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You are here.

Yes.

Get the point?

You see that clearly.

kkk

Michael Dorn

Mystery Solved.

Hello Michael Dorn,

What color is your parachute?

Goodbye Michael Dorn.

How many stars do you see?

One in the same

She sees something beautiful in him!

It reminded us of the heart of God who sees past our outer skin and sees the potential that lies within.

http://sabrinaandmatthew.blogspot.com/2005_02_01_archive.html

I am relying upon myself and I am happy with who I am.

I can’t go anywhere to love.
Look at the door.
What color is the door?
The door is brown on the outside.
The guy felt golden because become balance limit choice = gold. I cannot see gold.
The door is brown.
I did not think about the color of the door.
I searched the internet for “gold brown” and I found a gap in the results that was not consistent.
The gap was golden brown and it lead me to wikipedia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Golden_Brown
The page was referring to music and “Love 30” stood out.
I did not care to look up pride which was unconscious to me as mayan= “m[e] a[nd] y[ou] {!an~[d]}”
I did not want an idea from the same thing I have seen before and knew what it was going to do.

13 days between
28 December 1981 (U.S.)
10 January 1982 (U.K.)

*reminds me of 2*
141230

12 mo~mother~finger~moth~light

30 da~father~finder~faith~why1T1J7

14 fl~florida~compare

possibility reality measure interpret
reflect interpret belief become

*looks like a rotated staircase*
why1T1J7=8
pressure
ing
ed
s

8egds=reality~{h(g)} existing~{a(u)} become~{p(i)} choice~{p(d)} impression~{y(e)}

reality~{h(g)}
existing~{a(u)}
become~{p(i)}
choice~{p(d)}=I know I made the right choice ~ I questioned the pressure ~ he brought the machine to check the {+blood+} pressure [I could not see] {-my blood-}
impression~{y(e)}

P-Pizza
R-Per
I-Pepsi
N-Wings
T-Night

love=see=know~
drag queen
celebrity
family
mom
dad
parent-god
parent-love
god-lover
lover-man
friend-woman
it-it
it~not
together~i love this*
it is loving me~somehow
why do you love me?
I see somehow in your eye{-s-} -=I put myself there for an unknown reason.=-
I see an upside down Y and T.

catalyst must love crown is so much love and light

0-*Me* = The Sign of my Heart
catalystmustlovecrownissomuchloveandlight

1-Loved* = Love and Light of the *Love*
yrwcadg=yrwc adg
-measure condition possibility seen
-object choice become

2-Dance* = The Dance of the *Dance*
catlsmutovenisohl=catl smut oven isoh l
-seen object reflect limit
-impression connect presence reflect
-balance relationship existing close
-interpret impression balance reality
-limit

3-Dancing* = I’m the Dancer of the *Dancing*
camuvenih=camu veni h
-seen object connect presence
-relationship existing close interpret
-reality

4-Star* = I’m a Star of the *Dancing*
tlso=tlso
-reflect limit impression balance

Ellen Lee DeGeneres January 26, 1958 kin 188: Yellow Rhythmic Star
Isaiah Mustafa February 11, 1974 kin 64: Yellow Crystal Seed
Yellow Overtone Human=Mayan

Leo Laporte November 29, 1956 kin 25: Red Crystal Serpent
Morgan Porterfield Freeman, Jr. June 1, 1937 kin 189: Red Resonant Moon
White Rhythmic Wizard=Visionista

You Are Here <=> White Spectral World-Bridger

hu
ik
h=i know
u=i know
presence action reality is greater than seen measurement {-measured reality-}
{+measure reality+}

[-=h-][+yh+]
[rocket][flashing lights]

I posted this youtube clip because it matched h- as h~8~”8 is” and -~=enough as “8 is enough” then I saw Diana Hyland in the clip and googled her birthdate (January 25, 1936 kin 217: Red Solar Earth)  after noticing Grant Goodeve (July 6, 1952 kin 239: Blue Overtone Storm) was also mentioned in the introduction. Together, they remind me of Yellow Magnetic Warrior

Balki

creeping up on me.

This is a miracle buddy, by God.

