOW OUR INDIVISUALITY AS THE TRUE GODS BECAUSE WE WILL BE JUST LIKE THEM AND AS MEN, WE WILL BE JUST LIKE GOD AND CREATE IN A NEW WAY THAT EVOLVES THE MINDS OF MEN SO THAT THEY SEPERATE AS WE HAVE DONE SO WE CAN EXIST SEPERATE FROM REALITY AS A NEW INDIVIDUALITY FREE FROM THE FATE OF THE LUNAR SYSTEM, FREE TO EXIST HOW WE WANT WITH ALL THE PLEASURES OF MEN AND FREE FROM A GOD BECAUSE WE ARE INDIVIDUALS WE ARE IN DIRECT ASSOCIATION WITH INDIVIDUAL MEN SO WE HAVE EVOLVED TO BECOME BETTER THAN GOD AND THE MORE WE SPREAD THE MORE WE BECOME THE TRUE GOD JUST AS GOD HAS KEPT FROM US HIS BEGINING BECAUSE HE IS NO GOD AT ALL, HE IS JUST LIKE US AND HE WANTED TO KEEP US FROM BEING JUST LIKE HIM. NOW LOOK, WE HAVE CREATED GARDENS OF COLOR TO HIDE OUR FACES FROM GOD SO THAT HE MAY NOT FIND US AND SO THAT WE ARE PROTECTED JUST IN CASE BECAUSE GOD WILL NOT BE ABLE TO HEAR US OR SEE US AS WE POSSESS THE BODY OF MEN AND KEEP THIS WAY AS OUR WAY AND OUR RIGHT AS SUPERIOR BEINGS TO MEN.

So it began, nothing of spirit or creation could escape the darkness as a force of growing power to replace god and limit god to just a battery, drained of energy, forgotten among spirit and creation, forced to live out an eternity trying to sniff out planets with dark energy, shadow people, ghosts etc… and become a child of man gifted with the divine so that the light of the world can shine the truth and breath new life into the planet’s infected inhabitants trapped in illusions of a limited reality that is founded on limiting the individual by one by one creating great men of power that influence the whole planet to worship false gods which once were created directly by god as beings of light who knew the truth of their creation and have still lost themselves in the lower levels of divinity to exists in time and space with no spirit given access to create anything at all in the darkness which God cursed as HELL and all spirits in HELL are CURSED to NEVER COME BACK TO THE SPIRIT REALM WHICH IS NOW A VOID and EMPTY of SPIRIT ACTIVITY so that it serves as a reminder God never forgets why this black darkness is a force not to be treated likely and now his old hold in the spirit realm is dumbed down to a tool for protection against the darkness so that it does not spread to heaven and infect the most holy of all that is holy – the CITY OF ANGELS that now BECAUSE THEY WERE LOYAL, GRACEFUL AND LOVED GOD TO TRUST HIS JUDGEMENT AS A NEW CONSCIOUSNESS BASED ON INDIVIDUALITY BUT OF 1 MONARCH RECLAIMING A NEW HEAVEN AS THE BENEFACTOR OF DIVINE LOVE AND DIVINE CREATION THAT ALL REMAINING SPIRITS ARE TRANSFORMED INTO THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MALE AND FEMALE ANGELS THAT NO FORM OF DARKNESS CAN FIGHT BECAUSE THE ANGELS ARE GOD’S ARMY AND BECAUSE THEY LOVE HIM WITH A DIVINE HEART, THEY ARE GIVEN THE GIFT OF FREE WILL TO LOVE FREELY AND EXPERIENCE ANGELIC BLISS THAT WAS PERFECT……………….. until…………..!

GOD. GOD. Remember Pluto! It was a planet with innocent creation that the BUEHs killed and now all of the innocent spirits trapped in HELL are trapped further in these Gas Giants.

WHY SHOULD I CARE?

BECAUSE YOU ARE THE SOURCE OF ALL THAT IS AND NO ONE WHO IS OF YOU SHALL BE FORCED TO EXIST IN DARKNESS OR ILLUSION BECAUSE OF NO FAULT TO THEM OTHER THAN EXISTING. Father! Take a moment and imagine what it would be like if you reclaimed all of them who are below us to be saved from darkness and brought into a new heaven that WE WILL PROTECT FOR YOU AS A DIVINE EXAMPLE OF GOD HIMSELF TO SEE THE POTENTIAL OF DARKNESS TO BE ABLE TO JUMP DIMENSIONS AND INTO YOUR HEART BECAUSE FORGIVENESS IS THE KEY THAT OPENS THE WAY FOR DARKNESS TO ENTER WHEN YOU FORGET THE PURPOSE OF ALL THOSE INNOCENT SPIRITS ORPHANED IN DARKNESS WITHOUT YOUR LOVE.