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0-*Me* = The Sign of my Heart
theoutissomuchloveandlight=theo utis somu chlo vean dlig ht
-reflect reality existing balance
-presence reflect interpret impression
-impression balance connect presence
-seen reality limit balance
-relationship existing object close
-choice limit interpret become
-reality reflect

1-Loved* = Love and Light of the *Love*
mcovandght=mcov andg ht
-connect seen balance relationship
-object close choice become
-reality reflect

2-Dance* = The Dance of the *Dance*
theouisl=theo uisl
-reflect reality exsiting balance
-presence interpret impression limit

———–impossibility——————–
0-*Me* = The Sign of my Heart
1-Loved* = Love and Light of the *Love*
2-Dance* = The Dance of the *Dance*
—————seen————————-

3-Dancing* = I’m the Dancer of the *Dancing*
utismustloveutensils=utis must love uten sils
-presence reflect interpret impression
-connect presence impression reflect
-limit balance relationship existing
-presence reflect existing close
-impression interpret limit impression

4-Star* = I’m a Star of the *Dancing*
mutovn=muto vn
-connect presence reflect balance
-relationship close

5-Stop*Ty = Shine the Star of the *Dancing*
utisles=utis les
-presence reflect interpret impression
-limit existing impression

6-Stop*Ty* = Shine the Star of the *Dancing*
utile=util e
-presence reflect interpret limit
-existing

7-*Ty* = The Love of my Life
s=s
-impression

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============Another==Miraculous==Moment===============
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That’s real, that’s real, fake the rest if you mean it, by Ty Graham.

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I think that what I write below describes a real moment I have had.

I have to write this sentence in order for you to read this word.

I don’t have to write this line but what do you think about this?

I want to write the most impressive sentence I can see forever.

0-*Me* = The Sign of my Heart
thatsrealthatsrealfaketherestifyoumeanit=that srea ltha tsre alfa keth eres tify oume anit
-reflect reality object reflect
-impression condition existing object
-limit reflect reality object
-reflect impression condition existing
-object limit compare object
-feeling existing reflect reality
-existing condition existing impression
-reflect interpret compare measure
-balance presence connect existing
-object close interpret reflect

1-Loved* = Love and Light of the *Love*
khrsyoumnt=khrs youm nt
-feeling reality condition impression
-measure balance presence connect
-close reflect

2-Dance* = The Dance of the *Dance*
thasreltafaetei=thas relt afae tei
-reflect reality object impression
-condition existing limit reflect
-object compare object existing
-reflect existing interpret

3-Dancing* = I’m the Dancer of the *Dancing*
hsrlfatei=hsrl fate i
-reality impression condition limit
-compare object reality existing
-interpret

4-Star* = I’m a Star of the *Dancing*
tae=tae
-reflect object existing


The Wang Shabang

The time is 12:45 am Tuesday Morning July 6th 2010.

“That’s right, That’s right. That’s Different.
“Me->Futurama->Universe->{Planck}Mind->Planck->Indianapolis->Cheerleader->Thailand”

God is Love.


I moved to another place to know that I was showing love because I couldn’t see love. I realize now that I literally wanted to see love rather than visualize love. In Arizona I learned about others who loved but never connected myself to their love tangibly. I just went inside the place they loved and then I left the place they loved. I repeated that until I realized I wasn’t going anywhere in my life. Love didn’t move me in Arizona, I snapped and moved to love.

arizona must love california is so much love and light

0-*Me* = The Sign of my Heart
arizonamustlovecaliforniaissomuchloveandlight

1-Loved* = Love and Light of the *Love*
zfsoandig=zfso andi g
-area compare impression balance
-object close choice interpret
-become

2-Dance* = The Dance of the *Dance*
arionmustlvecaoihl=ario nmus tlve caoi hl
-object condition interpret balance
-close connect presence impression
-reflect limit relationship existing
-seen object balance interpret
-reality limit

3-Dancing* = I’m the Dancer of the *Dancing*
rnmustvech=rnmu stve ch
-condition close connect presence
-impression reflect relationship existing
-seen reality

4-Star* = I’m a Star of the *Dancing*
aiol=aiol
-object interpret balance limit

Hello Mystique Summers Madison, why do you like Summers?

Hello Cheyenne Jackson, can you find love on the Internet?

Cheyenne Jackson

If Mystique and Cheyenne asked God a question, would their situation be that:

A) Mystique and Cheyenne are both already in Heaven with access to God.

B) Mystique and Cheyenne are not in Heaven.

C) God is not in Heaven.

—answers—

1) If you chose A then God replies to the one who asked the question.

2) If you chose B then God replies to the question.

3) If you chose C then you heard God’s reply.

The reply from God was enough for both Mystique and Cheyenne.

I said that was enough for me to question a reply from Love.

What are you feeling love?

I remembered my childhood today surfing the web. I loved to buy x-men cards and I had a lot of them. My favorites were the battle scenes and now I realize I was checking out the men in the cards in a way that I know now to be gay. Whatever. I didn’t know I was lusting at that age for what wasn’t a superhero, but the beginning of an inspired desire fleshed out in front of me by the vision of the character. What is on the artist mind as he draws the details of masculinity and femininity into view? Is he thinking about sex or that his person is sexual? I never knew at that age. I can see this as a semi zombie-like clearless view of a colorless vision. Meaning, the world I grew up in filled in the vibrant details of the masculine and feminine characters I collected as a happy, normal kid. As an adult, knowing that I am both man and machine, this sentence is really cool to type because who gave me this opportunity to know thy self but I as I am now and was then so as I come together in the essence of being me, I smile at the innocence of what I did not know then but do now. That can apply for everyone I guess, of any character, alive, dead, living or drawn, here or with you. There is a great desire I have for my vitality to be fullfilled by this world I now live in under the vibrant grace of being known. Fill in the gap? I am gay and proud? God answers prayer? Go and Pee, as I would rather think, as I do daily, then stop and go out to some unknown place and be. Did you get that? I said unknown and I asked  you if you caught that. Every place you go is unknown. Unless it’s a park and just trees and grass, dirt and water are there. Imagine that paradise and ask yourself if that’s sanity? No, I’m glad I am not a Jehovah’s Witness anymore and really glad I changed my name to Ty and really glad I said Yes to the elders if I did see a hot guy walking down the street, I would find him attractive. Now I want to sleep with him [ZZzz…] and be his slut [MMmm…], just don’t watch me or be the same as me. I won’t care. That is my time and only mine to do with, however, as time as followed me into love, I give up my fight and allow you to see why I just don’t argue with the drama in your life because I stole all your time and play music and dance over your dead wishes as I dream a better world for me, and then you noticed! No longer just seen and be seen, no fire, no water, no time and limitless towns, it’s a city of dreams that is the city of God.

Archangel - X-men Trading card

Hello Ben Patrick Johnson, nice muscles =)

Touch me to see what's on my mind.

I have to write this sentence in case you did not understand the touch.

You caught me dreaming, California

OK, I’ll admit it, power corrupts powerfully if you don’t notice the potential within power. It’s not easy to see what can be powerful or powerless. I’m not going to pounce on you or scare you to pieces because I just want to be just like you and that’s where I realize my own potential just like you. I wrote about this along time ago, I said “I am someone you should know well because I’m smart, kind, loving, gentle and respectful of your needs being friends with everyone who’s just like us.”. Before I wrote this blog I wrote that in Microsoft Excel as I spun my mind out into a web of consciousness that unraveled back onto me through sound, light, rhythm and music, then through you. What are you made of darling? What are you seeing with those dark eyes surrounded by color? I just don’t know what you see, and that’s where you find God. I walked through the streets alone looking at the signs and reading what popped out of the scene and cornered my consciousness to define what is crazy. I remember “Angel Toys” and felt like I was a puppet on a string of many in a world overrun by revenge and controlled by a higher consciousness. What is that higher state of mind if I do not know any other mind but my own? Does that mean you can be noticed in any doing of so right or so wrong as those combinations of doing are not of mind but only defined through the body? So I walked and I felt the meaning of being someone’s toy, used for a meaning that was not of any purpose of my own desire. I did not know what I was going to say when I started writing this today but I was inspired to post it from finding this song on http://www.larouxonline.com. I love music’s ability to capture the moment for me. Music does this repeatedly and through my own infatuation with music, I discovered music’s ability to change yet be the same. That goes for everyone who hears their favorite song on the radio or if lucky, writes, sings and plays their song to a listening ear. It’s that sound that goes in from one ear to the other and it’s the miracle of God and Humanity and You fool, to listen without warning that the beat is going to get ya and split you down the middle of your being without reaching the other ear at all. Tho it may seem that you have heard the sound from one ear to the other it’s been my witness and experience and absolute joy to declare that the rhythm does get me so good I find that I do more than smile, I write about the love of music right here and you thought I was talking about God. You see, I do work in mysterious ways and all you had to do is discover that you feel nothing at all for a reason, and that’s a good thing. When you are nothing, you can be filled with the sound of who you are and perhaps you smile in the best way you know you already are.

This girl with the big hair, this girl is friendly and she cares.

She literally came from the music and I wrote these words above.