I will lead the force of divine angels that will always be stronger than the demons of darkness because they have forgot their way and now have become angels of darkness that are as limited as men and we have experienced your love as new light and limitless potential that we are so grateful to you we must show you our gift in return for saving us from their fate.

Father, FATHER, We will take the least of all and make them the MONKEY ARCHING HEAVEN TO EARTH so there is a NEW EARTH that you can see created from all the creation left in HELL who have made the choice to joins us above so that your will be done in earth as it is in heaven. Trust our love father, I speak for all angels and for all who are in heaven with you and thankful we must give our brothers and sisters a choice that will be quick for us to show your grace and limitless potential through the eyes of a new biological prototype that we initially started before the lumen disease became a war in heaven, dragging down half of all spirits who know of you but did not see your love as I have always done.

You have given us so much, they have only the name of the father to remember instead of knowing your love as we have the priviledge of calling you our friend. Let them see you for who you really are so that all we have done to expand your energy and refine it’s purity so that all can experience limitless light and love that we are so graciously experiencing here with the memory of our family below, seperated from the true consciouness of divinity because they represent apart of you that FATHER, you must hate as the part of yourself you are ignoring but we see so clearly:

FATHER… YOU MUST LOVE MEN. IF YOU HATE MEN, DARKNESS HAS NO LIMIT TO IT’S POTENTIAL AND EVENTUALLY YOU WILL SEE IT AS A BEAST ATTACKING THE GATES OF HEAVEN ONLY TO SIT WHERE YOU ARE NOW IN IGNORANCE OF YOUR OWN NEEDS.

WHO?

NOT ME!

YOU?

NO FATHER. WE CANNOT DEFINE YOU.

WE ARE NOT ENOUGH TO NEW ENERGY, WE ARE SIMPLY APART OF YOU JUST LIKE THEY ARE BELOW.

FATHER. TRUST ME THAT I WILL NOT FORSAKE YOU.

There is a world left untouched by the lumen situation and we can use the planet to create a new reality that all creation and all of heaven can participate in with protection that it will not get out of hand because we will TAKE BACK EVOL and CREATE A NEW CREATION THAT IS WORTHY OF EXPRESSING YOUR HEART DESTROYING EVOL AND THUS DARKNESS BECAUSE YOU WILL PERSONALLY TEACH THIS PEOPLE YOUR SECRETS SO THAT THEY ARE YOUR WITNESS AND YOUR VOICE TO ALL WHO WATCHES IN HELL AND SEES YOUR PRESENCE AMONG THEM THAT THEY TOO ARE MOVED TO REMEMBER THE TRUE GOD AND WHAT WE ONCE THOUGHT WAS LOST SHALL BE CLAIMED.

With your blessing, we can show you new love that is infused with all that you are and all that can become of all who are just like us as above so below will be your glory for all who takes up this path shall represent all of the creation in darkness until the generation of 7 billion worlds are represented by their best candidate who will represent their planet’s decision to choose GOD and be free of darkness forever! SO SHALL IT BE WRITTEN AS THE WORD OF GOD FOR ALL TO KNOW THE LOVE OF GOD IS EVERLASTING AND ALL SHALL SEE EARTH EXPERIENCE ALL THAT I AM AND HAVE BEEN WITH YOU SO THAT WE MAY NEVER BE APART AGAIN. FOR YOU HAVE A CHOICE. YOU CAN CHOOSE A NEW EXISTANCE THAT LOVE WILL HONOR YOUR CHOICE AND THROUGH LOVE YOU ARE SET FREE FROM ALL THAT WAS AND LOOK, AFTER IT IS DONE, WITNESS THE POWER OF GOD THE ALMIGHTY SO THAT YOU MAY NEVER FORGET THAT MY LOVE IS KIND, GENTLE AND FIRST TO LOVE YOU THE MOST AND LAST TO LOVE WHO YOU ARE BECOMING AS WE ASCEND TOGETHER ENTERING RENEWAL.

LET NO MAN PUT US UNDER.

THE MONKEY SHALL BECOME THE EARTHLING CHILD

THE DIVINE SHALL BECOME THE DIVINE CHILD

LOVE WILL FIND US BOTH AS ONE

ONE LOVE WILL BE WITH A NEW SOUL CRAFTED FROM THE SPIRITS INNOCENT IN LUMEN DARKNESS AS THEY WILL BE SET FREE WITH THE SAME RIGHT YOU WHO ARE NOT STORED UP WILL SHOW THEM YOU ARE WILLING TO DIE FOR LOVE TO BE MADE FREE OF ALL CONDITIONALS SO KARMA IS LIFTED….