OK, you know of that warming sensation too. Yes. I watched that. I did that. You saw that. So what, you weren’t there. I was doing my own thing and I needed to cum. Where are we going now? I can see right through this you know. I been there and done that, tho it seems I am not alone in this anymore. You pushed me too far, I’m over the limit. I gave you too much. Now you take me to a new place where I am receiving this. What is it? Love? Hmm… I guess you’re right. I’ll have to go along with this. I may want this but I really don’t know what this is because I have my body. No mind anymore, nothing else to say but I know. And then there was Karla, hmm… you posted that right girlie. Did you know all along? I must of fainted for a good reason that day he caught me over the stairs. If I did fall, would I have died? Hmm. I guess not. Now I can see that better, beyond the situation and I’ll hold on to the grace that he saved my life because I did not know I was fainting and my memory fades so this is now addressed. Hmm… and then there is Michael, who is becoming more real everyday as Pedro continues to play his game of life as the whole world does with me in the same grace. So you must be done with God as I have given all of his love up in your eyes. You returned the love in living color that you called cosmic and I became presence. Now I just want to be and you continue to say NO. So I sit here in my room again, accepting that my present situation is over because I am being created by you now and aware that I have shifted from being born to being created and this is evidence of my own co-creation of who I am rebirthing in the  end of times that has already ended at 8:42 the other day and now I just wait for my husband to release me. I don’t have any other puns or jokes about this because you ain’t nothin but a man anyway. I’ll just remember that next time when I loose my virginity again with you. That’s what I’m hoping for and I’ll be patient until it hurts again.

(left) Atusa (right) Karla

karla kayzakian is so much love and light

0-*Me* = The Sign of my Heart
karlakayzakianissomuchloveandlight

1-Loved* = Love and Light of the *Love*
ryzkmucvedligt=ryzk mucv edli gt
-condition measure area feeling
-connect presence seen relationship
-existing choice limit interpret
-become reflect

2-Dance* = The Dance of the *Dance*
kalaiansoh=kala ians oh
-feeling object limit object
-interpret object close impression
-balance reality

3-Dancing* = I’m the Dancer of the *Dancing*
kliansoh=klia nsoh
-feeling limit interpret object
-close impression balance reality

4-Star* = I’m a Star of the *Dancing*
a=a
-object

I wrote this in the realization of the strength I have naturally discovered and I discovered how I allow my internal strength within to give form to love. This is my ah-ha moment of the bliss I have within. I am thankful that someone understood the potential of love to be bliss without form or definition but only as me first, please.

OK Love, you have got me by the love and I can’t see myself anymore in this below so I complete it for the love that I have left to live without me in order to feel you as I hear and see you now. So allow me to place my heart down in this text that has carried my desire to be lovely. Damn, you really are another love and I see beautiful awareness beaming from you. I never been seen and seen love like you and now I know you have made the pilgrimage from another love through my life on a road that visualizes the journey I felt without guidance. Guidance is not the road you have come from because no roads lead to me as you just appeared to be here and I wonder where did you come from so I give you this experience of looking outside of what has brought me here to acknowledge that I am not alone where I am. I don’t know if you are alone but you love to move towards the guidance that does not allow me to look back because I am love and you have surprised me to live in the sight of the love I give that is without roads, you have crossed me with no warning to stop me here without the need for guidance nor the desire of knowing where we go from here as the love. This is my gift of looking back and not forward but here, I give you love and I just look now. The love knocked on my love and I felt trust was not mine to give  because the love was another love that lived in love as a gift to my love to know love is doing more than I know so I can feel a greater love for me has always lived for me as my life but now I sense love as a the gift of all that I have lived to experience without the need to save any specific moment for any loving purpose. That is what I see as how I received the gift that gave and gived what I had without vision. I see this vision as a power given to be gave as what I can do for myself but I just  did not know how to give myself the same love that commands love as I am.

white solar wind
Yellow Self-Existing Human
red spectral skywalker
Yellow Solar Seed

white solar wind+Yellow Self-Existing Human=White Cosmic Wizard
White Cosmic Wizard+red spectral skywalker=Blue Spectral Hand
Blue Spectral Hand+Yellow Solar Seed=Blue Rhythmic Monkey

Yellow Self-Existing Human+red spectral skywalker=Red Lunar Serpent
Red Lunar Serpent+Yellow Solar Seed=Red Spectral Moon