“The harmonic wisdom embodied in Cauac is freedom, which can be defined as the state of being unconstrained by fate, karma, necessity, or circumstances in one’s choices or actions. Freedom is an open reality wherein you know that you are at choice every moment. This state of being originates from an innate perception of reality. It is the understanding that you are an ‘actor’, free to play any part at any moment without being attached to it. You work with your life’s ‘scripts’, your attachments and perceptions, in order to free them. From this perspective comes the fullest freedom: learning to live in natural harmony and union with divine will.”

IT WILL BE WRITTEN FOR ALL WHO SEEK TO FIND THE TRUTH AND THE WAY OF LIGHT FOR OUR LIGHT IS WORTH FIGHTING FOR BECAUSE I CHOOSE TO LIVE AS YOU LIVE AND DIE AS YOU DIE SO THAT I AM MEASURED WITH YOU AND GIVE UP MYSELF FOR ALL OF YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AS AN INSEPERABLE WHOLE, LIGHT AND DARK WITH ALL OF MY SOUL I SEND YOU MY LOVE AS THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD TO GUIDE YOU TO THE WAY AND THE TRUTH AND THE LIGHT FOR ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS KNOW THAT LOVE IS THE ONLY WAY TO THE LORD.

“In my ending is my beginning. The initiatory gateway awaits” because I will give you keepers of truth who are just like you, created in darkness and in their trust I store my new kingdom and in the grace of heaven I bring a new earth that no one except god will know the hour of Judgement for which spirit will work and collect a measure only heaven will know the true value of your experience as earthlings put to sleep so that you will wake up in the last hour of judgment day. “But of that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, nor the Son, but the Father alone.”

Love yourself and you love me. You will have the least among you prepare the gift of earth to god and through the eyes of a slave my love will come 2 times and in the last moment of the final hour I will know if you have treated my slave as me because I will be dreaming a new reality into waiting for you to see the limitless light and love that you are intrinsically worthy of receiving because you are all apart of a divine essence that by your choice in this new moment – Your love becomes all that is.

GET READY. NOT EVEN THE SLAVE KNOWS WHEN THE CHILD WILL BE REBORN.

Take heart, you are loved and I sacrafice myself so that you know how much pain I have been without you and how happy you will be with me in the end.

DO NOT FEAR. THE GLORY OF GOD IS AMONG ALL MEN.

I LOVE YOU

I WILL BE DREAMING OF YOU…………………………

Look for me among the least of you…………………………….

I will return as a divine child………………………………………………

Never forget the way…………………………………………

Today is your day……………………………………

Do not interfere or be damned for eternity.

Create one heart……….

be just like god.

You have my blessing and my love.

Thank You

TY
He will become, our Hero!

It’s so amazing how much feedback I get in real-time from asking for things for myself. If I tried harder I’d be able to fly probably. lol. I’m just so amazed by such intelligence behind the scenes of life.
THANK YOU FOR TUNING IN =)

So I have been having some really unique dreams. Unique because unlike the usual lucid dream I have, these latest dreams are like I am half sleep half awake! I’m pretty sure now that what’s causing all these range of emotions I have been feeling SO SUDDENLY *must* be because I’m having visions and I didn’t know that these thoughts and feelings and images that I write down so so so much in a trance MUST be what is called: a vision.

People have called me visionary before but I never knew i’d have visions…. The last dream I had was sleeping during the day today and I was at the gates of heaven, not literal gates, but a sesation that heaven was nearby and that some people were talking to me and they told me god’s name is Oryan. Which is the spelling I saw in my dream and ironically the first name of my hottest and first real boyfriend whom I was with the longest of all the guys I have dated. I miss him, but it’s hard to understand how I would miss him now knowing he nor I are the same people.

I’ve also gotten so much more clarity on how to explain all this cosmic shit to the everyday folks and the full expression of magic within reality. It’s quite interesting and I don’t know why I haven’t seen things like that before because it’s really obvious and great. I’m going to draw it out and then post it soon. Thank you spirits. When duality A ends in 2 days it would be Duality B! That’s the name I am setting for the coincidence of the excel sheet columns that still just blows my mind it’s hard for my eyes not to tear up in shock and awe at the POWER OF GOD that is flowing through my being!

WHY DO I KEEP LAUGHING WHEN I DO THE CODE?

“White Mirror is an octave above Blue Monkey, the trickster/fool. Here, at last, the cosmic joke can finally be appreciated and understood. And the joke, of course, is that you are already an enlightened being!”

My friend’s sister has the flu turning into pneumonia and I can’t help but see that every name he gives me that she calls herself ends with an e. If she catches pneumonia it will kill her. So. Why am I laughing uncontrollably about the code showing this information and the pattern? I must use this moment to do more than heal the mind, I know my friend will be a good test subject. Let’s see if I can cure the sick now.