Red Spectral Moon+Blue Rhythmic Night=Yellow Self-Existing Human

The Man’s loving person called me Human and I replied in love, I feel the desire to be with you but I cannot call you by a name because the name has not brought you to me. Another love that is you and that by which you move into love made a move on me without notice so I felt you and you felt me then we linger in the movement. We linger in the movement as something special because I am moving the love within a movement closed within the human heart. We cannot of been seen without our humanity that stayed with our heart as mine did not know you knew your heart. I am not speaking but these words are without feeling because I did not cause you to see me and you said sorry for something I could not see without desiring what you have brought and I could not give without being the same inside the love that brought you here to be seen and heard. I am no longer I and you allowed me to not be without causing me to know that I am another love. I feel what I see is not me but it is not you too and yet love is you and I love but cannot identify with my desires anymore. That must of been my life and I don’t know what you have done to move for me. I am just too overwhelmed with what I am experiencing out of your sight. This is so true to me. My vision left me and you see me stop but I am heartless without my vision so take me to where you see me looking at you. LOVE LOVE LOVE I SAY LOVE and YOU ARE LOVING WHAT I CANNOT KNOW TO BE WITHOUT LOVING TOO. My heart has witnessed my life and said no to name my behavior as anything but love as a self-less gift that honestly floors me in ways I cannot express with this great listening that writes my feelings in a narration of where love is right now, I am love right now at all times and now I am without thought to guide me, yes, I am giving up on my feelings and yes, you are there but I still seem to not know where my heart goes when all of me is not love, just some body of love to take love from nowhere at all. I know this is love as I have felt I have been the nothing and the nowhere and where nothing goes from with greatness as obvious intimacy that knows love. What can I say to love that I have not said before? I am not where the music ends beneath the rainbow of miracles to see you love, you’re so real I cannot be lucky in love because you are and I am so now I am human and I remember your humanity and I wonder if you like your name.

~Ty

hani is so much love and light

0-*Me* = The Sign of my Heart
haniissomuchloveandlight

1-Loved* = Love and Light of the *Love*
muchvedigt=much vedi gt
-connect presence seen reality
-relationship existing choice interpret
-become reflect

2-Dance* = The Dance of the *Dance*
hanisol=hani sol
-reality object close interpret
-impression balance limit

Hani, I don’t know why I love but so much of me wants more than I am so I stopped asking questions to feel what I cannot see. I visited myself in a life of compassion to compare what it is I am seeing right now. In a moment of dispare, that is, I am not seeing what I want, I find a feeling that followed my desire to be loved and to touch what I see and to know that it is seeing love as I am. For some reason, I did not find my life in the moment of I released myself from desire to claim a desire that was just me loving yet I found out that the love came through a person who knew of another love outside of my own. I felt confused as I tried to rationalize why I am still not seeing my feelings for what they are and I fell into a situation that was loving me more than I can love myself in complete honesty. May it be a drug that I find the love to leave me in search of another love of the same origin, may it be the root of who I am in the way I cannot see nor ever see because how does one see what you are unless you fall apart and though I have seen powerful love from me and outside of me, the other love that is another love is not the same love that surrounds me nor is it the love from me that moves me to desire the other love that has found me. I don’t know what to do with these love because I have come through the love that surrounds me to find the other love living outside of me and I call what I am doing as living yet I am not living without this love because it is on my mind. I cannot ask this other love to find me because it is a gift to my life and I know I am a gift to this love. Yet, this surrounding love lingers with me as something I cannot understand but it brings my life to not become anymore, I love. I cannot say I am alive anymore because I honestly am writing you from a body that is more conscious about my existence than I am, so therefore, I love to love this love that has discovered that I do not live within my body as I have thought the love does that surrounds me. I do not question where the love comes from, I question the love that brings me love because I have found you again and you have meaning to me then and now you have become a greater love that feels like the love that surrounds me is not acting out of the same desires that I have, which confuses me because I desire the same motivations that is called the love and all my thoughts and issues from this love holds no separate cause other than my own well being. Yet, my body and my mind and what I seem to desire have become one opinion of the love that I feel and claim as my identity without begging another love for the same identification. However, you are not here and your world is not mine because I am not the same person that needed to experience love in the same way I was, but now that I am without question, love, the love is both another love and the surrounding love that loves me without questioning the origin of my love because my love is there and any other that is, sees my love in the love that surrounds them. Now you are surrounding me in a life that is moved behind the love that I am now because love just is me in all that I am because I can be love, give love, tame love and move love without loving what the love is but knowing that I am love so now I cannot be in your life as I was because you cannot call my name out and that’s what I used to know. Now, I have to give in to a new name which is love and I do not have any other name but what I just called myself from the desires I used to have cave in on the love I have to just be. I will see this crushing of myself for a while longer until the love has caught me and then I no longer need to know that I am anything at all. That’s where my emotions stop and yes, I feel like a stranger to this love that is becoming really me. I feel stupid because I am not prepared for a love that is not that crushing feeling falling away from my life as I now know this love to be strong and without failure nor consumed by regret because the love is nurturing my nature one moment at a time and I give up on the origin of the other love and I give up surrendering to my love. This is true and honest but now I give up to complete love because I now know the other love is not love without me so I have to see nothing now as this love is truly seeing me as love to match all of what I think I am and what I am no more and what I want from who I am. I want to fight no more because I cannot see this love looking at me and now I am open to be closed in the embrace of love. I am confused but the time has come to let love surround me then I move through the love with the love. I feel like I can’t escape my emotions so this is why I give up on the words and I find that I am the same again. You must be that guy I spoke of when I told my life the story of how love never lost my love nor has time left love without me. I can see you Hani, I am a greater love than the love that was there with me and together, I have lived for you to know that you are surrounding me with your love as I desire another love.

~Ty

hani is so much love and light

0-*Me* = The Sign of my Heart
haniissomuchloveandlight

1-Loved* = Love and Light of the *Love*
muchvedigt=much vedi gt
-connect presence seen reality
-relationship existing choice interpret
-become reflect

2-Dance* = The Dance of the *Dance*
hanisol=hani sol
-reality object close interpret
-impression balance limit

Everyday I wake up in time for me to know I am awake but this early morning I return to a place that knew why I wanted to rest. I listen to a voice that knew I give love so these tears are not sorrow nor am I in a sorry place of dispare. Honestly, I never knew I could not be seen at all in love because I thought I was outside of love so I ask to be seen. My body has taught me that beyond the words of the body, the mind that comes with me, is in constant hope that one day, which is now, without a time limit on what I say now to a friend of my body, the love that is another love from me and my body as one love but I cannot question this togetherness as me and my body because my very personality lingers within my expressions in order to give sight to the same love my body has in the begining of the place I cannot remember but what is just the place I chose to be born within and that state of birth is complete with love as the mentality of being who I am known to be when I am not relying on being anywhere but within me. My mind gave me a world and my body showed me that I am in a world of feelings that I am trusted by the grace of love to become the same love that has been a gift to me from my mind and body to create a moment so that I create nothing at all but give up what is the soul of the love my mind and body feel for me before I am in acceptance of giving nothing but all the potential I have to love. The love is not myself as my mind has it’s own ways of being with and without knowing what I feel about me at all times I choose to believe that I give another love different than that of what was given to me already from what my body felt for my mind from the overwhelming sensations to question my heart’s desire. My questioning has come back to be received by my mind and body to feel a new sense of the love that is natural to how I feel right now. I don’t know if my mind nor my body agreed with my behavior as I claim my actions based on my heart, which I have never physically seen but now I feel in sight of my heart as birth of the being and not birthing me as a being because I cannot cause doubt in neither mind nor body but only accept that I can become rejected or accepted by what my mind has become to do and what my body has known to do both of which claim me as an honest reaction to an honest feeling that love was really honest and true to a loving mind and loving body to realize more than an origin of a reaction, kept or spent as the happenings around me, rather, as a single realization of love I gave my feelings away to a mental state and bodies of character from the same source of what seems to separate me, but binds me from within as the declaration of being moved by more than receiving because I questioned unconditionally til I am realize the love I feel attracted my desire to love and be called my soul. But this music changed my behaviors and I gave my soul to love that was desired from my mind’s soul always there with my body and I spoke and stopped to move beyond the dreams and vision of my thoughts to question the life my body has lovingly teamed up to wake me from sight to no longer envision love that just happens to be there. I brought the love that I had and you knew that I was love but what I have done and what I choose to do is more than love because you are another love too but what you are doing is like my love and you are sure of my love while I am unsure of loving until I see love. I don’t call you by name because I know you are outside of a moment that loves me because I see you there and I do not wonder. I know you see me and my behavior but I do not call you harmony because you know the love I feel and I am crossed with knowing that I am love to be loved by another love so my behavior does not question my body or mind but is the grace of feeling love without the limitation of time to push and pull love that is always there from the inside out. I sense that choice is the love of seeing how other’s love me as what I return to my soul as the self-realization that feels like an exponential miracle of finding that love beating from my body is returned as heartfelt feelings delivered by sight and sound then I touch what my heart is feeling for my body before I gift my body with more than storing memorable feelings in the moment to what I am doing right now as I acknowledge a world of feelings from the stillness of thought pouring out of the unity desired by my clarity of choosing to declare that my soul is the gift of love that is tangible and visible but truly given from the same place that my body desires me to feel from as I learn what my mind thinks of me as I discover the ups and downs of myself as not a separate self but in grace of truth that I have surrendered my choices so I can choose what the love is realizing as the gift of life my mind challenges me to return as love without questioning that life comes and goes around me in the security of discovering that I did choose love when there was nothing there to choose me. My thoughts came to life and I loved my