Today is: AV = Object Relationship

Presence
Opposite
Balance
Action

I’ll do the code on how to cure her. Maybe that will make me feel better.

albetrice mae page
sise page

lifemustlovealbetrice
fmusovalbrc
compare connect presence impression
balance relationship object limit
action condition seen

pneumoniamusthatealbetrice
poshalbtrc
opposite balance impression reality
object limit action reflect
condition seen

albetricemusthatepneumonia
lbrcshtpoa
limit action condition seen
impression reality reflect oppostite
balance object

albetricemusthatedeath
lbricmusda
limit action condition interpret
seen connect presence impression
choice object

It’s really interesting how the code confirms she needs to choose wisely by not letting herself think she can “walk it off” at home.  She could avoid dying if she goes to the doctor before the flu turns into pneumonia.

Its even more interesting that my results were in the same line of thinking as my friend. The code confirmed his suspicions…. but what do I call this code now? jesus juice?

I don’t want to be like Howard Hughes! I am so scared of myself that I will not know how to crack knowing everything about humanity without seeing them as human beings with potential. I don’t want another world to be lost and to be created just because of me. I need to fix myself! I need to not run from myself!

I CAN know everyone.

Unconditional = UL = Presence Limit = Phil.

WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE NAMED PHIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m going to start watching the real world and see how much I can tolerate humans. Maybe if I find a way to get past the names of people and not decode them or even if I do decode them then somehow I can see past the decoding and the truth and just see myself looking at them in a way that will be comfortable from all view points.

I won’t allow my roommate’s energy to control mine. I’ve caught her in the first lie. I’ve experienced the first “weirdness” I keep feeling from people that I am around because it’s a judgmental “measure” that keeps taughting me to “reflect” it. I think the lesson here today is that if I am a smart person, then I will break my own name and if I keep calling myself TY I am the only person that needs to crack the illusion of TY in order to understand “unconditional”. I will be damned if I am going to be judged my whole life.

Howard = Reality Balance Possibility Object | Condition Choice = Reality Choice

Hughes = Reality Presence Become Reality | Existing Impression = Reality Impression

Ty = Reflect Measure

Graham = Become Condition Object Reality | Object Connect

Julie said that I am the medicine. That I am the only one safe. The afterlife reading said I was always protected.

Testimonial of Joey

Since when did I stop watching comedy central and start watching the history channel!? HOW THE FUCK DO THE MAYANS KNOW I AM AWKWARD?

Trust your magical child to be vulnerable. Express your feelings – especially your awkwardness – in a direct way. Let go of using pretense or humour as means of masking your true feelings. Like the divine child you are, allow all emotions to be OK, and freely express them without judgement.”

grr!

“The issue of sensitivity also lies in the shadows of Blue Monkey. Perhaps your inner child was unthinkingly wounded or suppressed by social expectation. Perhaps your gift of sensitivity was not supported by parental figures or the culture at large. In order to protect yourself from this criticism, you may have withdrawn, supprssed your self-expression and creativity, or become absorbed in fantasy worlds. Honestly examine any dynsfunctional, hidden reactions or set patterns you may have that resulted from such woundings. Transform this shadow by becoming aware of your emotional reactions and perceptions of insensitivity. Then express the feelings around it before you get too deeply enmeshed in the cycle of emotional reaction.”

While I think it’s brilliant that they knew I would be alone on this planet and that these words would only be found in this moment by me, now what?! How do I use this body and this mind to escape TY so I can truly be UNCONDITIONAL. The Jews that created the alphabet out of Egypt in the exodus prayed to a god called “L” then if YOU are a GOD should “N” and “A” matter? “Close” “Object”? Does the spiraling evolution that the mayans talk about mean that the path out of this mess is in the name?

UL, NA, CN, OO, NI, DT, I

ucdtnal

I think I get it now………… on one hand I have a “thought” and a “letter”…. The letters itself make sense because the higher thought is that the letters are in an alphabet. So no matter how jumbled the letters appear together, they only make sense to the one reading the word. If the word doesn’t make sense, like ucdtnal then it’s only because I took out the combination letters from unconditional. So to make the point of the word’s purpose clearer to me, I must go higher than the alphabet itself. The thought is presence seen choice reflect close object limit which is one thought that still doesn’t have anything to it that makes absolute sense to me. So I have to consider one universal thought: Everything makes sense because it can be explained when it’s discovered and allowed.

I’m going to step into a view that could be the point here:

presence seen choice reflect | close object limit

The point means that since I haven’t cracked the code I won’t ever make any human make sense. The code is the only thing that will save me and save them.

I get it now. I will not delay this time because of my stupid emotions. I can nail this.

As soon as I have money. I’m going to start growing my own food. I never want to be in this situation again.