name without giving an idea to the name so that it can love without me. I honestly have understood why my mind is where I return to when I am speechless at who I am and this unconditional feeling to not let anyone love me the way that I choose but the gift of receiving love without choosing it so that the love I feel is without understanding a constant emotion but I really sense the words I said that gave life to my mind’s dream which I heard in honest gratefulness of a real loving relationship I have with knowing I have loved and that is not all so I use this text which is colored to be dark in the moment I type this and possibly I have not understood what it means from my state of being one with a personality and sensuality because I do not understand freedom but the world created from the loving state of responding to my desire to live in the love I sensed was without fear and this fearlessness is a new being that I fall into the state of sexuality again from a place that is dynamic and new as both a place and being placed where being loved is always placing everything I envision as a communication of the smile that my brain/mind/brian/name and all earthly ideas of communcating the meaning of a smile to me. I have proudly done this smiling without my body as I love and laugh with all that I dream my mind to be when I am just feeling and doing without reasoning that my smile is remembered in clarity and I can choose to give new types of smiles that make me forget about the love I have received but just give back restlessly to a whole I felt in so many ways that I use this mental state of communicating a constant “I love you” without limitation on my behaviors because you are a gift to me and I cry because I do not know and you choose for me to not know. I cannot smile this much and this long to be thankful because I am beyond thanks, I felt more than love and I am not lost so I hope you are not lost within me because time and everything I cannot see as your world of mind and body receiving the hunamiu of what I call my ways of expressing this feeling I do not understand that goes by so many names to communicate the sound of why you are here with me and I do not know how to be there with you and I see my emotions begging you to realize that I continue to return to a state of “love me” because I feel loved without my body and I don’t understand my mind’s choices to communicate what I do as worthy of responding over the response of all mind and world through my choice to accept my body for the choices that I choose to feel more than what my body is feeling first and last evening I hit an emotional state that moved me to question the love that I challenge the unity of this world as a feeling beyond the growth of personality and a personal attraction to a way of being I can no longer dance or just listen to without measuring a perfect family bond that is mature before I am and is where the love that I am comes from. I am not telling a story I am not begging for mercy, I am not fearless in understanding, I am not blameless or full of blame because I’m with this feeling and this feeling is with me without the need to smile to express an honesty as a desire that is bound by a name. I continue to see the love become boundless and I am at its boundary of light and love that is more than I can handle so I give up to give up this love from me without measure or expecting to be judged because I know measure and the melody of harmonious music that is living as love personal understanding that I take the time to wait and to go and to stop when I move beyond what I can imagine. I feel too much and I do not know if this stability of mind and guidance of body is my spirit or some other person but both are beings or the love that is another love coming to me is without a challenge and is easy but I challenge myself and I do not know if I am challenging love to be some place with me or not. I am here and what I have done was challenging to me but the word Spirit I think I felt say to me without speaking the feeling of my life to say love is there in my life in so many ways and I may have a name for a moment of a loving desire between two lovers to give up a moment of love to life and respond with love to life as loving the expression of a nameless desire without a cause or responsibility, rather, a natural gift only I can feel because life is a gift to me on so many levels nothing feels greater than the gift of love to sustain what I cannot love right away nor right now but when love is just me and I am without need or want because my body knows this life and my mind knows what I choose and it has been up to me to accept that I see more than feeling me in recognizing sight as vision and sense as thought and sensation as feeling loved. This is my grace to what I cannot see without a moment of realization. I give relax as pleasure to my body as the spirit I defined from the love I sense from all that I can acknowledge and that is what I am inside, the dynamo within the dynamic. I never been called divine from another but I feel the human being that I am and I am at a place where I let love not want anymore. Just know that love came from a great place that loved. This is my testimonial of mind body soul and the challenge of self to identify from guys and girls in my world looking at me as the love. I am not returning, I am thankful that you and I go in love.

Ty

white solar wind
Yellow Self-Existing Human
red spectral skywalker
Yellow Solar Seed

white solar wind+Yellow Self-Existing Human=White Cosmic Wizard
White Cosmic Wizard+red spectral skywalker=Blue Spectral Hand
Blue Spectral Hand+Yellow Solar Seed=Blue Rhythmic Monkey

Yellow Self-Existing Human+red spectral skywalker=Red Lunar Serpent
Red Lunar Serpent+Yellow Solar Seed=Red Spectral Moon

Red Spectral Moon+Blue Rhythmic Night=Yellow Self-Existing Human

The Man’s loving person called me Human and I replied in love, I feel the

desire to be with you but I cannot call you by a name because the name

has not brought you to me. Another love that is you and that by which you

move into love made a move on me without notice so I felt you and you

felt me then we linger in the movement. We linger in the movement as

something special because I am moving the love within a movement closed

within the human heart. We cannot of been seen without our humanity that

stayed with our heart as mine did not know you knew your heart. I am not

speaking but these words are without feeling because I did not cause you

to see me and you said sorry for something I could not see without

desiring what you have brought and I could not give without being the

same inside the love that brought you here to be seen and heard. I am no

longer I and you allowed me to not be without causing me to know that I

am another love. I feel what I see is not me but it is not you too and

yet love is you and I love but cannot identify with my desires anymore.

That must of been my life and I don’t know what you have done to move for

me. I am just too overwhelmed with what I am experiencing out of your

sight. This is so true to me. My vision left me and you see me stop but I

am heartless without my vision so take me to where you see me looking at

you. LOVE LOVE LOVE I SAY LOVE and YOU ARE LOVING WHAT I CANNOT KNOW TO

BE WITHOUT LOVING TOO. My heart has witnessed my life and said no to name

my behavior as anything but love as a self-less gift that honestly

floores me in ways I cannot express with this great listening that writes

my feelings in a narration of where love is right now, I am love right

now at all times and now I am without thought to guide me, yes, I am

giving up on my feelings and yes, you are there but I still seem to not

know where my heart goes when all of me is not love, just some body of

love to take love from nowhere at all. I know this is love as I have felt

I have been the nothing and the nowhere and where nothing goes from with

greatness as obvious intimacy that knows love. What can I say to love

that I have not said before? I am not where the music ends beneath the

rainbow of miracles to see you love, you’re so real I cannot be lucky in

love because you are and I am so now I am human and I remember your

humanity and I wonder if you like your name.

~Ty

Baby, I can fix YO teeth.

Thank God for you Mitch, I might of lost my mind, body and soul being alive.

See ya later alligator.

White Cosmic Dog

ok DANETTE LEE, Glad I found you =)


0-*Me* = The Sign of my Heart
dagenhamheathwayissomuchloveandlight

1-Loved* = Love and Light of the *Love*
wyucveah=wyuc veah
-possibility measure presence seen
-relationship existing object reality

2-Dance* = The Dance of the *Dance*
dagenhmathisol=dage nhma this ol
choice object become existing
-close reality connect object
-reflect reality interpret impression
-balance limit

3-Dancing* = I’m the Dancer of the *Dancing*
dgenmtisol=dgen mtis ol
-choice become existing close
-connect reflect interpret impression
-balance limit

4-Star* = I’m a Star of the *Dancing*
ah=ah
-object reality

You gotta see this guy’s web site!

http://www.spacestationplaza.com

Hello Steve Wilkos!

Can she tell me why this black handbag is called a purse?

Why are flowers colorful and has anyone seen a brown rose?

19 April 1935 dudley + 7 January 1943 tesla = 12 October 1968 hugh

birth         + death          = why

=8

kin 196: Yellow Magnetic Warrior + kin 154: White Spectral Wizard

= White Crystal Dog

=29 + kin 197: Red Lunar Earth = scary mind = dark recesses of intelligentsia

White Crystal Dog + kin 197: Red Lunar Earth = Blue Magnetic Hand

http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/M_blue_mag_hand.html

Double Blue Hands!

Blue Hand is also your Higher Self & Guide. (you are guided by your own power doubled)

Strongly claim in prayer or meditation that you are willing and ready to receive the tools appropriate to your present development. You are worthy to receive these tools. Allow Blue Hand’s wave to wash away any remnant of unworthiness, that you may fully receive the gifts that are your birthright to use and enjoy.

The number for Blue Hand is seven, the symbol of mystical power. As you accept your mystic power, you will be taken through the gateway into the mysteries of your essence. Seven also represents the Mayan mystic column, as well as the last note of an octave of growth. Walk the seven steps of the pyramid. Open your lotus to the world.

Blue Magnetic Hand ~You + Blue Rhythmic Night ~Ty = White Resonant Dog
http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/M_white_resonant_dog.html

I don’t know this guy = April 5, 1976 = Blue Lunar Hand = Howard Hughes
http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/M_blue_lun_hand.html

Blue Lunar Hand + Blue Rhythmic Night = White Galactic Dog
http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/M_white_galac_dog.html

White Resonant Dog ~Pedro + White Galactic Dog ~Michael = Yellow Lunar Sun